::SUPER ANGRY::

ANGRY!!!

Yes! I'm angry!


I guess I'm those who will keep things to myself... and secrets too! Not only secrets... like my achievements... I don't really go around telling people how GOOD am I nor boast what I had got!!! (except my blog... ha) AND I DON'T LIKE PEOPLE SAYING I'M STUPID! NO ONE COULD SAY THAT TO ME! EVEN MY TEACHERS (from primary school till now)... none said I'm stupid! In fact!!! I'm clever! Which I didn't tell my parents that I had got a compliment from my teachers~~~



Alright... lemme cool down abit...


I guess when one getting old... he or she will get a bit senile... (or hormones changing???) nowadays, my granny likes to scold me for nothing... and of course being a good and filial grand-daughter, I did not refute! Sometimes she will scold me stupid when I do things in my own way, or say something like "Study till so high level also can't compared to one who did not do much studying..."------> I'm really MAD at her words!!!


Sometimes I really wonder??? really wonder??? and wondering very hard??? What's the purpose of studying for an HONOURS DEGREE??? And got such accusation.... I'm really angry but could not refute... and have to swallow my anger and sadness...

Yes SADNESS! I feel sad ... because I don't know why??? I'm a person who don't really express my feelings out~ so what can I say???


TODAY... when I came home from my shopping trip, the first thing I got is not "hey U r back!" nor "how's ur day?"



BUT



"hey your cousin passed his driving test! and only in his 1st try"


I mean what's that going to do with me? and I replied NONCHALANTLY "SO?"

"so clever lor... only 1st try den pass"

"So?"

No reply....


I mean... is it my problem??? I gotta admit I have NO MONEY! I'm just a poor undergrad with no income and everything have to depend on myself.... (FYI: I did not even take any pocket money from my parents) and so what if I had already passed my basic theory with only 1 try? and I did not go around telling people I HAD PASSED MY BASIC THEORY WITH ONLY ONE TRY!!! Cos I have no $ I did not go to take advance theory neither the driving test!

And I wonder.... if i really have the $ and passed the test with only a try... what will be the reaction of the others??? (At this point of time... my tears ... haiz...)

Yes... I told my dad... who is also one of those who told me about my cousin's 'excitment'... that what's so great about that??? And my dad told me... U can also go and tell others after I graduated and got my honours degree.... so I told him in a sarcastic way..."Yah... and hang my degree in the living room and plated it gold and framed it with gold too right???"

I'm not such a person!!!


Everything pays~ that's what I think... hopefully I got through the audition on this Sat and into the final 32... and of course gotta aim to get into the top 10 or whatsoever~ Lemme guess~


1.People will start calling you GODDESS and pray at your feet!
2.Those who calling you bad names at your back will present expensive tonics to you!
3.Those who look down on you will look at you as if U r shinning like a precious diamond or gem!
4.Those who now need your help will beg you till U say U will consider to help them to get into the entertainment circle!
5.Those who say you STUPID will praise you till U taste like HONEY!



Enough of those hypocritical acts!

I won't fall on them! I am still ME even I am a SUPERSTAR!