What should I write?

Date check!

29th December 2005!

What did I do on 29th December 2004 then?

29thDec04

Ahahahaha... busy applying skin lotion on my scorched (or rather chao da) skin~

Wah another year is going to history soon!

Hmmm so today... I'll be blogging in the morning (like what I'm doing now),

gotta trim abit of my fringe. (heh I trim it myself!) Later gotta do some

copying work for ICP which I skipped half of the lecture last fri.

Later in the noon, I'm going to see a 'friend' muahahahaha a 'doll friend'.

Hope I'll get some surprises today.

I wondered what will I be doing on 29th December 2006 then? =)

I went to Tampines Mall yesterday. Cos my mum wanted to donate all those

stuff toys ,which we have been accumulated over the years, to the tsunami red cross.

I found a stuff pink rabbit which was given by Katrina about 9 or 10 years ago...

erm I guess it's a birthday presentwhen I'm in Sec 2.

And of cos NO WAY to donate that! I wanna keep! Shall post it's photos

some other days.

Oh I bought a blue jacket!( Oh why not pink? Cos there's no Pink!)

It's baby blue~ I actually wanted to buy a white one...

but white will get dirty easily and makes me look even fatter!

Blah.... that's not the main point! I showed my dad what I had bought

and he said "Buy just to wear it to Genting right?" Ahahaha.....

Yup.... cos all my other jackets are too thin and I scared I'll be frozen to death!

Yup I'll be leaving on the 31st... so don't bother to send me SMSes to wish me

Happy 2006 or what lah.... I'm not bringing my handphone along.

It shall be resting at home.(Lame)

Uh hummm....

Yah... I'll be back on the 2nd Jan 2006! Cya next year! (Lame)

Errrrrrr......hmmmmm.......

I'll bring back lots of photos.....cos I'm a narcisst!

Don't miss me!

I shall post some of my pictures here~(to confirm my narcissistic behaviour)

Oh I love myself! Although I'm not pretty~ I still love myself!!!

My feelings for today and tomorrow onwards

3 more days to Year 2006~

There are so many happy times and sad times for me in year 2005! Too much to be mentioned... but all blogged here to be kept as a memory~

Happened to find this picture and it does tells alot~

Hope Year 2006 will be a much better year for me

and

a great year to crave out my career!

TQ is over!

OMG! TQ is over!


Finally!


I flopped lah!!!! Am I too nervous? Rah......


I sang Zhang Hui Mei's 'open your eyes'~ supposed to lower my key.... but i think my nerves are all 'twisted' and so I sang my own key!

Registration fee $10 bucks!

Free vouchers or something like that?!
Heh.... who wants to ktv with me??? Got free 4 hrs leh!


I think it's for hairdo or something~ hmmm yah! i want those European hairstyle leh... got those spiral curls~ but i no $$$$ 10% discount also no use!

Audition!!!!What happen???

When I went up the stage for a self intro.... one of the judges (which looks like a teddy bear) says I look like a Doll , a WaWa (in Mandarin). I was ermmm..... ehh....... then said a thank you. Cos I was listening to the melody to start off my 1st verse which the music is damn soft and I can't hear it properly leh..... blah...... i was damn nervous liao!

Here's the photo I handed in for the registration cos I don't have passport sized photos!

And this is how I looked for the audition!
Look like doll meh?

My whole body is trembling like mad!!!! I can feel my hands shaking!!!! OMG! HOW COME? This isn't the 1st time I went for auditions or on stage mah~~~~~ What the???? So suay! I think I really can't make it lah......!!!!!!


There's isn't any possibility that I can pass through the audition and to the quarter finals! If I can, I chop off my head!!!!

Out of 300 over contestants only 60 can get into the quarter finals lor! So what is the possibility of me getting in? BIG FAT ZERO! (if you didn't really go and calculate lah! Don't comfort me! I know I'm sucks and lousy)

Alright... everything is over! Thats it!


Thanks Kaili and Yiqiu for supporting me! Thanks alot!

Thanks Evon for waiting for me so long! So paiseh! Nice to know U, Donald, Mendy, Camy and friend.

Thanks those who called me up and JIAYOU for me!

Thanks Katrina for Christmas present~ though I wondered why U din get me the piggy one.... haha.... maybe U think a busy bee suits me more!

