Thursday, December 29, 2005

What should I write?

Date check!

29th December 2005!

What did I do on 29th December 2004 then?

29thDec04


Ahahahaha... busy applying skin lotion on my scorched (or rather chao da) skin~
Wah another year is going to history soon!
Hmmm so today... I'll be blogging in the morning (like what I'm doing now),
gotta trim abit of my fringe. (heh I trim it myself!) Later gotta do some
copying work for ICP which I skipped half of the lecture last fri.
Later in the noon, I'm going to see a 'friend' muahahahaha a 'doll friend'.
Hope I'll get some surprises today.
I wondered what will I be doing on 29th December 2006 then? =)
I went to Tampines Mall yesterday. Cos my mum wanted to donate all those
stuff toys ,which we have been accumulated over the years, to the tsunami red cross.
I found a stuff pink rabbit which was given by Katrina about 9 or 10 years ago...
erm I guess it's a birthday presentwhen I'm in Sec 2.
And of cos NO WAY to donate that! I wanna keep! Shall post it's photos
some other days.
Oh I bought a blue jacket!( Oh why not pink? Cos there's no Pink!)
It's baby blue~ I actually wanted to buy a white one...
but white will get dirty easily and makes me look even fatter!
Blah.... that's not the main point! I showed my dad what I had bought
and he said "Buy just to wear it to Genting right?" Ahahaha.....
Yup.... cos all my other jackets are too thin and I scared I'll be frozen to death!
Yup I'll be leaving on the 31st... so don't bother to send me SMSes to wish me
Happy 2006 or what lah.... I'm not bringing my handphone along.
It shall be resting at home.(Lame)
Uh hummm....
Yah... I'll be back on the 2nd Jan 2006! Cya next year! (Lame)
Errrrrrr......hmmmmm.......
I'll bring back lots of photos.....cos I'm a narcisst!
Don't miss me!
I shall post some of my pictures here~(to confirm my narcissistic behaviour)

Oh I love myself! Although I'm not pretty~ I still love myself!!!

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

My feelings for today and tomorrow onwards


3 more days to Year 2006~
There are so many happy times and sad times for me in year 2005! Too much to be mentioned... but all blogged here to be kept as a memory~
Happened to find this picture and it does tells alot~
Hope Year 2006 will be a much better year for me
and
a great year to crave out my career!

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

TQ is over!

OMG! TQ is over!


Finally!


I flopped lah!!!! Am I too nervous? Rah......


I sang Zhang Hui Mei's 'open your eyes'~ supposed to lower my key.... but i think my nerves are all 'twisted' and so I sang my own key!

Registration fee $10 bucks!


Free vouchers or something like that?!
Heh.... who wants to ktv with me??? Got free 4 hrs leh!


I think it's for hairdo or something~ hmmm yah! i want those European hairstyle leh... got those spiral curls~ but i no $$$$ 10% discount also no use!

Audition!!!!What happen???


When I went up the stage for a self intro.... one of the judges (which looks like a teddy bear) says I look like a Doll , a WaWa (in Mandarin). I was ermmm..... ehh....... then said a thank you. Cos I was listening to the melody to start off my 1st verse which the music is damn soft and I can't hear it properly leh..... blah...... i was damn nervous liao!

Here's the photo I handed in for the registration cos I don't have passport sized photos!



And this is how I looked for the audition!
Look like doll meh?


My whole body is trembling like mad!!!! I can feel my hands shaking!!!! OMG! HOW COME? This isn't the 1st time I went for auditions or on stage mah~~~~~ What the???? So suay! I think I really can't make it lah......!!!!!!


There's isn't any possibility that I can pass through the audition and to the quarter finals! If I can, I chop off my head!!!!

Out of 300 over contestants only 60 can get into the quarter finals lor! So what is the possibility of me getting in? BIG FAT ZERO! (if you didn't really go and calculate lah! Don't comfort me! I know I'm sucks and lousy)

Alright... everything is over! Thats it!


Thanks Kaili and Yiqiu for supporting me! Thanks alot!

