I've been living with a shadow overhead
我终日生活在阴影中
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
就连睡在床上;乌云也是紧跟不放
I've been lonely for so long
我已经孤单寂寞了好久
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
不断漫游在过去,却一直没有机会向前行
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
我把所有的希望及梦想藏匿
Just in case I ever need them again someday
只是为了今后我还有机会需要它们
I've been setting aside time
我努力争取时间
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
为了能保持我心中一块小小的角落能够洁净无瑕
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
我只想尽一切可能,把爱找回来
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh
如果没有了那份爱;我一定撑不过来
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
我一直在等待那不愿闪亮的繁星
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
我一直在找寻,但却毫无头绪
I know that it's out there
我知道它就在某处
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere
在某处一定有著什麼力量能解放我的灵魂
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
我一直在寻找一个能为我闪耀光芒的人
Not just somebody just to get me through the night
并不是一个仅仅陪我一夜的人
I could use some direction
我会试著给你一个方向
And I'm open to your suggestions
并接纳一切你给我的建议
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
我只想尽一切可能,把爱找回来
I can't make it through without a way back into love
如果没有了那份爱;我一定撑不过来
And if I open my heart again
如果我再一次敞开心房
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
我想我会期盼你就这麼陪我到最后
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
此时此刻;如幻似真
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
或许会有某人跟我有著相同的感觉
I need inspiration
我需要一点灵感
Not just another negotiation
而非一次又一次的妥协
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
我只想尽一切可能,把爱找回来
I can't make it through without a way back into love
如果没有了那份爱;我一定撑不过来
And if I open my heart to you
如果我对你敞开心房
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
我会希望你告诉我该怎麼做
And if you help me to start again
如果你希望一切从新来过
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
你知道我会就这麼陪著你走到最后
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Upset
I did not go to work today.
I just need a break.
Iwas fuming away yesterday after work... ranting to my colleague that why can't I apply for just a half day leave??? From next week onwards, I will be reporting to my Big Boss... and it's damn difficult for me to apply any leave.
I was at a meeting yesterday and next week I will start on my new team. Know what boss say? She said with a smile... "Cannot fall sick, and cannot go on leave"
-_-"
Yes! Thats my expression!
Well... I should have known.... so I just hope to get a half day leave to rest and do whatever I want.
Just half day! But the current team lead was like playing Tai-chi and don't approve. Still say from now on she's not gg to approve leave for the rest!
Oh man! C'mon la! People apply liao, approved liao... now u were saying you not going to approve anymore. What is this shit???
Please la... without me the team will not just die rite? And its only like 2 working days later, I will also be gone... accept the fact can?!
I was damn (multiply by 1 zillion) ANGRY!
Its so unfair!
I worked harder than others.... sacrifice more than others.... and this is what I get?! Just for half day leave!???? No????
So... I really didn't turn up for work! Why should I work so hard when I'm leaving anyway. No Point!!! They are just exploiting and making use of me. I AM NOT STUPID!
No half day right? Okie! I take 1 FULL DAY!!! Urgent leave!
Happy????!!!! I rather waste my time sitting at home surfing....
I am seriously upset about this matter. Unfair treatment!
Now I have no use, means you can just fully 'utilise' my hard work, and I'm supposed to be obediently continue working.... follow up others' cases.... while others could just enjoy to take leave, MC.... and I'm the only one suffering!?
Senior so what? All those tough cases throw at me?! How would the newbies learn? I start learning from tough cases one k! And this is how I have been through! So as a senior I still gotta continue to clear people's SHIT?
It pays me NOTHING to be good. Thats what I learnt so far in working life. At most, newbies show their graditude saying some good words about you. But when the strong current comes, all will just run behind you... and you be the 1 to block the current for them.
I'm tired!!! Seriously tired! I shouldn't have focus so much in work. I'm now lost in this realistic world.... I gotta find myself back! I have sacrificed my interests~
I know this is only a phase of life. More to go~
Before I continue to be lost in this maze.... I should get out of here 1st!
I just need a break.
Iwas fuming away yesterday after work... ranting to my colleague that why can't I apply for just a half day leave??? From next week onwards, I will be reporting to my Big Boss... and it's damn difficult for me to apply any leave.
I was at a meeting yesterday and next week I will start on my new team. Know what boss say? She said with a smile... "Cannot fall sick, and cannot go on leave"
-_-"
Yes! Thats my expression!
Well... I should have known.... so I just hope to get a half day leave to rest and do whatever I want.
Just half day! But the current team lead was like playing Tai-chi and don't approve. Still say from now on she's not gg to approve leave for the rest!
