::Last Day of 2004::

Hey hey last day of 2004! Hmm... I should summarise what kind of days I have in 2004... Wait let me take out my organiser 1st!
Well, starting Jan-Apr 04 Im busy with my life being a slacking Yr 1 undergrad all the way to the prelims and revision workshops. As it was my 1st year taking exams of cos struggling all the way (crossing my fingers to hope I could pass everything and I'll be very contented). Also, tuition! Im having hard time to teach the 3 kids... so i ended giving 1 off. So left 2. However 1 of them is extremely naughty and lazy... but the fee is high and being a $minded person I simply could not say BYE to the kid... so i struggled on. May-June04 EXTREMELY STRESSFUL !!! Yes EXAMS! And imagine having exams and giving tuition at the same time! (Darn it! They having exams too~ And Wouldn't I have scored better marks if I just don't care about them? lolz... hey Im a professional and responsible tutor!) Straight after exams I started working temp jobs and giving tuition to earn my school fees and expenses ( not lyk people slacking and rotting k...) Then the thuderous results came after the cursing and swearing( of cos I did not swear lah) luckily passed all lolz... Then school started!Pay $$$ again.... rah bloody suckers! And life goes on for a yr 2 undergrad(still slacking though I promised to be very hardworking).

Overall it's a pleasant year for me not much ups and not much downs.... sweeter year for me as i gotta know more and deeper of my dearie. And 2004 is also when I finally got the freedom from my mama and she allowed me to go tour with my friends. The saddening part of the year is the Tsunami catastrophe! If not, my year 2004 will end with joyous and peace! Though it doesn't affect me physically, I couldn't bear to see those sad news on the daily newspapers. I hope from year 2005 onwards, when I flipped through the newspapers, I would not see any sad news. Good Blessings for everyone in 2005!
GOD BLESS
PEACE OUT

::Flaky Skin::

TIAN AH!!!! What happen to my face? It's not that red as b4 but starts to FLAKE!!! (Is it a sign indicating my new skin is growing and I'll be fair again? Cross my fingers and Pray hard!) Hmmm... I'd been very 'hardworking' applying all those lotion and stuff on my face, hands and legs. The redness had subsided... at last...


And from now I gotta refrain from eating oily stuff and wadever that could do harm to my skin! Now my face free from pimples and I should take good care of it and maintain it in its BEST form! haha... This should be my another resolution for the Year 2005!

::Self-centered VS Tsunami::

I admit I'm a very or extremely self-centered person! Alrite my fault to forget about mentioning something about the earthquake and Tsunami! Send my prayers to all those died in this disastrous catastrophy and also to those who survived through~ U all have my blessings.... Although I can't do much for your... I do not have money.... Im tied down with school work and tuition.... I still have the HEART to bless your! Very sad to see and hear about these saddening news, my heart breaks when I saw those disheartening images on TV and Newspapers... I really can't imagine what happen if I'm the 1 who is at the scene... Guess I will just die! I can't run but only knows how to scream.... so SURE DIE! I count myself lucky that I didn't go to Penang a week later... or else I'm surely one of those who is either found dead or still missing! And as I'd mentioned in my previous entry of my Penang trip... we went to a beach! A BEACH! Yea... the SEA! On both days! 1st day is the shitty pool which gives off foul smell.... and I was chatting with my 2 uni frens saying if we were still at that shitty pool when Tsunami strikes.... I'll be the first who died.... not because of the tsunami but the foul smell! I'll be fainted before the tsunami strikes me. 2nd day at Batu Ferringi beach... think everyone will just die unless they can run v v v v fast... cos there's no way to run to anyway...


Okie enough of my craps.... I deeply feel sorry for the people who experienced this disaster and hope that they would overcome this nightmare. Pray hard and GOD BLESS!

