::Not A Superstar::

Sad to say~

I'm not into the 2nd round of the competition...


Yeah... it's a bit sad lah... cos it's not my singing that lost in the contest but looks~
erm.... or not looks.... it's size!


My judges are 2 unknown women whom I guess they were from MediaCorp and the 3rd judge is Peter Chen from music clinic...


Well everything goes quite smoothly during the audition... UNTIL....



1 of the women asked me "what qualities do you think can be a SUPERSTAR?"
So, I said 1 must love singing, have talents, must work very hard and have stage charm (wu tai mei li)
So, she asked me whether I think I have... well at this point I guessed she's thinking I don't have and that's 1 of the criteria or rather what they have in mind to determine if u r able to go into the next round. And so of cos I have to say I have.

As for Peter Chen... his 1st question for me is "R u Singaporean?"

I dunno why everyone must ask me this question.... do I look like I'm not localised?

He said my singing is not bad just that can see my preparation is not enough... which I don't know what he means??? Then he took a look at my photos which attached with my application form then he said " u have nice features....U look gd"
I guess what he said about my preparation is that he was reading the part Y i want to join in this competition which stated in the application form. Haiz...... haiz.....

Uh hum... at this time... the another woman continued..."U are still young, you still have many chances... so hope next year you'll come back to join again but you have to eat lesser..."

OMG!!! so this is not a singing competition!!! this is a beauty pageant!!! Yes... I feel awful!
I hope they won't put me on TV and have nasty comments on the screen.... CROSS MY FINGERS

So as i came out of the room to take m bag.. the camera is right in front of me.... WHAT CAN I DO? Say "oh they say me round so don't let me in?"
I just smiled and say"shi BAi" and just quickly went away... haiz....
OKOK I'll make them regret of their decision! (perhaps yesterday I really lack of luck) It's quite impossible to have a 2nd Olinda...(hey I'm more slimmer than her)

Well... although I may failed in this competition... this makes me realised a lot of things.... Looks does matters.... and I guess the judges roughly have an idea of what they want as a superstar... and of cos my preparation... ya... I admit I really have no preparation about this cos exams coming so stress.... and no time to get really prepared... well no $ also how to invest???

And most importantly... they look into appearance.... what if U have been bestowed a heavenly voice??? Learnt a lesson!!!! well its quite fun... at least now I know how they select people and gain experience in joining the contest... which makes me feel more confident of myself

Ok if size is really the case... I'll try very hard to slim down.... and see what they going to say... perhaps join again.... and if the media ask... I shall say... Yup I'm back again to show the judges that their eyes have been blinded by beauty. Frankly speaking, those who got in... really all slim slim... not really pretty...all ah lians....(to match with Sly's beng look?) Ha... but what to do? they got in!