::Ready for prelims?::

Another Monday... 2dae din stay in school but back home... to rest and study. My digestive system is really that bad (think my intestine is longer than other people) Sianz... better be well asap cos next week Chinese New Year and it's the time where I could eat and eat hahaha... all those images of Bah Gua, tons of green tea, chocolates.... woohoo... can't wait till new year man! Hope I'll not fall sick... duhz....
Yesterday went IMM with my mama, granny and bro den wanted to tempt my mama into buying the fave drink of me & bro--- C*ca C*la... WHY TEMPT? cos there's an offer of a nice silky tray free for every $25 purchase of CC. Den my mama is 'well-known' of buying things that come with a free item (marketers will sure TARGET my mama within their market segment) Just as my bro & I kept persuading her into buying.... She just enlarged her eyes (though her eyes are rather small) and stared at both of us! Well... we are terrified by her fiery eyes and looking disappointed we just walked away. (the sales promoter is disappointed as well thinking that we could actually buy something from her) Duhz... at this point don't think I'll type something like my mama changed her mind.... NO WAY! She's determined for not letting us to have a drop of CC or the similar drink starting with 'P'. Arrrggg... anyway... it's time for dinner... and we decided to spoilt ourselves by eating KFC. (yeah... tts indeed fattening whoopsss) Haha... as we ordered the family feast, the meal does not come along with the drinks.

*****An evil thought or rather an idea strikes both my bro & my mind*****

Wahahaha.... we ordered P! Lalalala.... being secretive to hide from my extremely intelligent mama ,my bro is so damn skilful to ask for the covers for the cups.(Normally they don't give the cup covers)
Back to the seats... we intentionally placed our drinks far away from my mama's attention. Well... count ourselves lucky that we are not being discovered. And to our surprise, our mama did not suspect anything. Hmmm....
I just cannot stand it anymore from hiding it and I decided to give some clues to my mama. I took a deep suck of the drink and let out a "Haaaaaaa........." (Rather obvious right?) She continued eating.... ignoring me. Strange!!! I make some eye signals to my bro... and he was like hmmm....
After a few minutes....
Suddenly she took my bro's drink (when my bro is savouring the chicken) and uh oh~ she again enlarged her eyes.... and the next reaction is taking my drink.... Jang jang~ Im fast to react by taking away my drink far from her.... hahaha.... well the secret is no longer a secret.... we just laughed... and my mama was like haiz.... can't out talk us. lalalalallaa~ who ask her don't want to buy.... and causing us to crave for it.
*****
New year coming indicates that my prelims coming too and so was the irritable day-V day. Arrrgggg~~~~~~ m(-_-)"m

::PolyClinic::

Tired!!! Rah went to polyclinic 2dae to c doctor coz my ear got infection. Duhz... that was my 1st time to polyclinic (well I always go to a private clinic but my mama say polyclinic medicine like better) As I heard that the waiting time is damn long, I decided to be kiasu abit by taking the Q number 1st den go lunch with my classmates. Alright... I'm punctual! However.... I didn't know that I gotta wait at the counter there to wait till my number to b called and haf to take a piece of paper where there will be my Q number and room number printed on it.( Rah 1st timer always blur like sotong) and I happily went to the toilet to clean up my ear before the doctor screamed at me.(Heard that doctors there very fierce) When I'm out of the toilet, I find myself a seat and wait. Suddenly i realised that the other 'patients' around me each has a piece of B3 size paper. And I began to wonder??? Did I forgot to take the paper or what? So i went back to the registration counter and re-Q.
Da-dang~ here appears my mama.... (she come and check on me during her lunch time) and I told her think I forgot to take a paper or what? Yup... the fact is I really forgot to the paper.... and nearly being scolded by the staff there saying I should follow my appointed time given to me earlier. Of course, I said that it's my 1st visitation to a polyclinic and I don't know about the procedure! Luckily the lady is kind enough to say nevermind and told me how I should go about the waiting for the doc's consultation. Well, then I think I should be able to manage with the consultation thingy and asked my mama to leave 1st coz her lunch hour is almost up.
Yup... I was left alone there... boo hoo~
Anyway... it's really a very long waiting time but I have my notes with me and make an effort to study while waiting. With my mp3 player, and I really started studying there. Heh...
Finally, it's my turn! (After 45 minutes of waiting YAWNZ...) and I told the doctor what happen. Uh-hum the whole consultation lasted for only 5 minutes! 5 minutes!!! Duhz.... whats more? The doctor told me to go to the pharmacy to collect my medicine. How long was the waiting time? 30 minutes!!! Oh my god!!! I spent an hour plus to see a doctor??? Real 'surprised' experience for me to visit a polyclinic doctor. Well well... but when I see my medicine... a grin appeared on my face =)