Oh man! C'mon la! People apply liao, approved liao... now u were saying you not going to approve anymore. What is this shit???
Please la... without me the team will not just die rite? And its only like 2 working days later, I will also be gone... accept the fact can?!
I was damn (multiply by 1 zillion) ANGRY!
Its so unfair!
I worked harder than others.... sacrifice more than others.... and this is what I get?! Just for half day leave!???? No????
So... I really didn't turn up for work! Why should I work so hard when I'm leaving anyway. No Point!!! They are just exploiting and making use of me. I AM NOT STUPID!
No half day right? Okie! I take 1 FULL DAY!!! Urgent leave!
Happy????!!!! I rather waste my time sitting at home surfing....
I am seriously upset about this matter. Unfair treatment!
Now I have no use, means you can just fully 'utilise' my hard work, and I'm supposed to be obediently continue working.... follow up others' cases.... while others could just enjoy to take leave, MC.... and I'm the only one suffering!?
Senior so what? All those tough cases throw at me?! How would the newbies learn? I start learning from tough cases one k! And this is how I have been through! So as a senior I still gotta continue to clear people's SHIT?
It pays me NOTHING to be good. Thats what I learnt so far in working life. At most, newbies show their graditude saying some good words about you. But when the strong current comes, all will just run behind you... and you be the 1 to block the current for them.
I'm tired!!! Seriously tired! I shouldn't have focus so much in work. I'm now lost in this realistic world.... I gotta find myself back! I have sacrificed my interests~
I know this is only a phase of life. More to go~
Before I continue to be lost in this maze.... I should get out of here 1st!
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Saturday, June 21, 2008
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Ktv Marathon & Joke of the day
7 hrs yesterday!!! Woohh..... from 8pm to 3am~ Wah... sing till very shiok leh!
Really miss my singing days!
Next sat may go singing again with ex-music school mates... but still considering...
'Joke' of the day!
Saw 1 music schoolmate on facebook and she initiated a chat...
Then I told her I actually already quitted from the music school. And so she led on to a dinner conversation they had with Laoshi during CNY.
Damn it! Laoshi actually told them about me~
Arrrgggg..... no wonder during that time so many of them suddenly talked to me and asked about the Ren Yi Men song. *How realistic*
The part that I nearly fall off from my chair is that when she mentioned that Laoshi actually draft out an idea of where and which style I should go in singing career *if I could*
1. The album should be all white!
2. I will be wearing white shirt and jeans... carrying a guitar or some musical instrument.
3. Looks should be very clean, suave, 'zhong xing'...
4. Selling point is sweet voice but shua qi... can attract both guys and gals market.
*laughs*
I cannot imagine leh.... I can't visualise in any ways....
Can't I have PINK???
Hahhahahahaha.....
But its a totally different concept when Laoshi spoke to me last Dec- Jan.
Hmmm.... I thought it will be just a dream afterall... but I didn't expect he will openly discuss this matter to the rest.
I gotta admit that at that time, I was learning music and jap and its tough to juggle with activities and working life.... but I felt much more happy and chirpy.
Now?!
Black, White and sometimes grey....
What will I be if I continue my advance classes.....?
Really miss my singing days!
Next sat may go singing again with ex-music school mates... but still considering...
'Joke' of the day!
Saw 1 music schoolmate on facebook and she initiated a chat...
Then I told her I actually already quitted from the music school. And so she led on to a dinner conversation they had with Laoshi during CNY.
Damn it! Laoshi actually told them about me~
Arrrgggg..... no wonder during that time so many of them suddenly talked to me and asked about the Ren Yi Men song. *How realistic*
The part that I nearly fall off from my chair is that when she mentioned that Laoshi actually draft out an idea of where and which style I should go in singing career *if I could*
1. The album should be all white!
2. I will be wearing white shirt and jeans... carrying a guitar or some musical instrument.
3. Looks should be very clean, suave, 'zhong xing'...
4. Selling point is sweet voice but shua qi... can attract both guys and gals market.
*laughs*
I cannot imagine leh.... I can't visualise in any ways....
Can't I have PINK???
Hahhahahahaha.....
But its a totally different concept when Laoshi spoke to me last Dec- Jan.
Hmmm.... I thought it will be just a dream afterall... but I didn't expect he will openly discuss this matter to the rest.
I gotta admit that at that time, I was learning music and jap and its tough to juggle with activities and working life.... but I felt much more happy and chirpy.
Now?!
Black, White and sometimes grey....
What will I be if I continue my advance classes.....?
Saturday, June 14, 2008
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