Upset

I did not go to work today.


I just need a break.


Iwas fuming away yesterday after work... ranting to my colleague that why can't I apply for just a half day leave??? From next week onwards, I will be reporting to my Big Boss... and it's damn difficult for me to apply any leave.

I was at a meeting yesterday and next week I will start on my new team. Know what boss say? She said with a smile... "Cannot fall sick, and cannot go on leave"

-_-"


Yes! Thats my expression!

Well... I should have known.... so I just hope to get a half day leave to rest and do whatever I want.

Just half day! But the current team lead was like playing Tai-chi and don't approve. Still say from now on she's not gg to approve leave for the rest!

Oh man! C'mon la! People apply liao, approved liao... now u were saying you not going to approve anymore. What is this shit???

Please la... without me the team will not just die rite? And its only like 2 working days later, I will also be gone... accept the fact can?!


I was damn (multiply by 1 zillion) ANGRY!


Its so unfair!


I worked harder than others.... sacrifice more than others.... and this is what I get?! Just for half day leave!???? No????


So... I really didn't turn up for work! Why should I work so hard when I'm leaving anyway. No Point!!! They are just exploiting and making use of me. I AM NOT STUPID!


No half day right? Okie! I take 1 FULL DAY!!! Urgent leave!

Happy????!!!! I rather waste my time sitting at home surfing....


I am seriously upset about this matter. Unfair treatment!


Now I have no use, means you can just fully 'utilise' my hard work, and I'm supposed to be obediently continue working.... follow up others' cases.... while others could just enjoy to take leave, MC.... and I'm the only one suffering!?


Senior so what? All those tough cases throw at me?! How would the newbies learn? I start learning from tough cases one k! And this is how I have been through! So as a senior I still gotta continue to clear people's SHIT?


It pays me NOTHING to be good. Thats what I learnt so far in working life. At most, newbies show their graditude saying some good words about you. But when the strong current comes, all will just run behind you... and you be the 1 to block the current for them.


I'm tired!!! Seriously tired! I shouldn't have focus so much in work. I'm now lost in this realistic world.... I gotta find myself back! I have sacrificed my interests~


I know this is only a phase of life. More to go~

Before I continue to be lost in this maze.... I should get out of here 1st!