***Jang Jang~~ Pink medicine! The cream for my ears is pink and the antibiotics also pink! Wahahaha.... pinku pinku pinku~~

Oppsss... guess I shall visit a psychologist if I continued this madness about PINK, but I'm like that eversince I'm young.

::Stress with revision::

Oh god... the dark rings around my eyes are getting darker and darker... soon I'll become the famous Hello Panda! Had been sleeping very late due to the completion of assignments and after trying so hard... I realised that I'm really slacking and stressed. Wads more? I gotta really start my revision! I don't know what I'm been studying for the past four months?! And surely alot to catch up! Exams is round the corner too~ And the more stressful thing is that my classmates around me will keep bombarding questions for me! I thought I know how to do... but the more they asked the more I'm confused and unsure if I really know anot... and start questioning myself if I really got it right?! It's not nice to give people a wrong answer right? BUT oh pls... can't they just spend more time and effort to read through their notes or check out the details by themselves? And HOW would I get the answers? Of course I'm hardworking enough to check it out mah~ tsk tsk tsk... Sick! Sick of questions! (I'm absolutely being irritated!) Can people just do things on their own and if really really not sure then ask people? I'm just a normal ( or rather stupid?! oh no no I'm not!) student and not a pro student.... Never judge a person by his or her looks! I may look as if I know but actually I'm the same as others... I also have my own questions to ask and WHO WILL ANSWER MY QUESTIONS THEN? What the heck???!!! Sometimes I should ask myself Why I'm so kind? I supposed to be evil right? And now I'm just doing things that is contradicting to what I'm supposed to be. I hope that people would just appreciate it and not take things for granted and keep that in mind!

*** Whew~ alright feeling better~Back to Work~

::Vanity in the house::

Oh God... I'm really a very VAIN person! What am I going to do? Actually today almost spend alot of money on unnecessary stuff again but I held back my 'devil's' temptation. (Oh i wanted to get some eye shadows from TheFaceShop, but luckily I don't really like the colours) Yah I'd been spending alot of money from that particular new shop in Bugis as the packaging is really very attractive(at least to me), and after some contribution from Emily's purchases I finally got the membership card! But!!!... it's entitled for only 5 % discount... so what's the great thing about it??? lolz... The service from the staff there is really very good! Thumbs up! They are so approachable and patient to help you with your enquires and make-up tips. Moreover they also helped you to try out the eye colours and mascara and those stuff. Well... today I spent quite some time there hanging around to get some tips in 'enlarging' my eyes and try some eye colours as well. Though I didn't get any colours, the lady there still patiently applying the colours on my eyes... heez... actually I feel guilty but I won't pay for what I don't want to get.(I'm not rich anyway... in fact I'm going to broke... shall I declare bankruptcy?) So in the end, I bought a brush for applying eye shadow and an eye pencil sharpener. There goes my shopping spree again.