Thanks Evon for waiting for me so long! So paiseh! Nice to know U, Donald, Mendy, Camy and friend.

Thanks those who called me up and JIAYOU for me!

Thanks Katrina for Christmas present~ though I wondered why U din get me the piggy one.... haha.... maybe U think a busy bee suits me more!


Anyway its so coincidental that while shopping b4 my TQ, I went to buy earrings which I think is very special~ looks like beehive to me lah.... haahaaa.....

Then since I got vouchers for contact lenses I bought some groovy colours which I can't imagine people like me will choose these colours~


Groovy Green! Oh god... I started to like green nowadays!( Namu... not you ok! Get ti right! Hahaha)

Mystical black! haha... then my eyes will look BIGGER! Woohoo!


Ok I'm spending like mad again! I'll be celebrating 2006 at Genting~ Blah~ spending there again but hope I win the jackpot! Ahahahahaha~

Sunday, December 25, 2005

Blessed Christmas

Yesterday was just a F**King day for me!


But today is perfect!


I was munching my Lays Sour & Cream Potato chips.... haha..... while watching korean drama vcds (borrowed from my cousin's friend) Ahahahahaha....... Shiok!

Plus I received alot of SMSes from my friends~ Oh darlings~ Love you all! My SMS ringtone was ringing like mad man! Ahahahahahaha.... Thanks!


Oh talking about the korean drama~ It's FULL HOUSE! Starred by Rain and Seong Hye Kyo! It's a funny show! Heh.... actually I don't think Rain is that charming~ but in that show he's cute! Oh I just love guys with single eyelids just like my dearie~



Oh Dearie~ I MISS YOU SO MUCH! Weather over your side must be SOOOOO COLD!!!! Take care! (ooppsss off topic)

Anyway, I'm really enjoying the show! Seong Hye Kyo is so attractive too~ so kawaii! (Like me? Nah... =p) Rain is such a hunk man! Wah just look at his 6 packs build~ Woohoo..... saliva drooling like flushing the toilet bowl! (oh too gross for an analogy hor?) Seong Hye Kyo is just like a petite flower~ so small and pretty! If only I can be half like her...... I wish!


My bro says that contestant from Star Idol---Albert See looks a bit like Rain... oh gosh..... face leh.... only 40% lah..... body leh.... 0%! BIG FAT ZERO! Hahahaha I'm so mean!

I'm now watching the 8th VCD...about 1/3 of the whole drama (within a day) Whoooh~ Maybe I'll fall in love with Rain and Hye Kyo~ Hehehehehe~


I like to be in an unrealistic, fairy-tale like world! Cannot meh? you can say I'm 'meng huan' hahaha.... likes to dream alot! How I wish I'm living in those kind of era and no need to see idiotic people and no worries at all!


Hmmm.... Can I have this kind of life as my Christmas cum New Year present?

Saturday, December 24, 2005

F**king bastards!

What a Christmas eve siah! I'm working from 12pm to 6pm... everything seems to go smoothly till it's time to knock off from work and I need the signature and company stamp for my timesheet! WTF! It's the 1st time in my life to be humilated by such a fucking bastard/idiot/moron!!!!

WHERE ARE THEY?

GO TO RAILMALL COLD STORAGE! Those dressed in long sleeved with a f**king lanyard hanging on their f**king necks!

WHAT HAPPEN?

Ha! Hello... I'm not an employee there (god bless) but just a promoter there. And WTF... I'm treated like a miserable dog!


When I requested if they could kindly help me with the timesheets.... the managers were like pushing the 'job' to each other.... and what the hell... One was being 'picked' for this 'tough assignment' and so UNWILLINGLY snatched the timesheet from me. What's more? When I reminded him that he needs to stamp the company chop... without signing, he threw the timesheets at me and say later. He walked into the staff room.

What can I do right? How am I supposed to know what he meant by later? And his barbaric behaviour of handling my timesheets..... I followed him in (with a super 'bu shuang' face) he again snatched my timesheets and anyhow sign.... plus stamped the company chop so LOUDLY and FIERCELY! And again threw the timesheets back to me! I needed to make sure that all timesheets are being stamped and signed (if not I can't get even one cent!) and found he left 1 sheet un-stamped! I took the stamp myself and CHOP LOUDLY TOO! And walked away whispered a F**KER!

