Sianz ah!

Haiz... study the whole day... used up all my brain juice liao... Hmm I can recall I din really work that hard during my O & A levels. And if I'd only work hard that time.. haiz... no point regreting... Anyway so long I'm happy doing something I like~ I guess it's my laziness lah... or else I can really score well! Blah~ OK! I must Buck up! Gambatte-shio!!! Yahhhhh.... hai!

And what makes me looking forward to is WILBER! I hope there'll be no SARS outbreak in both Singapore and Taiwan. Then we can meet again! And if he's really coming, I can change my handphone too~ rah... logic? heez...

Right here waiting for U~ oppsss sounds familiar at this moment... rah... that 'guy' hummed during lecture before... oh no... eekkss... freak out

Kk... change another one... Ni yong yuan shi wo de zui ai~ Bu guan ai ni you duo nan~ Wo de xin zhi xiang shu yu ni~ lalalalalala

Modem siao liao!

Yeah... finally can online liao~ the stupid modem bit siao siao liao... call up the S*n*net ask whats the problem... they ask me to go down to the modem vendor to change a new 1.. blah... think i so free... rah.... so panic leh... cos exams coming and gotta check portal regularly. Cant online means cant check portal... so panic.. lucky everything ok liao!

HeeHee~

So happy with my hair colour... no more ah lian! heez... my frenz lor... humph... but i do have some fotos to keep memories of my 'yellow' hair hahaha... yah from the fotos... really... it really very yellow.. haiz... but now I really got the feel of being a good student haha... like those in primary sch... maybe hair style lor... good to change lah.. or else 9 out of 10 walking on the road look so alike with those rebonded straight hair... though I also rebonded but my not so long... just smooth n shiny... heez...

New image

Finally I had my hair dyed into a more darker tone... reddish brown! NO more yellowie hair... heh heh... a new haircut too~ seems lyk bit HEBE... haiz.... from Selina to Hebe great change~~ but Im not into SHE leh... orh... is tt a sign tt I'll change again to Ella... NOOOOOOOOO!!!! Never! I wonder how my classmates react when I go back school on Friday ahahaha.... their shocking faces again....

Yesterday had a nice dream.... dreamt of Tay ping hui.... muahahaha so charming... think I watched too much tv....

Y exams? AHHHHHHHHHHHH....

Y exams? This is the question I’d been asking myself and grumbling to my frenz… life is too stress with so many exams gg through… though it determines our knowledge about what we had learnt so far… the most scary thing is that when you are well prepared and know how’s the application of the Questions, but once you are in the exam hall… everything seem to be automatically deleted from ur hard disc! That’s it~ end of the story~ die in such a tragic way… nothing can be done! That’s what I dun lyk abt exams! There wont be another chance… it not that u din put in any effort or what… but u simply cant get over with the intense exam atmosphere swirling around the exam hall! Feel so sick… and also regrets n remorse after getting back the exams scripts…

Exams is around the corner… the intensiveness level began to rise higher and higher that I nearly short of breath! Everyday study… no matter in school or at home… study study study… what’ll be the return? Will it be good results or just a pass? I’ll cry to death if I din get the returns after putting so much hard work! Doesn’t there’d been a saying “Hard work pays”…. Pays what???? Not giving myself too much stress but it’s true… if I dun get this theory right... how I know I’d been working so hard for nothing? I admit that there’re times being a slacker… but most of the time I’m working very hard in studies… moreover I’m a Part time tutor… haiz…. Whats life about? Family, Friends, Money, Love, Exams…. hahaha

Run Away

Stupid lecturer... dunno wad he's toking about...!!! So unlucky to have him as our examiner cum marker... spend so much $ to invite these people to have revision workshops but end up learning nothing-- waste time and money~ So I ran away... from class. Haha... though a bit silly but i rather spend time figure it myself than sitting thru the whole lecture doing nothing and come out of the lecture room with an empty brain! I just wanna run away run away~~~ lalalalalalala

Feeling Down

Guess there's really something wrong with me... feeling very depressed! Perhaps the continuous lectures that made me feel so lifeless~ imagine 6 hrs being stuck in the lecture room though there's breaks in between, I still feel depressed! Tired is another matter... but depressing? No answer to it... I just feel sad... unexplainable... I hope Im not suffering from any mental depression~ Oh NO.... heh... I should relaxed abit or I cant take it anymore! Well, since I'd chosen to do a degree... no matter what I must bear with it, I don't want to leave any regrets in my life... just like love life, I din treasure the chance given or perhaps no courage~ let it slip away. So, now what I can do is to treasure any opportunity given and have the courage to say or do~ no more regrets~

Wedding

After watching Evelyn and Darren's wedding~ wooh~ sOoOoOoO romantic sia~ Wish to get married too~ hiak~ haha... Hmmm who's My Mr. Right??? Where Are U?