::Still RED::

I wanna cry man~ Im still RED... in fact my hands are like pinkish... haiz... i looked like a freak! It's so obvious lor... everyone is looking at me like a reddy creature has just walked past them.... wah wanna cry! But hor... 2 of emily's frens were saying I looked cute.... duhz.... and even wanted to be tanned like me.... wah........ SIAO! And i can feel that the skin on my face is lyk very dry and going to start flaking le.... aaaaaaahhhhhhhh..... but hor... my bro says my pimples all gone... ( So should I go to sun tan once a while? Nah~~~BaaaaH) Early in the morning, I quickly apply the sunblock whitening lotion (though the sky looks as if its going to rain anytime) and sunblock moisturiser on my hands and legs.... hoping that all the redness will be gone ( dun laugh at my ignorance cos U don't know how I feel) Well.... Lao Tian Ye keeps raining .... haha.... NO SUN! For the past 2 days I kept applying Aloe Vera Lotion ( which I always lazy to apply in the past) so the skin on my hands and legs is still smooth... heng ah! Very sian lah... c the mirror.... c the reddy me... and in school.... whenever c my frens, gotta explain y IM SO RED?! Haiz.... Thanks ar my dearie Frens.... Im OK lah.... just that I couldn't accept the fact that Im the ONLY ONE who is so damn RED while others were lyk TANNED! Ahhh.... Humphf... to console myself I should say I got DELICATE SKIN! (Dun u dare to laugh or puke! CURSE U!)


***
After school went to Orchard... thought of getting a small 2005 datebook.... but all sold out! KNS! Den went to TakaKino to see the expensive ones.... also left with a few patterns to choose from arrrggggg..... Den I DIDN'T BUY! Rah... but i went to buy a lip gloss and a small portable perfume.... hmm cheap and NICE.... and it's from KOREA! Heh... had been a spendthift nowadays... errrr... heh heh... As I was on my way home.... I wanna take my MP3 out to listen.... duhz.... TO MY HORROR~ I saw a crack on my MP3 LCD screen!!!! I wanna scream! but it's already cracked and there's nothing for me to do! Just my Luck!


***
Yup yesterday received a greeting card from my dearie fren from Taiwan... asking me when Im going over? heh.... the thing is I had checked my portal and saw there'll be an incremental in the exam fees and Im gonna faint cos I dunno how to disclose this 'blood sucking' news to my dear mama.... hmmmmm sian liao.... BUt I WANT TO GO TAIWAN!!!!! AHHHHHH..... I promised 2 people in Taiwan le! arrrgggg.... c? this is y I dunwan to make promises.... I'll feel bad if the promises becomes empty promises!

::Sunburn! Ahhhh~::

Yesterday morning went to the SENTOSA SILOSO beach with friends.... hmmm 1st time to get so dirty and messy.... in the sea.... arrrggg..... actually din wan to get down into the water cos I only brought an extra shirt... den my so called the 'buddies' or 'jie-meis' pushed me into the water... rah.... damn salty lor... eeekkkssss.... den play play play.... take pics take pics take pics.... later in the noon.... wah lao very very very HOT! (yes! I say it's HOT not warm and i know that HOT=100 degrees celsius) My skin is really burning.... and darn it! My friends all brought SUNTAN LOTION NOT SUNBLOCK!!!! AHhhhhhh.......! So i used my little face towel to cover my hands and legs in hope to protect my delicated skin against the SUN! BUT.... no use.... I'm still being 'attacked' by the vicious SUN! My face is completely RED and so were my hands and legs... (no wonder when we were walking, the people were lyk looking at some creature walking past aaarrrgggg) and my dear fren sani... still calling me RED APPLE.... ahahaha... Gotta quietened her cos people were almost staring at me! Anyway it's really fun going to the beach... cos Im sandy? hahahaa lame... but all my frens started to make fun of my name when we reached the sandy beach.... rah..... hmmm yup happy playing at the beach but cos of my GREATEST JINX THE SUN! spoils my mood and now Im looking as red as a cooked lobster or crab.... duhz.... and 2dae when im in school some friends say I looked as if Im drunk! One of then even funnier by saying I just drank a barrel of wine! Duhz.... BARREL? hahhahaa... people became tanned and I became RED? Strange.... but when i touched my face or hands or legs.... PAIN AH!!!! rah.... and i apply alot of lotion and moisturizer.... even go and buy sun block for face and body..... wadever that could help to regain my fair complexion!!!! HELP!!!!


GOD BLESS.... hopefully I can regain my fair complexion very soon and this would be added into my list of resolutions for the year 2005!