SEE HOW THE F**KER STAMPED???




I'm so humilated lor! Why must he throw the timesheets at me?


Who's on earth can treat me like that? I'm not his staff somemore! Even I'm his staff he also have no rights to treat people like that! This kind of bastard should get capital punishment! Get the worst retribution one can ever get! F**KER!


I can't tolerate anymore and so while walking to the bus stop, I was sobbing. There's 2 people there... but I can't stand it! I just sob....


I really feel hurt! I mean I didn't do anything wrong but why I got this kind of treatment??? Why I'm so unlucky to see these people??? Why must I stoop to such position?


HE MUST DIE!


Anyway I'm going to complain to my agent! I see how they will respond though I think they can't do much. I'm going to take my revenge! I'll find one good day to go back there AS A CUSTOMER and take their f**king pictures to put up here to let people know they are merely hypocrites infront of customers. I once see the deputy manager speaking ills behind the customer after the customer left. What a 2-face idiot!


They don't ever let me meet them in public! Or else I'll just spit at them!

Friday, December 23, 2005

Whinning all the way~

Boohoo!

I want to CRY!


I got tons of assignments to do for this coming holidays! What the shit!!!!!















*sobs*











I'll be rushing for lecture today and rush off to work after that~ 4 hrs of torment....
Then tmr another 6 hrs of torment!









AND SUNDAY! It's CHRISTMAS DAY!



Awwww~

Should be cooking some stuff for the family to enjoy~ like every other years


And where's the Santa???





Soon~ so soon!!!! Lemme see.... another 4 days to TQ competition!
What the???
I still dunno which song to sing! I'm so un-pro!!!
Confirm can't get into the top 60s




Another 8 days to leave Singapore and will be back again next year!

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

End of torment

Aha~

this coming weekends will be the end of my torment. For those who knows that I'm working part time... arrrgggg.... i hate that job. Hmmmm or should I say I hate the people there..... being a sales promoter doesn't mean that you are of low educated ok?! WTF! Alright I shall bear for 2 more days and I'll happily earning the bucks and wave 'sayonara' to those F**kers at there!


Anyway... I'd joined TQ by NUS. Will be having an audition on 27th. I wanted to sing "Open your eyes" by A-mei. Wondered if I'm in a good state then~ cos Xmas I'll be enjoying my food and heaty stuff.... haha.... Hope to get into the quarter-finals! And I'll need votings for that round.... nah.... think too far already hahaha.....


Well... at the same time I must buck up in my studies ar..... final year liao... lots of assignments, tests...... what else??? I'd been attending night classes!!!! Yesterday I'm in school until almost 10pm!!!!

Going to sign up for various workshops too. So.... I'm getting more busy till next year.... all the way.....

Song for my Xmas this year:

Busy Me Busy Me Busy All the way~
Earn Money Earn Money And I'll be happy~ Hey!
Busy Me Busy Me Busy All the way~
Lots & lots & lots & lots & lots of money Hey~~~~


What a lame song~!!!

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Exhausted

Im absolutely exhausted....blah...just came back from SCHOOL! RAH....................

I'm really worn out lah..... was merely copying without getting the info into my head...... tsk tsk



And yes! Tmr going out! Wheeeeeee~ excited!





Something to update maybe next week~Encouragement needed!

Saturday, December 10, 2005

Stupid Joke

Blah....saturday lecture again.... dry lecture man....

BUT HOR.....


The lecturer dressed exceptionally smart today! Normally he will wear those uncle type of shirt, but today he wore long sleeved shirt. Hmmm....


And 1st time he cracked a stupid joke.


"Class, now I would like to tell you all a stupid joke. Perhaps it's not as funny as what Mr. Nageb can do (Mr. Nageb is my ICP lecturer and that one also damn funny)."

