Prelims finally over!
结 果 会 是 悲 是 喜 ?
我 不 想 知 道 ... 反 正 都 已 成 为 过 去 。
如 果 说 我 不 喜 欢 生 活 在 过 去 式 ， 那 一 定 是 骗 人 的 。
因 为 我 很 念 旧 。
说 了 可 能 你 们 都 不 信 ， 哈 ， 连 我 自 己 也 不 信 。
我 喜 欢 把 有 的 没 有 的 都 收 藏 起 来 。
有 空 时 ， 就 把 它 们 拿 出 来 看 看 。
有 时 候 ， 看 了 ， 脸 上 也 不 禁 露 出 一 丝 丝 的 微 笑 。
说 我 傻 吗 ?
我 也 那 么 觉 得 。
尤 其 是 想 起 当 时 的 我 ... 傻 傻 的 ， 土 土 的 ，
整 天 带 着 稚 气 的 微 笑 过 日 子 。
可 是 那 与 世 无 争 的 日 子 ，
现 在 却 在 这 冷 酷 的 世 界 ，
这 无 形 的 压 力 中 ， 成 为 历 史 。
它 只 能 成 为 我 生 命 中 的 一 段 美 好 回 忆 。
有 一 段 日 子 ， 我 过 得 非 常 痛 苦 。
我 一 直 都 往 悲 观 的 方 向 走 去 。
那 时 的 我 ， 还 以 为 自 己 患 上 忧 郁 症 。
(虽 然 我 曾 说 过 忧 郁 男 孩 蛮 帅 的 ， 哈 哈 因 为 那 时 流 行 f4仔 仔 忧 郁 的款 ... )
我 想 那 时 应 该 是 卡 到 阴 吧 。 。 哈
说 到 未 来 ， 我 的 未 来 就 象 被 一 层 厚 厚 的 雾 笼 罩 着 。
对 ， 我 不 是 看 不 清 楚 ， 而 是 看 不 到 我 的 未 来 。
我 对 成 人 的 世 界 还 是 不 了 解 。
将 要 毕 业 的 我 ， 突 然 感 到 很 茫 然 ， 很 无 助 。
虽 然 说 这 是 每 个 人 必 须 走 过 的 路 ，
但 我 还 是 有 点 忐 忑 不 安 。
我 总 觉 得 ， 我 要 走 的 路 ， 都 比 一 般 人 走 得 还 长 ， 还 艰 苦 。
但 那 是 我 的 命 。
我 毫 不 怨 言 。
怎 么 说 ， 路 是 自 己 走 出 来 的 。
选 择 在 於 自 己 。
想 了 这 么 多 ， 心 中 还 是 个 未 知 数 。
是 好 ， 是 坏 ，
我 还 是 得 面 对 ， 得 走 下 去 。
可 能 是 背 负 着 重 大 的 任 务 和 责 任 ，
有 时 我 也 觉 得 累 了 。
路 ， 还 是 得 走 ， 一 直 走 ，
走 到 我 无 力 再 走 ， 直 到 我 垮 了 。
PS: Start practising & polishing my command of Chinese language... I guess my current grade should be a D7 while I'm an 'A' student! Blah...kena laughed by my parents~arrggg
Friday, March 17, 2006
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
一直很安静
一直很安静
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空荡的街景
想找个人放感情
做这种决定
是寂寞与我为邻
我们的爱情
像你路过的风景
一直在进行
脚步却从来不会为我而停
你说爱像云
要自在飘浮才美丽
我终於相信
分手的理由有时候很动听
给你的爱一直很安静
来交换你偶尔给的关心
明明是三个人的电影
我却始终不能有姓名
给你的爱一直很安静
我从一开始就下定决心
以为自己要的是曾经
却发现爱一定要有回音
给你的爱一直很安静
除了泪在我的脸上任性
原来缘份是用来说明
你突然不爱我这件事情
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空荡的街景
想找个人放感情
做这种决定
是寂寞与我为邻
我们的爱情
像你路过的风景
一直在进行
脚步却从来不会为我而停
你说爱像云
要自在飘浮才美丽
我终於相信
分手的理由有时候很动听
给你的爱一直很安静
来交换你偶尔给的关心
明明是三个人的电影
我却始终不能有姓名
给你的爱一直很安静
我从一开始就下定决心
以为自己要的是曾经
却发现爱一定要有回音
给你的爱一直很安静
除了泪在我的脸上任性
原来缘份是用来说明
你突然不爱我这件事情
Thursday, March 09, 2006
I know who U are
I received a SMS yesterday....