::Xmas Season::

Hmmm yesterday went to orchard to get a xmas gift for exchange... b4 that went to Wheellock PLace to eat... hmmm that shop is called BIG O... duh... even the menu also very big.... wads infuriating is that I FORGOT to bring my digitcam! Ah... cant take down photos..... of food and place.... rahhhhh......... ::angry:: My blood keeps hitting at the top when my dish is here.... I thought i ordered something like pasta....( my brain keeps telling me spaghetti...) and it turns out to be something lyk dumplings.... muahahahhaa... I saw those kind of pasta b4... but the look really spoils my appetite... there goes the same to Kaili who ordered the same dish! But I musn't waste any food so I gobbled ( did I just mention GOBBLE? haha) down into my stomach while Kaili keeps stirring and left half of it 'untouched'.


Then we went Far East cos Kaili wanted to get a tattoo...( very fascinating cos she's a guai girl girl to me...) Duhz.... and she keeps psycho-ing me and Emily to have each a tattoo too~ NAH~ NOT FOR ME!!! There's a chinese proverb.... i dunno wad are the exact words but it means something like your parents give you your hair, ur skin, ur body.... etc.... and U shouldn't go for tattoo, piercing or wadsoever.... haha.... YUP U CAN SAY IM CONSERVATIVE! BUT DUN U DARE TO SAY IM LAO GU DONG! OR ELSE U SHALL BE CURSED! LOLZ.... yes Im evil!


Den we went to eat cake at HANS... I ate a TIRAMISU... which laughed by my 'mean' friends cos I haven't eaten that b4. It tastes OK to me lah.... though b4 i start eating Kaili and Emily say that it may taste bit bitter.... and got the taste of wine in it.... Well that's my 1st attempt to eat a TIRAMISU...


***TODAY


Exchange xmas presents... heez.... draw lots again.... and I got Hui's present... its a pair of earrings.... a blue+turquoise NICE MAN! but dunno why she keeps insisting that I don't lyk it! LOLZ.... Perhaps I'm famous of wearing PINK and blue doesn't suits me? Duhz... nonsense! I suit all colours except shitty colours K!!!! So Hui.... I really like it alot... hey... I still very self conscience to take pics of me with the earrings k.... ( self conscience= zi lian?) muahaha.... hmmm then 2dae bit lyk Santarina ( not santa claus... Im a gal k) giving out presents... only small gifts from my Penang Trip....


Going to Sentosa this weekend SUN.... hmmm hope its a fine day with not a 'bright and scorching' SUN.... arrrggg.... SUNBLOCK!!! Help! Haha.... yup I'll enjoy my Xmas.... I LOVE CHRISTMAS!


O'come all ye faithful~ lalalalalala.....
Last Christmas I gave U my heart... Lalalallala ( eh.... no leh... I din give to anyone blah~)

::Lynette's Bday::

Jang Jang... Im becoming a bai bai pang pang lazy pig~ eating too much food le... but strange thing is my weight has been declining... lolz... oh gosh... am I having some terminal illness??? Oh wo de tian ar.... muahaha... anyway... Im just too lazy to upload all those pics lah... yesterday went to net's bday dinner at Long Beach Restaurant and makan nice food.... just that darn it! I can't eat crabs.... aaarrgggg.... those who are laughing now shall be cursed by me.... bleah!!!! But i ate vege, pork ribs, herbal soup ( luckily my nose din bleed) lolz.... and also fried man tou.... which i used to dip into the chilli crab sauce..... at least I got the taste of the 'chilli crab' muahahahha..... who cares.... so long I won't end up being a Xiao Hei Ren ( my dad gave that nick to me ever since I'm found allergic to crabs) I seriously warned again who is still laughing now shall be cursed once again by me! Well.... now then i noticed im becoming a very talkative person... so unlike me.... hmmm only those primary and secondary friends of me will notice the changes~ Oh.... will i continue to talk non stop? hahaha.... guess I'll be drinking tons of water then... and be bloated till I die! lolz...

::Penang Trip::

Hey hey Im back! It's my 1st trip with frens to Penang. Hmm it's supposed to be an exciting trip to look forward to... but when I reached there... totally disappointed! Perhaps I really can't get used to the environment there.... its simply sucks. 10 Hours of journey there... by the time reached the hotel my back aches.... perhaps Im old... heh... Then we went for breakfast at the foodstalls along the 'dirty' streets.... I began to whine~ boo hoo~ never know that one day... I'll be eating at a narrow alley with the smelly drain beside me.... with a plate of they so called the Penang Fried Kway Tiao ... seeing the small puny black cockles er xin lor! I simply just eat up the Kway Tiao only as Im hungry! I didn't even to bother to order any drinks.... Lunch isn't any better.... though its at a shopping centre... and I saw the Penang laska picture in the menu... yummy..... when I ordered.... it came with a small real small bowl.... and its really sucks! I began to complain to my frens again.... Dinner... I don't think I need to say anything...