*sniggerings in the room*

"Ok.... There's this Mr.Noris who is an introvert and hardly socialise with people. So, you can say that he knew nothing outside the world. One day, he and his wife had a cocktail party. Obviously it's his wife's invitation and drag him along. There's this prominent fat lady , call her Mrs.Fatty. She was talking to a group of people which includes Mr and Mrs Noris. She was telling them about a symphonic concert she attended recently and praised the lovely pieces of Beethoven and Chopin. Then she turned to Mr.Noris and asked him which of the 2 he likes. Mr.Noris did not know about anything about Beethoven and Chopin, neither he knew who they are. So, trying not to lose his face, he bluffed his way through.

Mr.Noris:"Ooooh.... I just met them recently on Bus 168 on the way to Katong"


Silence....


Everyone was staring at Mr.Noris and Mrs Noris was damn embarrassed. If there's a thousand of stares can kill, they could be killed by a couple of times.


They hailed a cab and went home. In the cab, Mrs.Noris blew up and scolded Mr.Noris.

Mrs.Noris:"Just now, you are so embarrassing you know?"
Mr.Noris: (Being those blur blur type) "Huh? What happen?"
Mrs Noris:" Everyone knows that Bus 168 doesn't go to Katong"

*laughter filled up the whole lecture room*

End of the joke."





Lame right????



( Chopin has been replaced since I don't know how to spell the other one what cha-vos-ki)

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

Down down down

Anyone can make me happy???


I'm feeling damn LOW!


Can there be something which can make me happy?


Can there be something which can make me happier?


Can there be something which can make me happiest?


.

.

.

.

.

.

CAN A NOT???


I'm vexed!

Monday, December 05, 2005

Wah Kao

Actually don't want to blog today... got alot of assignments to do~ sian~


BUT HOR!!!!!


This irritating couple whom I saw on the bus just now.... on my way back from school.... wah lau eh.... super irritating lor!


I must say 1st... there's isn't any jealousy here! Cos neither one looks GOOD! What the~

Ok the story goes something like this...

As I will alight at a few bus stops away, so I rather stand than sit. So i stood near the exit door. And there were other people boarding the bus too. There's this young couple which I think they were from the poly beside my school. The girl was carrying a huge plush toy, naming THE DOG, while the guy is a short plump idiot.

They didn't move into the centre of the bus but instead stood right before me. I guess they met a friend (who is standing behind me) and started talking loudly. Well, I can just exchange positions with them... but that idiotic guy blocked my way... and simply don't have the intention to move. I felt so awkward to stand in between them(the couple and the friend) where they are still talking away like nobody's business. The stupid guy was like showing off what he had for his girlfriend i.e THE DOG plush toy was specially bought from HK and blah blah blah.... machiam letting the whole bus to know how filthy rich he is. Plus! He started talking about what abalone~ and what company he worked in.... and blah blah blah.....

I didn't want to hear about these... and he's damn LOUD! Even the girl sitting near the exit door with her loud earphones can hear... and gave me the look (like we are on the same boat).


The couple SIAO wan lah!


Machiam people so interested to know what's going on meh?


They think they are what?



Anyway I just turned away, not looking at them and pretend I did not hear anything!




Strange people out there!



I'm seeing more and more strange people nowadays.... wonder what's happening???



Perhaps I should learn how to choose what to be heard and what not to be heard.... just like the advertisement about the little boy who learnt golf. And the coach was telling his dad how badly the boy was playing, but the dad chose to 'censor' the bad stuff!


Conclusion:
Is there a need to display your affection in public? Blah......
WRONG!
It should be displaying wealth cum buay hiao bai-ness!
It's absolutely STUPID and annoying!

Saturday, December 03, 2005

Hot Pink Razr

Cool!

My colour!

Yea~ baby~Yea~



M1 have anot??? ahhh.... i want leh!

But no money~ dionk~


Its so ME!

Hehehe~

远远在一起

Disclaimer:
Hey! This is only for me and someone to read~ The rest shut your eyes! Hahaha...

