Exploitation

I'm busy everyday.... especially in search of a dream job...

Super tiring!


Working is never fun.


Finding a job is neither a fun thing to do too.


I thought my luck lady is with me today, but who knows another exploitation!


Bad thing is WHY are there such things as exploitation, cheap labour and blah blah blah... Good thing is I finally appreciate myself as I still have the value in the market, and I gotta practise my interviewing skills and negotiating skills. Perhaps my colleague G is right. I always being pessimistic and not confident enough. I should have ' see' more of the outside world instead of restricting myself in a nutshell.

I'm just like a tortise or turtle who will hide inside the shell and refuse to face the outside world. Or quoted from the Chinese saying-- a frog in a well.

I would like to be expose to the outside world! I would really want to see the world. Well ,if I say given the opportunity. Now, I realised that opportunity is given by myself. I need to give myself a chance.

Do you know that everytime I received a call for interview, I will be so panicky that I just want to give up! Of course I end up going for it. That's what I say pessimistic and lack of confidence.


I'm a scaredy cat too.


I'm not afraid to say so.


I always scared of this and that, and because of this I end up making things worse to worst. I should have learn how to be bold enough.


Yes. I should.


I wondered.... will my future be in a mess?


I should have foresee that.


I guess I will let the nature takes its course. Learn how to take things easy. Relax.