Luckily I changed my phone, so I didn't got tricked...(but almost)
Here's the SMS:
Erm... I'm quite shy 2 ask u a
favour. Do u hv spare cash 2
lend me?
The bank says my a/c left
$999,999.90! Juz lend me
10 cts SO I'll B a Millionaire..!!
For normal Nokia phones or phone s without large screen, most of you will read till the 1st paragraph.
For me, the SMS appears till the 1st line of the 2nd paragraph. So, I will scroll down and read further. I was almost tricked, and was about to reply the sender how much he/she wants. But when I read further and realised it's meant to be a trick, I was like.... DUH!
And so I SMS to some people....
Well, this SMS could also test how true the person is.
Some got back to me, asking how much I want. Thanks to these darlings.... I LOVE YOU!
Some did not even reply. (perhaps they read the whole SMS? I don't know)
For those who did not reply... heh heh heh... I know who they are.... tsk!
Maybe I am not that well-liked? Or they have no sense of humour? I don't know. But I know who they are!
Luckily I changed my phone, so I didn't got tricked...(but almost)
Here's the SMS:
Erm... I'm quite shy 2 ask u a
favour. Do u hv spare cash 2
lend me?
The bank says my a/c left
$999,999.90! Juz lend me
10 cts SO I'll B a Millionaire..!!
For normal Nokia phones or phone s without large screen, most of you will read till the 1st paragraph.
For me, the SMS appears till the 1st line of the 2nd paragraph. So, I will scroll down and read further. I was almost tricked, and was about to reply the sender how much he/she wants. But when I read further and realised it's meant to be a trick, I was like.... DUH!
And so I SMS to some people....
Well, this SMS could also test how true the person is.
Some got back to me, asking how much I want. Thanks to these darlings.... I LOVE YOU!
Some did not even reply. (perhaps they read the whole SMS? I don't know)
For those who did not reply... heh heh heh... I know who they are.... tsk!
Maybe I am not that well-liked? Or they have no sense of humour? I don't know. But I know who they are!
Sunday, March 05, 2006
Miss Happy Sandy
Yay! I finally got my new handphone!!! Woohoo! And it's PINK! Hahaha! Okay... Im mad!
Pink!
Pink!
Pink!
I want this entry to be PINK! Blah!
Anyway... I went shopping at West Mall cos thought of changing phone at M1 there... too bad it does not come with a handphone pouch and USB cable... then shop with my dearie mama and bro. But end up back at Clementi, cos its the limited edition with the whole package plus it's more worth the money when I sold my old Samsung X430 to 2nd hand mobile dealer than trade in.
On the way there by MRT, I saw someone familiar....
It's 1 of the contestants from Campus Superstar.-- Chee Mun
Duhz... my mama sat beside him lor....
I got a friend who looks like him... or rather he looks like my friend lah. Then I was hesitated to call him in case I called out the wrong person I will be super malu!!!( And luckily I did not!) He was looking at me while I looked back at him too... cos I'm really thinking hard if he was my friend... So I sent a SMS to my bro who was standing a distance away from me, saying if that guy was Chee Mun. And he gave a nod. Rah.....