To my dear:

还是爱着你
只是我们之间有了距离
不管我们之间什么距离
远远爱着你
就算不能够在靠近
就算在不同国度里
同样的天空下总会有你

With love

Thursday, December 01, 2005

I'm PPG

Hey Hey hey.... Its PPG not SPG! Muahahahahaha......


What's PPG?



POWER PUFF GIRLS LAH!


Yeah! I used to like Bubbles~ cos' she's a cry-baby! Whine Whine Whine~

Since Kaili wants to be Bubbles, and she insists that I'm Blossom.... ok lor.... I'll be Blossom!

Maybe I'm a pinky girl~ same colour as Blossom! Heh.... yep must fight like her also! Just that PPG supposed to save the world hor? I can't leh! Maybe destroy can lah~ Heh....


Hiak hiak hiak..... evil~ I can cast spells~ *poof* U will become an ant...... and here comes BIG FOOT *step and stomp* Kua~ Kua~ Kua~ RIP!


See my powers? Heh don't play play!

Dare to bully me again?!

Humpf~

Actually I can be very kind also~ *shy* and is a sweet natured girl~


See???

Kawaii neh~

*Ok I'm being bo-liao~ sayonara

Sunday, November 27, 2005

Go Go Power Rangers!

Go go power rangers!(can imagine red ranger, yellow ranger, green ranger, blue ranger and pink ranger.... oh yah.... and the white ranger!)

Ahaha~ was influenced by my lecturer... he mentioned about power rangers in class...nah... which is no link with the lecture....(actually he's emphasizing that he's the power ranger cos on that day ,the content of the lesson is very heavy)

Must mention a bit on Pink ranger~ I like her than Yellow Ranger not because she's dressed in Pink but she wore a skirt! Haha... which Yellow ranger didn't! Very pro ok!!! Imagine she can still do stunts and fight with those monsters in a skirt???!!! PRO!

K lah... the skirt quite short lah... and doesn't seem to restrict much of her actions~ *sniggers*

To digress a bit~ I really hate people who are very very very 不 要 脸 ! I have come across one before which is my sickening cousin (but who cares?! I don't see him often,except on the dreadful 1st day of CNY)

BUT now I have seen the 2nd one! And I'm not afraid that you will happen to read this! Aiyo.... really can't stand that creature! Got people so 不 要 脸 one meh??? Hello~ don't act as if you are that real or harmless lah.... but actually you are just a 不 要 脸 的 人 lor! Really 让 我 打 开 眼 界 man! I try to conceive myself that you are actually joking in your own way of expression.... but i really find that you are getting 越 来 越 过 分 !!! Despite many times of sacarstic reminders of how you treating friends, you still never change!!!

Alright!

If you hate me, tell me lah! I'll never talk to you again! Never give you a chance to use hurtful words on me! And you are damn unreasonable!!! Showing that you are superior than me? Jealousy? Ha.... I don't think I have anything to be jealous of! Plus I won't compare myself to you!

YOU jolly well know who you are! Cos' everyone knows what you did (except those who see the 'faking' you!) 小 心 你 出 门 被 打

I HAD ENOUGH!!! I shall stop deceiving myself cos' that only brings misery!

For those who are reading this entry: Perhaps you can guess who this person is.... cos only this creature will do such things to me.... though there's no obvious reasons why???

Thursday, November 24, 2005

快 乐

我 只 想 快 乐 一 点
什 么 都 不 管 , 不 理
要 快 乐 , 有 这 么 难 吗 ?

快乐-- sing by 张智成

快乐是可以分享的
快乐需要一些过程
快乐总是能被记得
因为记忆只留下美好的

你是你自己的作者
何必写那么难演的剧本
别怪话说的太多了
我只是不要你不快乐


Yes.... I'm the author of my life...
I shouldn't be writing a difficult plot
I must make myself happy!

Saturday, November 19, 2005

I Wanna Be Rich

Pretty bored.... so took out my 贫 穷 贵 公 子 OST to listen.....rah..... I feel like a 贫 穷 贵 公 主 !!! And this song really sung out the feelings I'm having now!