2nd seems ok to me... cos breakfast is at the hotel.... yummy.... nasi lemak and porridge.... yeah! cos Im craving for porridge for 2 days.... haha... lunch isn't that bad.... we went shopping and there's a small thai restuarant and i order thai fried rice and comes along with iced tea and melon sago dessert. Yum Yum.... I feel contented.... Dinner!!!!! yeah yeah.... enjoyed the most over there! We have western food in a ship like restaurant.... and I ordered a black pepper chicken and also a bottle of red wine.... duh one of my fren poured alot for me... and i was lyk huh... wanna get me drunk ar.... hahahaha..... but too bad.... i did not! it's a wonderful meal for the whole trip and i really enjoy that dinner!

there isn't much shopping for me... perhaps im quite fussy n picky.... haha... on the last day I slept throughout the journe back to singapore! I miss Singapore!... the moment i laid on my bed... wooh~ shuang! Though the hotel bed not bad... but I just miss everything in singapore! Guess next time i won't go Penang again! Maybe KL or JB but not Penang... Went around in a taxi and the driving skills really scary.... arrggg.... pa pa.... OK my next trip is Taiwan going next year 2005! Yeah!!!!

PS: Haven't got the time to upload the pictures.... will do it another day.... and I skipped class today wahahahaha.....

::Sick::

Feeling not well 2dae.... wanted to vomit and no appetite to eat... I dunno why~ Perhaps for the past dew days din sleep well and hadn't eaten much things.... empty stomach is the main cause! Well there's a song keeps spinning in my head... cos that's a song that I should remember for life! Though I dunno wads he trying to say...


Here it goes:
I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

::My Dearie Ah Pan::

Hey 'darling' ...Guess at this very time im blogging ,ur flight had already took off from Changi Airport. Sorry for not sending U off ( actually I can... but I chose not too) and hope u are busy avoiding all those fanatics and not realising the absence of the pinky. Don't think I'll hide in a corner to peep at you k... Im not lyk U lor... only knows how to peep secretly... duhz... just lyk at the lunch, though U were sitting beside me. Anywae, hope You don't mind me talking alot ar... heh... well U don't seem to mind actually ... I'm good right? Got respond you and interact with U... Then is lyk only both of us talking lor... the rest were lyk watching us... eerrrr.... feel bit weird k.... And sorry for not letting U to see the book... it's really my so-called diary... ok i promised if got another chance I'll let U see it alone k... Don't give me that kind of expression mah.... lyk disappointed and bu shuang.... scary k... and don't stare into my eyes liao.... real scary... I'm not used to it lah.... ( will try to lolz.....) Ok at times I didn't respond to your questions bcos I don't want to make promises... So next time if U see me look away U must know that I'm not sure how to answer your questions k. How can U ask me to sing for U the song that U wanted to sing to Ur '1st gf'??? ::ANGRY:: Bleah... N u can still continue singing louder n louder and even hint me to join u singing.... aaaarrrrrrrrrggggggggggg...... humphf... But see your cute little actions make me gotta forgive U lah... lolz... have something to tell U


因为爱你 我让你走了...

::Happy yet scary::

Hmmm... actually I should be having great time these few days.... but perhaps everything is so happening and so xing fu that misfortune falls on me! =(


I dunno wad and how to say.... perhaps I'm over-sensitive but Im scared! It's rather impossible~ But the more I think I become more worried and scared.... duhz.... it's time to stay low. By this time, everyone is confused about wad I am trying to say..... well it's for me and the person whom is concerned to know.

::Xmas season::

Have been so busy these few days.... gotta out of breath! ( don't worry Im not dying yet!) Yup gotta do some update here... Monday went to Orchard to buy a fren's present and finally quite good weather to take some snapshots of the deco there...

















Nothing much this year... but it seems this yr's deco is kinda elegant and sophisticated! N as for fashion there's a trend for purple stuff.... can see purple everywhere... better still no one will fight Pinky stuff with me.... so sad that when there's a sudden trend of Pink stuff and Me who likes Pink had been mistaken to be a trend follower of pink! IM NOT!!!! U can say I'm a PINK FREAK but NOT A FOLLOWER K!


