Saturday, January 31, 2004

Boyfriend?

Hey I'm only 21... Why are people rushing me to get a boyfriend? Though I'm afraid of lonliness but I still believe in fate! If he's yours he's yours...

I rather be a nun than being with someone whom I don't like

Monday, January 26, 2004

~Monday Blues~

It's a rainy Monday again... Wad had the sky been doing? It'd been raining continueously for the past 4 days! Moreover, I got a tuition class later in the evening. Really hate to teach on a rainy day, but for the sake of my Vitamin M I shall bear with the bad weather. Tmr have a long day.. 2 lectures~ think I'm gonna to faint n be stress again~ After a long break, guess I'd been slacking. Oh god! Please help me gain back my confidence and determination... I really need these 2 to fight against the stress from the upcoming examinations Rahhhh..... Gambatte shio! Ano~ Watashiwa... gambatte neh!

Never give UP!

Sunday, January 25, 2004

School Starts(-_-)"

Hmmm school starting again~ gonna be more stress! 1 month to prelims~ haizzz wad to do? Must really study all the way~ sobz.. but heard that Wilber's new album gonna be out in Feb which is my prelims period... duh... hope he dun come so early hopefully in June! Then I'll have the time to see him. Well~ then can spend quality time with him muahahaha... while I can manage my school work at the same time~ Yeahz ^.^ v

Action speaks louder than words!

Saturday, January 24, 2004

Happy Chinese New Year

Happy New Year! NOt bad this year... still got quite a lot of red packets Hmmm... guess I should change a new handphone soon~ But exams coming so soon~ gotta pay for the workshop fees~ rahh~~ guess gotta delay my dream handphone again hopefully the price will drop! Muahahaha

Tuesday, January 20, 2004

A Sang~

Beginning to like A Sang songs! She's a Malaysian singer but same as Fish Leong she don't really have the Malaysian accent. Perhaps her songs really have the kind of pain and sad feelings in them so I began to like her songs very much~ especially Shou Le Dian Shang and Ye Zi. Moreover, a good lyricist to compose the songs that's the reason people can cry when listening to her songs~ Hmmm or the lyrics did match my feelings so can understand what the song wants to tell us?! ha.. tmr is Chinese New Year~ must have the joyious and festive mood~ No more sad songs within this period~ heh that's the old saying.. if u eat sour things during new yr U will have a sour face muahaha~ so listening to sad songs during new yr means will be sad for the whole yr?! wahahaha well, I don't want to be sad for the whole yr... it'll be a great torture man~

Happy New Year and have a great year ahead! May all my dreams be true and where's my Mr. Right???

Sunday, January 18, 2004

Holiday Mood, Exams Stress~

Having holiday mood~ buying goodies and walking around on the street~ Its really fun! But the thought of having exams soon~ really spoilt my mood man~ Guess I should work very hard! Distractions are just around me but I'm a determined girl.. I should able to take the stress-- but real scared that I can't make it for IBM~ Maths & Stats is not a prob! Econs.. I'll try.. Soci and IBM my main worries!!! But just try my very best! Looking forward to my prelims 1st and gotta get prepared for everything.. and revision for the MOST IMPORTANT major exams, which will see if I can make it to the 2nd year.. sobs.. my fate lies in the LONDON examiners and markers then! Pray hard and God Bless me!

Fate lies in your own hands~ its up to U to decide if U are the 1 who control it or let fate control U~ Ahem~ wad non sensical rubbish am I talking~ going bonkers muahahaha

Thursday, January 15, 2004

BaD hAiR DaY

What a day man~ Hmm Just dyed my hair recently and its kinda blond.. and frenz started calling me Ah Lian.. Wats the definition of Ah Lian? Anyone who has blonded hair is an Ah Lian?! Rah.. well at least I'M NOT! Its just a sense of fashion and suited me quite well~ Nah.. Just hope people won't get mistaken that I'm an Ah Lian~ will scare away all my potential bfs or husband-to-be.. Hiak~