I Wanna Be Rich

by Calloway

Cash, cold, that's what I need
Big bill collectors they ring my phone
They bother me when I'm not at home
Ain't go no time to be fooling round
Feet hit the floor, then I get head on down, you see

Chorus:

I want money lots and lots of money
I want the pie in the sky
I want money lots and lots of money
So don't be asking me why

I wanna be rich oh
I wanna be rich oh
I wanna be rich oh
I wanna be rich, full of love, peace and happiness
I want my cake wanna eat it too
I want the stars and the silver moon
I spend my money on lottery
My favourite number is 1 2 3, you see

Chorus:

Every way rich
Love, peace and happiness
I want all the things that lovers do
A pocket full of dreams come true
Even things you cannot find
Want you by my side to keep you satisfied and rich
Here is what we're gonna do
Say oh I say uh uh
Whoooaaa Whoaaaaa
Got to be baby

I just wanna to be rich
I just wanna be, just wanna be
Cause baby

Chorus

I wanna be rich
You know what I mean baby
I wanna be rich
Everyday and everyway
I wanna be rich, full of love, peace and happiness
Play, honey, there's lots and lots for everyone
Be rich, I wanna be rich



YES! I WANNA BE RICH!


Signed off~
贫 穷 贵 公 主
Miss-Sassy-Sandy

Friday, November 18, 2005

I'm not a good person

I'm such a bad tempered girl..... nah.... not because someone told me that.... it's SELF ACTUALISATION! Muahahahahahahaha~




Yep..... I actually found that I'm very moody nowadays..... will find that I'm unhappy with almost everything~ Tends to get seriously angry if something goes against my wish~ Rah..... And I will want to rant at someone.... if someone is so suay~ hehehehe..... Duhz...... I'm very evil! Must change to the better...... tsk tsk tsk!


CONCLUSION: I'm not a good person!

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

Let me shout out a bit! Rah!

I'm so happy on Sunday Night! Cos it's finally the outcome of The Apprentice 3 results!



Who will be hired?







Visit this site:
http://www.nbc.com/nbc/The_Apprentice_3/




KENDRA!





Kendra Becomes The Apprentice! Book Smarts Wins!





I have been waiting for this......
eversince Feb 2005~ after the 'insult' from the most ugliest creature of the world!
(who thought that he's 木 村 拓 哉 .... 我 Pui!)

@#$%^&* (feel like cursing all those vulgarities at him man!)
But I know he will win me for pouring vulgarities cos' he's a 粗 人 (an uncouth creature) , a barbarian, an uncivillised mediocre~~~~~~


In case.... you don't know what happen please refer to the follwing link!
http://miss-sassy-sandy.blogspot.com/2005_02_01_miss-sassy-sandy_archive.html





And still I wouldn't be bothered what the reaction that 'this grain of salt' whom is concerned will have if he happens to read this...




Yes! You may call me petty..... but WTF you are to comment such conclusion on undergrads!!! Just because you can't persue a degree (with your smartness? determination?) how can you make a conclusion that all varsity students are hao-lian?!(well... i just quoted what you ah-beng's lingo)

And how dare you! Yes! HOW DARE YOU... ask me to go and watch the apprentice 3 which only YOU! THE SHALLOW COCK! will anyhow 向 人 开 呛 without having 100% confidence that you will prove me wrong! (Oh well.... this ignorant guy here wanted to prove that a non-college degree holder will win over the degree holder and that Donald Trump will surely employ the former)


Ha.....



Ha....


Ha....


Let me laugh a bit! I can't compare myself with this moron! Simply can't!

1st! Who will ultimately win?

Nobody knows until now!

The challenge given by the moron was 9 months ago....
He thought he's 神 童 or what... please lor.... if don't have 保 握 ... don't anyhow challenge people lah.... only know how to talk big, talk cock nia~ despise such people leh! Agree?


(Shall write this in shitty colour... cos' it matches to whom I'm writing to)
One advice for you DORK!