Anyway its so coincidental that while shopping b4 my TQ, I went to buy earrings which I think is very special~ looks like beehive to me lah.... haahaaa.....

Then since I got vouchers for contact lenses I bought some groovy colours which I can't imagine people like me will choose these colours~


Groovy Green! Oh god... I started to like green nowadays!( Namu... not you ok! Get ti right! Hahaha)

Mystical black! haha... then my eyes will look BIGGER! Woohoo!


Ok I'm spending like mad again! I'll be celebrating 2006 at Genting~ Blah~ spending there again but hope I win the jackpot! Ahahahahaha~

Blessed Christmas

Yesterday was just a F**King day for me!


But today is perfect!


I was munching my Lays Sour & Cream Potato chips.... haha..... while watching korean drama vcds (borrowed from my cousin's friend) Ahahahahaha....... Shiok!

Plus I received alot of SMSes from my friends~ Oh darlings~ Love you all! My SMS ringtone was ringing like mad man! Ahahahahahaha.... Thanks!


Oh talking about the korean drama~ It's FULL HOUSE! Starred by Rain and Seong Hye Kyo! It's a funny show! Heh.... actually I don't think Rain is that charming~ but in that show he's cute! Oh I just love guys with single eyelids just like my dearie~



Oh Dearie~ I MISS YOU SO MUCH! Weather over your side must be SOOOOO COLD!!!! Take care! (ooppsss off topic)

Anyway, I'm really enjoying the show! Seong Hye Kyo is so attractive too~ so kawaii! (Like me? Nah... =p) Rain is such a hunk man! Wah just look at his 6 packs build~ Woohoo..... saliva drooling like flushing the toilet bowl! (oh too gross for an analogy hor?) Seong Hye Kyo is just like a petite flower~ so small and pretty! If only I can be half like her...... I wish!


My bro says that contestant from Star Idol---Albert See looks a bit like Rain... oh gosh..... face leh.... only 40% lah..... body leh.... 0%! BIG FAT ZERO! Hahahaha I'm so mean!

I'm now watching the 8th VCD...about 1/3 of the whole drama (within a day) Whoooh~ Maybe I'll fall in love with Rain and Hye Kyo~ Hehehehehe~


I like to be in an unrealistic, fairy-tale like world! Cannot meh? you can say I'm 'meng huan' hahaha.... likes to dream alot! How I wish I'm living in those kind of era and no need to see idiotic people and no worries at all!


Hmmm.... Can I have this kind of life as my Christmas cum New Year present?

F**king bastards!

What a Christmas eve siah! I'm working from 12pm to 6pm... everything seems to go smoothly till it's time to knock off from work and I need the signature and company stamp for my timesheet! WTF! It's the 1st time in my life to be humilated by such a fucking bastard/idiot/moron!!!!

WHERE ARE THEY?

GO TO RAILMALL COLD STORAGE! Those dressed in long sleeved with a f**king lanyard hanging on their f**king necks!

WHAT HAPPEN?

Ha! Hello... I'm not an employee there (god bless) but just a promoter there. And WTF... I'm treated like a miserable dog!


When I requested if they could kindly help me with the timesheets.... the managers were like pushing the 'job' to each other.... and what the hell... One was being 'picked' for this 'tough assignment' and so UNWILLINGLY snatched the timesheet from me. What's more? When I reminded him that he needs to stamp the company chop... without signing, he threw the timesheets at me and say later. He walked into the staff room.

What can I do right? How am I supposed to know what he meant by later? And his barbaric behaviour of handling my timesheets..... I followed him in (with a super 'bu shuang' face) he again snatched my timesheets and anyhow sign.... plus stamped the company chop so LOUDLY and FIERCELY! And again threw the timesheets back to me! I needed to make sure that all timesheets are being stamped and signed (if not I can't get even one cent!) and found he left 1 sheet un-stamped! I took the stamp myself and CHOP LOUDLY TOO! And walked away whispered a F**KER!

SEE HOW THE F**KER STAMPED???

I'm so humilated lor! Why must he throw the timesheets at me?


Who's on earth can treat me like that? I'm not his staff somemore! Even I'm his staff he also have no rights to treat people like that! This kind of bastard should get capital punishment! Get the worst retribution one can ever get! F**KER!