So I was looking at the wrong guy... (hope he wasn't thinking why this weird girl looking at him like that) Frankly speaking both he and my friend got common face lah... it seems tat I'd been seeing this face everywhere... lol.... ooppsss hope my friend is not reading my blog...
Well... hope Uncle Lee's $$$ will help me a little on Labour Day... cos 1.5months later I'll be looking for a PERMANENT FULL TIME JOB. Not slacking or playing a fool... End of tertiary days... sobs!
For now, I'm an absolutely happy girl!!!
Back to revising my prelims, got a paper on Tuesday! -_-"
More updates after my papers...
Pink!
Pink!
Pink!
I want this entry to be PINK! Blah!
Anyway... I went shopping at West Mall cos thought of changing phone at M1 there... too bad it does not come with a handphone pouch and USB cable... then shop with my dearie mama and bro. But end up back at Clementi, cos its the limited edition with the whole package plus it's more worth the money when I sold my old Samsung X430 to 2nd hand mobile dealer than trade in.
On the way there by MRT, I saw someone familiar....
It's 1 of the contestants from Campus Superstar.-- Chee Mun
Duhz... my mama sat beside him lor....
I got a friend who looks like him... or rather he looks like my friend lah. Then I was hesitated to call him in case I called out the wrong person I will be super malu!!!( And luckily I did not!) He was looking at me while I looked back at him too... cos I'm really thinking hard if he was my friend... So I sent a SMS to my bro who was standing a distance away from me, saying if that guy was Chee Mun. And he gave a nod. Rah.....
So I was looking at the wrong guy... (hope he wasn't thinking why this weird girl looking at him like that) Frankly speaking both he and my friend got common face lah... it seems tat I'd been seeing this face everywhere... lol.... ooppsss hope my friend is not reading my blog...
Well... hope Uncle Lee's $$$ will help me a little on Labour Day... cos 1.5months later I'll be looking for a PERMANENT FULL TIME JOB. Not slacking or playing a fool... End of tertiary days... sobs!
For now, I'm an absolutely happy girl!!!
Back to revising my prelims, got a paper on Tuesday! -_-"
More updates after my papers...
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
Study till siao liao....
It's prelims time... study LBO (law) study till siao! Nothing seems to go into my puny brain...
Blah Namu! U didn't reply my SMS!!! Later I post your photo here then U know ar.... LOL
So as browsing thru' Namu's blog... chance upon this...
http://www.handwritingwizard.com/analysis
U can go try it!
Anyway this is my handwriting analysis...
******* The Analysis Starts Here *******
Sandy has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.
Sandy is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth.?This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts.?she finds joy in anticipation and planning.?Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned.?Sandy basically feels good about herself.?She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success.?She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to.?However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach".?She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals.?A good esteem is one key to a happy life.?Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.
In reference to Sandy's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Sandy slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project. She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Sandy can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.
Sandy will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!
Sandy will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Sandy believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.
Sandy uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone. The circumstances when Sandy does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise. Sandy will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally. Sandy is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"
People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially.?According to the data input, Sandy doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.
Haha.... it's just a test.... don't take it seriously.
Blah Namu! U didn't reply my SMS!!! Later I post your photo here then U know ar.... LOL
So as browsing thru' Namu's blog... chance upon this...
http://www.handwritingwizard.com/analysis
U can go try it!
Anyway this is my handwriting analysis...
******* The Analysis Starts Here *******
Sandy has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.
Sandy is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth.?This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts.?she finds joy in anticipation and planning.?Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned.?Sandy basically feels good about herself.?She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success.?She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to.?However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach".?She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals.?A good esteem is one key to a happy life.?Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.
In reference to Sandy's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Sandy slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project. She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Sandy can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.
Sandy will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!
Sandy will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Sandy believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.
Sandy uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone. The circumstances when Sandy does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise. Sandy will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally. Sandy is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"
People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially.?According to the data input, Sandy doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.
Haha.... it's just a test.... don't take it seriously.
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