不 要 以 为 别 人 好 欺 负 , 就 想 骑 在 别 人 头 上 。
要 想 想 万 一 一 个 不 稳 的 话 , 就 跌 死 你 。


You are no longer the 阔 少 爷 liao... just admit to the fact lah!
Still thinking that you can be the usual BIG BULLY and everyone will be scared of you?!

You are absolutely wrong!

You can be the SMALL BULLY (when we are young) cos' everyone respect you as you are the eldest.... now that everyone has already grown up, do you still think you can rule over others? Well perhaps you can..... to those who are still toddlers (Readers: We still have young cousins in the family)

But if you still think this way..... Well... I have nothing to say then.... I will not acknowledge you as my cousin anymore ,which means even I see you in the streets, I'll just hold my nose as high as possible ,since you said that undergrads are hao-lian mah! Show you how hao-lian I am lor!

And please do not use the excuse that you helped me with my DIY PC which I'm using now to blog! All 人 情 I have returned to you! 该 还 的 , 都 还 了 . I thought if u really 发 自 内 心 to help people , you will never ask for any return. So can see that you actually have a ulterior motive..... really scorn this type of people leh! And also! Don't you dare to bully my bro again! I will skin you alive!(by curse)


Signed off~
Your to-be life-enemy





Woo~ Feel much better.... Nobody will know how I feel! Because of this incident, I 冷 战 with my mama.( I also don't know why he's so that even my mama also so protective of him!) My papa says I'm so to 冷 战 with my mama over this issue. Hello??? I'm not in the wrong... and why should I give in to that particle?! I'm meh? Actually, I find that what I did is correct! (Not because I'm a stubborn kid) I'm doing that merely to get back my indignity.

And I did! My mama now treat me as an adult! real adult! She seldom meddle in my things.... not like in the past, she asked me go west, I must go west.... asked me go east, I must go east! I think this way better..... let me have some space to breathe.... though a bit 辛 苦 but I think worth it!


冷 战 isn't that bad afterall.... just that none of my friends know about it and sometimes I can't tell them that I didn't talk to my mama at all! Nah~I don't wanna talk about it anymore... things are getting better along the way..... from not even a word till now at least a few sentences..... life for both of us may be tough.... but I really hope my mama will understand what I want and want to. Then life will be better and better. Or else I will still be 温 室 里 的 小 花 which I don't want!


Alright.... i thought I will be slacking for this whole week as I saw in my portal that my LBO lecturer had an oversea emergency and class will be cancelled.... BLAH.....who knows.... just now I saw:

"Mr XXX will be able to continue with his lectures as per normal for this entire week."


Wah lau eh!


Spoiler siah!


Which means I gotta attend class as per normal lor.... sian diao~

Monday, November 14, 2005

Update: Importing all previous archives

Doing all those previous archives imported from my previous blog.... Found that it's a waste to just leave them in another blog.... (Realised that it takes a long time to do it.... so i decided to pick and choose those which have quality and quantity ones)



Im super happy yesterday!
我 终 於 争 回 一 口 气 !!!

Saturday, November 12, 2005

爱在哈佛

As I was saying earlier... I'm watching Love Story at Harvard....
This song keeps playing throughout the show....
And it sounds like a Christmas Carol... haha.... (perhaps Xmas is coming real soon...)
I don't know if I can establish a link here to the media....

Ok I'll try! So the readers can have a sing-along-session! Ha!
**MediaPlayer has been removed by author after 1 week

歌名: So in Love 歌手:Kim Jeong-woon -爱在哈佛

So in love Spring, summer, fall & winter dreams..
Those are shinning like a star
They keep whispering, "I'm so in love with you"

Spring, summer, fall & winter love..
It is breezing to my heart
and it keeps telling,
"I'll make you rainbow smile"

I remember when we were angels,
when we dreamed about us
All my days were happy
just like a snowy christmas
I wish i'd have them always..

Every step i make writes a story
It is full of the heart
feeling love of my life and
missing friends of my time
I Wish i'd have them all..

