Happy National Day!
I should be happy today... but haiz....
This morning is still okay... cos' there's still things for me to do. A colleague asked me to photocopy a file of documents! Yes... it's ALOT! (A sudden feel of being a temp) But ok... I did it. It's better to sit at my desk doing nothing but staring into space~ (U know what I mean?)
During lunch time, I bought 2 shirts!(Tho yesterday I bought 2 at G2000 because they are having sales. Shopping! Yay!) The ones I bought at G2000 costs 23 each while today's shopping only costs 10 each!!!! WOW! Quality wise not bad! (I can imagine what's my mama reaction when she opened my wardrobe! Cos' last time we used to share the same wardrobe and now I got my own! LOL!)
Alright enough of the happy things....
If you don't know me well... you will never know that I'm that sort of person where I simply can't stand working in a very slack environment, doing nothing, no recognition....and blah blah blah! Though I can surf internet, but I gotta do it discreetly. The boss will walk behind me at anytime cos' his desk is facing at my back.
You may think that it's good being paid by doing nothing... but I think otherwise! I do not have the job satisfaction! I feel like I'm not of use.
After lunch, I got to chat with a colleague who seldom talks, always quietly doing her work. So was rather surprised that she came over and have a small chat. Chatting about where she grad from, work how long... and actually she had seen me b4!!! At the interview or signing of appointment letter... I dunno. I can't remember seeing her. Yup... so I told her if there's anything that I can help, PLEASE pass the work to me! I'm VERY FREE!
This girl is very nice! When she sees me feeling uneasy (uneasy because I got nothing to do), she will try to find something for me. Today, when I signalled to her that I'm SUPER FREE, she very cute, scratched her head then find things for me to do.
Yes! She indeed got me alot of things to do and I'm very very very happy and satisfied! But who knows....
There'll be a restructuring and shifting going on very soon. And I heard that there are new staff coming too! Our team is like so many people already! Even those who came b4 me were sitting at a small round coffee table and its like 2 people squeezing in 1 table, with 2 lap tops on it. There're so many wires attached to the LAN point and lap tops... walking around is already very difficult! Moreover over my side, there're 2 pregnant ladies!Tsk! I'm lucky that I got a desk of my own.(BUT! haiz...read on)
The IT lady came and ask me where I'll be sitting if the new staff came in. I'm blur! I know nothing! I only came in for just a mere 8 days!(8 days every week~~~) What the??? And I overheard that there'll be 3 new staff!!!
Where got seats for them???
Wah lau! Want me to give up my seat? Tsk! So unfair!
They are still discussing about it.... I dunno... the VP say until like very easy... what connect the LAN point here and there.... duhz..... I mean if you know u are hiring so many people, u got to make sure that there are enough work stations for the staff! And not that contract staff or temp staff got no tables! Shouldn't all be treated the SAME?
I dunno!
I'm in NO position to suggest or what.
I shall wait for their instruction.
There's this colleague sitting beside me. She wanted to change her PC with me (I dunno why). She wasted my time and I couldn't finish the work tasked by another colleague. Feel so paiseh... cos' I asked for the work and yet I couldn't finish! But she knew the reason lah. Oh well... the reason is that the shifting of PCs! They got to extract her docs in her PC and put into mine... while mine .... I guess all that I'd saved is all gone! What angered me is that they did not even ask me if I have any saved docs.
It's already time to knock off and I'm full of anger! I couldn't bother to log in again to reset my email and check other stuff. But merely shut down my PC and went off! I was super angry! Angry because why I'm treated like that? Just because I'm not a perm staff? Oh gosh! The world had never been fair before. Few days earlier, I was still thinking that the staff there are ok as they always treat me eat food and snacks. But now did I realised that they are so disorganised and bo chap!
I always tell myself to observe for a few days and see how it goes, hoping for improvements. Well sometimes it does gives me hope that I can do my work happily there... but sometimes I just feel not a part of my team.I feel that I'm not being trusted.
Nobody will understand how I feel....
Meanwhile, I will start looking for better jobs, while KIV on this job... if no prospect.... I guess it's better for me to leave than staying being an useless employee there. I shouldn't be wasting my talents right? ^.^
Ha!
Feel real depressed on my way home while ranting about it to my friend.
Just now checked my email, and it brightens me again.
I love her illustrations! I bought the whole series of her illustration books! So I wrote an email to her and this is what she replied to me. With a cute picture also! http://hokusoem.com/shay-shay805.html
There's 20% discount till thurs at Kino... wanted to buy the latest issue of illustration books but my buddies are going to give me Kino vouchers as my birthday gift. So I think I shall wait for the vouchers instead. Tho' I thought of having a 16 inches BIG Pink Torto Stuff Toy from Action City where my mama, me and bro saw! So huggable!!!
I want the pink one!
Alrights... enough of rantings...
HOPE THAT THE REST OF THE MONTH WOULD BE BETTER FOR ME!
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