Alright have been good mood these days... guess it will extend to the day when I'm back from my holidays ( cross my fingers that NO ONE will irritate or aggitate me for these days Or beware~ I will retaliate!)

::On Air::

First lemme laugh out loudly! Hahahahahahhahahaahahhahahahahahaha! okok....
I'm really in luck! Perhaps my dude gave me those lucky charm and sparks! I won free tix to PSC and also managed to call in to Yes933 for the first time in my whole life! I sang Wo Rang Ni Zou Le ( which i always said to be Ni Rang Wo Zou Le) lolz..... and won to lunch in my Dearie Ah Pan!!! My singing is damn terrible on air! though i got the lyrics correct ( with the help of my online lyrics database) and i never practise or memorise the song at all! Tian ar.... and Peifen still can sae that I really good at singing.... oh gosh... isn't she trying to comfort me?! lolz.... I'm totally hysterical! I was chatting with Phyllis that If I really won I will jump up and down! And I really did! haha..... i recorded the programme and I did sing better than the other contestant! Ha... CROWN ME the SINGING PRINCESS!!!! Okok.... Think I will get ready to doll up myself on that day for my dude aka my Dearie Ah Pan ( he's kinda se lang) lolz..... Dearie Ah Pan Wait for ME!!!


Time to complete my MM assignment before I de yi wang xing! I'm a good undergraduate OK!!!

::Thoughts of my dearie's visitation::

Hey Hey Hey beautiful Sunday~ It's Sunday again which means gotta be back school tomorrow! Arrrggg.... HRM somemore~ wad a boring lecture I'm gg to attend! Duhz... but 2dae I'm enjoying la.... went to West Mall with my mama n heller bro and mama treat us to eat Sakae Sushi!!! Yummy~





Does this make your mouth watering? lolz...

Haha.... as she said that she'll be paying den we eat alot lor... muahahaha.... Den we go c Hps... aiya... kinda regret of changing my hp so early should haf gotten the 1 with camera... samsung E600 instead! Haiz.... the sales lady showed me that phone... and tell me abt the advantages of that phone and sae is much better than x430.... ahhhhhh..... wad to do? already changed and 2 yrs contract somemore.... so wad to do? den my mama nagged me lor.... sae I do things on impulse.... cant wait longer .... haiz..... ya lor... i should wait 4 MORE MONTHS rite? den can get this E600 can get snapshots together with my dearie Ah Pan! Oh no.... how? total regrets leh....
If want to get this phone I gotta sacrifice my beloved pearlie white x430 ( which I passed it to my bro and signed a new plan for him) and definitely he will ask me to pay for it! Arrrggg.... but mama sae wait for a few more months for the price to drop! Den my mama wanna change Nokia 6230! Wah lao all they want cam phones lor.... den only me..... aaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!!!! Agitated!
The reason I dunwan a cam phone in the 1 st place bcos I already bought a digitcam.... but now I realised that I can't possible carry the digitcam out all day long! Oh no.... wad am I supposed to do? I'm so insatiable! muahahaha reminds me of Darren Hyes's song! Woohoo.... I still haf the CD somemore.... lolz.... Alrite... I admit I'm sort of a materialistic girl k! I surrender!

::Wad the ~::

Tired! Just Tired! So Tired! Very Tired! Super Tired! Extremely Tired!
Hmmm feel like I really have no life at all.... and I'm super lazy.... After tuition I'll head straight home... and do nothing.... well I wish to go shopping too... but my body doesn't listen to my brain?! So wad am I going to do then? PLay PS.... training for the contest which I hope I'll be selected though Im suck at it! And I dunno wad to do liao.... tts why Im here to blog....
at this point... guess I do sound like an old hag.... but who cares?! I begin to think wads the purpose living on.... sleep... eat... study.... tuition.... slack....watch tv.... arrrgggg.... well before school started I yearn to go back school to study hard.... but now~~~~ aaarrrgggg..... it's making me real sick! Tons of papers (tutorials+assignments) patiently lying on my messy table ,waiting for their Royal Highness (that's Me) to work on them. And everytime I say I gotta buck up.... but never do it! Something is real wrong with me... the brainy me! Oh no..... i guess soon I'll just become the brainless me!
Who will give me motivation? duhz..... haiz....





SICK!