In Spring, summer, fall & winter days..
we've been sharing all the hearts
love shines in my eyes
love just won't fade away
If you'd all the way show me the world
where I will stay in love
All my days will be white
just like a snowy christmas
You're just all I need

找 回自 己

生 病啦!
是 不 是因忧 愁而病 倒呢?
越 来 越觉 得世 界是不公 平的。(有点愤 世 嫉 俗喔!)
但 是为 什 么?为 什 么??为 什 么???
谁也不 能回 答这 个问 题。
那我也认了。

我只希 望我能变 得聪 明一 点,开 心一 点,有钱一 点。。。
我知 道世 上没 有一 个 perfect person 完 美的人
因 为this world ain’t perfect! 那怎 么会有perfect person呢?

就从现 在起,我不 会再烦 恼了
我要重 新认 识自 己
我要找 回笑 容
我要寻 找自 信
我要慢 慢的建 立我的伟 大人 生!

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

Y is life so miserable?

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I don't know the answer....

Saturday, November 05, 2005

Love Story in Harvard

*geez.....*

Going to 'chase watching' a new korean drama.... Love story in Harvard.... (again borrowed from my aunt) Bleah.... no $ to buy mah~ *sobs*

Heh... if it's really nice.... I'll comment here.... Blah.... Ciao~

Thursday, November 03, 2005

Selamat Hari Raya

Yea.... got good food to eat again! Cos I got a Malay neighbour.... Yummy..... but this year no sugi-biscuits.... Boo~~~

And for those who knows what happen to my poor finger.... It's 90% healed! 10% for the colour of the medicated oil to fade off... haha.... it looks real awful!

OK.... here's abit off topic.... I shall share my make-up kit with my dear readers~



Here's my whole collection....


Starting from eye colours.... I just feel that there aren't much colours...


The foundations and powder....


I love this!!! It's a korean brand--Somang! Bought it from Sasa....




For the lips..... Muacks~


Looking pink.... hee....... like apple cheeks!


Cheap brushes!



Eyes.... lashes..... Blink Blink~


Just to share lah....
Anyway I bought something from TheFaceShop again~


This is the new range of shampoo. I prefer the previous range... smells better... haiz.....


Bought this hair mask after hearing 'Mei Shao Nu' saying that hair mask may help to prevent hair from falling.... The effect is quite good though...

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

Down for maintenance

Attention: Some issues to be mentioned:

  1. The website which I upload my pics is down for maintenance, so I'll try to blog tmr.
  2. I had taken away the tag-board as I think it's quite useless to have it there.... It's either that no one made an attempt to tag.... or it's misused by the spammers....
  3. I'd changed abit of the outlay too~ more to go.... when I'm free....

Ok.... that's all folks!

Thursday, October 27, 2005

Taking a break

People....

I'm taking a break from blogging....

心 情 不 是 很 好 。 。 。
超 烦 的 。 。 。

Life is so miserable~

Thursday, October 20, 2005

Better & Better

Ahahaha


Got a phone call from an agency for interview....


Yeah! Hope they will get me a job asap!



I want money... lots and lots of money~~~~



If I got good mood.... I'll post an entry with pictures.... lotsa pictures.....


Just hope for the better~~~~ Yippee~

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Tmr will be a better day

Desperate finding a part time jobs....

But hor.... very difficult!

My timings for school:

Mon 9am-12pm or 9am-12.30pm

Wed 9am-12pm or 9am-12.30pm

Fri 1.30-4.30pm or 1.30-5pm

Sat 9am-12pm or 9am-12.30pm


HOW TO WORK???



*Looking up in the sky, palm on my forehead*
Am I going to back to my tuitioning life again???




NO LIFE!!!



CAN SOMEONE HELP ME???


GOD? SAVIOUR? FAIRY? GHOST? OR EVEN DEVIL? (Devil will help meh?)

Monday, October 17, 2005

Vain Pot!

Yes... The spirit of vain pot possessed me again!

Found these pictures from Vivian Hsu's Hen Hen Ai album... think her hairstyle is nice leh! Perhaps going to change to this hairstyle if only it's manageable~

sui hor
woohoo sexy!

How I wish my hair would grow longer and longer without split ends or damage...