I can't tolerate anymore and so while walking to the bus stop, I was sobbing. There's 2 people there... but I can't stand it! I just sob....


I really feel hurt! I mean I didn't do anything wrong but why I got this kind of treatment??? Why I'm so unlucky to see these people??? Why must I stoop to such position?


HE MUST DIE!


Anyway I'm going to complain to my agent! I see how they will respond though I think they can't do much. I'm going to take my revenge! I'll find one good day to go back there AS A CUSTOMER and take their f**king pictures to put up here to let people know they are merely hypocrites infront of customers. I once see the deputy manager speaking ills behind the customer after the customer left. What a 2-face idiot!


They don't ever let me meet them in public! Or else I'll just spit at them!

Whinning all the way~

Boohoo!

I want to CRY!


I got tons of assignments to do for this coming holidays! What the shit!!!!!















*sobs*











I'll be rushing for lecture today and rush off to work after that~ 4 hrs of torment....
Then tmr another 6 hrs of torment!









AND SUNDAY! It's CHRISTMAS DAY!



Awwww~

Should be cooking some stuff for the family to enjoy~ like every other years


And where's the Santa???





Soon~ so soon!!!! Lemme see.... another 4 days to TQ competition!
What the???
I still dunno which song to sing! I'm so un-pro!!!
Confirm can't get into the top 60s




Another 8 days to leave Singapore and will be back again next year!

End of torment

Aha~

this coming weekends will be the end of my torment. For those who knows that I'm working part time... arrrgggg.... i hate that job. Hmmmm or should I say I hate the people there..... being a sales promoter doesn't mean that you are of low educated ok?! WTF! Alright I shall bear for 2 more days and I'll happily earning the bucks and wave 'sayonara' to those F**kers at there!


Anyway... I'd joined TQ by NUS. Will be having an audition on 27th. I wanted to sing "Open your eyes" by A-mei. Wondered if I'm in a good state then~ cos Xmas I'll be enjoying my food and heaty stuff.... haha.... Hope to get into the quarter-finals! And I'll need votings for that round.... nah.... think too far already hahaha.....


Well... at the same time I must buck up in my studies ar..... final year liao... lots of assignments, tests...... what else??? I'd been attending night classes!!!! Yesterday I'm in school until almost 10pm!!!!

Going to sign up for various workshops too. So.... I'm getting more busy till next year.... all the way.....

Song for my Xmas this year:

Busy Me Busy Me Busy All the way~
Earn Money Earn Money And I'll be happy~ Hey!
Busy Me Busy Me Busy All the way~
Lots & lots & lots & lots & lots of money Hey~~~~


What a lame song~!!!

Exhausted

Im absolutely exhausted....blah...just came back from SCHOOL! RAH....................

I'm really worn out lah..... was merely copying without getting the info into my head...... tsk tsk



And yes! Tmr going out! Wheeeeeee~ excited!





Something to update maybe next week~Encouragement needed!

Stupid Joke

Blah....saturday lecture again.... dry lecture man....

BUT HOR.....


The lecturer dressed exceptionally smart today! Normally he will wear those uncle type of shirt, but today he wore long sleeved shirt. Hmmm....


And 1st time he cracked a stupid joke.


"Class, now I would like to tell you all a stupid joke. Perhaps it's not as funny as what Mr. Nageb can do (Mr. Nageb is my ICP lecturer and that one also damn funny)."

*sniggerings in the room*

"Ok.... There's this Mr.Noris who is an introvert and hardly socialise with people. So, you can say that he knew nothing outside the world. One day, he and his wife had a cocktail party. Obviously it's his wife's invitation and drag him along. There's this prominent fat lady , call her Mrs.Fatty. She was talking to a group of people which includes Mr and Mrs Noris. She was telling them about a symphonic concert she attended recently and praised the lovely pieces of Beethoven and Chopin. Then she turned to Mr.Noris and asked him which of the 2 he likes. Mr.Noris did not know about anything about Beethoven and Chopin, neither he knew who they are. So, trying not to lose his face, he bluffed his way through.

Mr.Noris:"Ooooh.... I just met them recently on Bus 168 on the way to Katong"


Silence....


