I see Red

*I'm super pissed off now*

I actually half finished my entry for this but the stupid IE got hung! What the!!!!

Shall post the pictures only.... arrrgggg!

Going for a haircut

Wheeee~ going for a haircut tomorrow! Don't know how much I will spend this time....jialat.... no money liao... well, this week alot of new happenings which I will be blogging tomorrow! Of course the main focus will still be on Miss-Sassy-Sandy's new haircut! (****shessssh*** Self Centred)

The final countdown

Counting down to my last day of work... and *poof* off to Cameron Highland! Yay! At last a break! I really need a break man! I will bring back pictures of course!

But anyway... I had been confirmed to be a perm staff! Yay yay yay! Happiieeeeee~ Looking forward to it. I'm satisfied with what had listed in the appointment letter and *weeeesssssh* I signed. Machiam sign my life to it~

Alright... I'm super busy for the rest of the month! Gotta prepare little farewell gifts to my fellow colleagues whom have been taking good care of me when I'm with them. Have to 're-design' my look/image when I start working in a brand new environment. Gotta add on new stuff to my wardrobe.

Busy bee!

Now... gotta do my creations in order to gain business...

An internal interview

Yesterday went for an internal interview with my prospect department VP and her assistant with another HR colleague.

Oooooo~ I was so terrified that I forgotton about my jacket which I think it will make me look more mature and formal. Luckily I wore a formal top yesterday....whew~


The interview goes well and the VP intends to transfer me over for a permanent position doing financial reporting. Oh well.... I was rather back out.... because I'm afraid that my depth of accounting knowledge is not strong enough.


Though I know I shouldn't have mention that.


Arrrgggg......


I don't know when I will know about the outcome but the VP seems to be impressed by my previous working experience. She mentioned something that my ex-supervisor has greatly recommended me to her as a hardworking and fast learning person. I was surprised at that moment that my ex-supervisor actually mentioned me in front of her though it had already past a year when I was working with her.


Count myself lucky man~


Hope that I could make it this time. I don't know if I will really like this job and will meet nice people there. I hope so.... just pray hard.

Observance

Today, when taking a bus home, there's this mother with 3 kids sitting in front of me. I don't know what happen... the mother started to scold her boy loudly! It's like so loud?! The boy is in his uniform, guess he must be a primary school kid. At first I thought he must have did something very wrong that the mother was so angry. With that kind of apologetic look on his face, I felt sorry for him. The mother started to scold and scold.... tsk.... irritated by her tone man. At that moment I know what's happening.

It was actually the mother wanted to call her boy to sit over with her (a seat that is near to her) but the boy can't hear her.(The bus was so crowded then)

I felt sorry for him because practically the whole bus is filled with his mother's scoldings and the passengers were all looking at them.(Including me... though I tried to look away, afraid that if the boy saw me looking at him, he will feel worse)

Secondly, I seriously think that the mother should not put him DOWN in front of so many people. It's so embarrassing for a little boy to undertake that kind of attention and pressure.

At that second, I start telling myself that I must not do that to my children next time.

I really hate parents putting down their children in public.

Moreover, just because of a small matter.

Last time I even saw a mother kicking her girl in a shopping centre. That's worst! It's the most horrible thing I saw what parent did to their kid LIVE right in front of my big big eyes. Despise this type of parents. Well... of course the girl is lucky cos' just by few centimetres, she will be really kicked by her mother right into the stomach.


HORRIBLE!


Why in the first place giving birth to them and mistreat them? 10 old good months of labour.... and 'hated' them so much? Logic? TSK!

Oh god.... I must not mistreat my children next time!

Exploitation

I'm busy everyday.... especially in search of a dream job...

Super tiring!


Working is never fun.


Finding a job is neither a fun thing to do too.


I thought my luck lady is with me today, but who knows another exploitation!


Bad thing is WHY are there such things as exploitation, cheap labour and blah blah blah... Good thing is I finally appreciate myself as I still have the value in the market, and I gotta practise my interviewing skills and negotiating skills. Perhaps my colleague G is right. I always being pessimistic and not confident enough. I should have ' see' more of the outside world instead of restricting myself in a nutshell.

I'm just like a tortise or turtle who will hide inside the shell and refuse to face the outside world. Or quoted from the Chinese saying-- a frog in a well.

I would like to be expose to the outside world! I would really want to see the world. Well ,if I say given the opportunity. Now, I realised that opportunity is given by myself. I need to give myself a chance.

Do you know that everytime I received a call for interview, I will be so panicky that I just want to give up! Of course I end up going for it. That's what I say pessimistic and lack of confidence.


I'm a scaredy cat too.


I'm not afraid to say so.


I always scared of this and that, and because of this I end up making things worse to worst. I should have learn how to be bold enough.


Yes. I should.


I wondered.... will my future be in a mess?


I should have foresee that.


I guess I will let the nature takes its course. Learn how to take things easy. Relax.