Everyone was staring at Mr.Noris and Mrs Noris was damn embarrassed. If there's a thousand of stares can kill, they could be killed by a couple of times.


They hailed a cab and went home. In the cab, Mrs.Noris blew up and scolded Mr.Noris.

Mrs.Noris:"Just now, you are so embarrassing you know?"
Mr.Noris: (Being those blur blur type) "Huh? What happen?"
Mrs Noris:" Everyone knows that Bus 168 doesn't go to Katong"

*laughter filled up the whole lecture room*

End of the joke."





Lame right????



( Chopin has been replaced since I don't know how to spell the other one what cha-vos-ki)

Down down down

Anyone can make me happy???


I'm feeling damn LOW!


Can there be something which can make me happy?


Can there be something which can make me happier?


Can there be something which can make me happiest?


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CAN A NOT???


I'm vexed!

Wah Kao

Actually don't want to blog today... got alot of assignments to do~ sian~


BUT HOR!!!!!


This irritating couple whom I saw on the bus just now.... on my way back from school.... wah lau eh.... super irritating lor!


I must say 1st... there's isn't any jealousy here! Cos neither one looks GOOD! What the~

Ok the story goes something like this...

As I will alight at a few bus stops away, so I rather stand than sit. So i stood near the exit door. And there were other people boarding the bus too. There's this young couple which I think they were from the poly beside my school. The girl was carrying a huge plush toy, naming THE DOG, while the guy is a short plump idiot.

They didn't move into the centre of the bus but instead stood right before me. I guess they met a friend (who is standing behind me) and started talking loudly. Well, I can just exchange positions with them... but that idiotic guy blocked my way... and simply don't have the intention to move. I felt so awkward to stand in between them(the couple and the friend) where they are still talking away like nobody's business. The stupid guy was like showing off what he had for his girlfriend i.e THE DOG plush toy was specially bought from HK and blah blah blah.... machiam letting the whole bus to know how filthy rich he is. Plus! He started talking about what abalone~ and what company he worked in.... and blah blah blah.....

I didn't want to hear about these... and he's damn LOUD! Even the girl sitting near the exit door with her loud earphones can hear... and gave me the look (like we are on the same boat).


The couple SIAO wan lah!


Machiam people so interested to know what's going on meh?


They think they are what?



Anyway I just turned away, not looking at them and pretend I did not hear anything!




Strange people out there!



I'm seeing more and more strange people nowadays.... wonder what's happening???



Perhaps I should learn how to choose what to be heard and what not to be heard.... just like the advertisement about the little boy who learnt golf. And the coach was telling his dad how badly the boy was playing, but the dad chose to 'censor' the bad stuff!


Conclusion:
Is there a need to display your affection in public? Blah......
WRONG!
It should be displaying wealth cum buay hiao bai-ness!
It's absolutely STUPID and annoying!

Hot Pink Razr

Cool!

My colour!

Yea~ baby~Yea~

M1 have anot??? ahhh.... i want leh!

But no money~ dionk~

Its so ME!

Hehehe~

远远在一起

Disclaimer:
Hey! This is only for me and someone to read~ The rest shut your eyes! Hahaha...

To my dear:

还是爱着你
只是我们之间有了距离
不管我们之间什么距离
远远爱着你
就算不能够在靠近
就算在不同国度里
同样的天空下总会有你

With love

I'm PPG

Hey Hey hey.... Its PPG not SPG! Muahahahahaha......


What's PPG?



POWER PUFF GIRLS LAH!

Yeah! I used to like Bubbles~ cos' she's a cry-baby! Whine Whine Whine~

Since Kaili wants to be Bubbles, and she insists that I'm Blossom.... ok lor.... I'll be Blossom!

Maybe I'm a pinky girl~ same colour as Blossom! Heh.... yep must fight like her also! Just that PPG supposed to save the world hor? I can't leh! Maybe destroy can lah~ Heh....

Hiak hiak hiak..... evil~ I can cast spells~ *poof* U will become an ant...... and here comes BIG FOOT *step and stomp* Kua~ Kua~ Kua~ RIP!

See my powers? Heh don't play play!

Dare to bully me again?!

Humpf~

Actually I can be very kind also~ *shy* and is a sweet natured girl~

See???

Kawaii neh~

*Ok I'm being bo-liao~ sayonara