***Full of anger now!!!
Yesh... I'm gonna curse people again! Guess my pinky club will know who I'm cursing if they ever read my blog.(hey peeps if ur do read pls leave some comments on the tag board) This person I'm going to curse is someone from my school and also from the dreaded PSB! At 1st I did not want to waste my breath on such a person like him..(yes it's a HIM!) but every monday i gotta see him in my class.... and hell knows... I've been observing for the past three weeks and he always wear the stupid pink polo tee on monday!(oh did I just say stupid PInk? No i'm only referring to HIS SHIRT! not the colour!) I'm not against people to wear Pink since Pink is my favourite colour and I do enjoy watching people in Pink clothings cos I'm bhb and self-entertained enough to say they wanted to join my FC lolz... Oh back to the incorrigible act of that guy... he's like doing it on purpose lor~ Well... even he wanted to join my pinky club do ur think I will recruit him? Hahaha... FAT HOPE! Wait long long there also won't be a chance for him!!! What the hell! Anyway, it's really a disgrace for a pink shirt to be put on him.... I really pity the shirt... U may say that I'm mean to have such comments on him but... I really gotta be that mean and evil because he deserved it! If I'm not mean and evil, then there's something wrong with me!
Conclusion for the day: I'm happy and satisfied but feel sick cos gotta rush for assignments and study for tests.... Ahhhh the lecturers are sick!!!! Sicko pigs! I gotta GAMBATTE!

::Another slacking day::

Aiyoeh~ after blaming myself for 1 whole day for spending $ just to satisfy my vanity... i decided to forgive myself as I'll work harder to earn back those $ >.< color="#33cc00">my Dao Ming Si sings really CAN SING well!( I dun like Yan Cheng Xu BUT Dao Ming Si... haha contradicting?) Duhz... compared to his singing in F4 really sucks... (or perhaps the other 3 covered his real singing? no leh... he did sing individually mah... or he actually hates the other F3?) Alright, while listening to his songs, really surprised me! So there goes the saying:'Never judge a book by its cover' and this applied the same to people. You will never know when I'm Happy or Angry.

In 4 days time it will be Daddy's bdae... wad should I get for him? Hmm... guess an expensive, luxurious D24 Durian Cake! Haha... cos I'll get to eat also lalalalaa... and also a treat at the Zi Cha (a meal) at the kopithiam muahahaa.... now no $ to go restaurant lah~

::Updates for the past 3 days::

***At the bank
Today wake up quite early to be a typical Kiasu Singaporean, just to get to the bank early. Well... though early... but I still waited for half an hour before it gets to my turn. Well... of course I won't waste my precious time there waiting like a zombie... I observed every corner of the bank. The most distinctive 'display' is the policeman(or is it the police security? duhz.. wadever...) he stood there like very sianz.... and looking at his grouchy posture... I feel so insecured... thinking wad if there's a masked robber who barge into the bank and pointed his gun at us.... and what will the Mr.policeman react?(or how quick?) And there's an evil though flying across my brain.... but I managed to 'chase' away that stupid thought cos I dun wan to be in jail... haha...
Stupid thought: Act like Mr. Bean in his movie where he pretended to put his hand into his jacket as if he's armed with a gun. Lolz... alright just laugh it off~ Then i saw an old lady... she's the one who delayed the whole queue-ing process... she kept asking the teller questions... well i don't mind cos she's just an old lady.... but the problem is I saw a staff(think is of higher rank) she's like keep telling the old lady to come back another day.... and got the stupid spastic fake smile on her face... and say 'thank you' to the old lady in a sacarstic manner...(feel like giving a tight slap on her face)... poor old lady~ Yesh... it's finally my turn after 30 mins of long waiting... the teller is a new trainee and greeted me with her best smile... and helped me with my enquires and of course something to compliment me(while taking my thumbprint)--- my manicure which I did it on my own! Haha I'm feeling so proud! Lalalala~ though it's not really that fantastic, maybe she din see the fading of the nail colour... Alright... that's my trip to the bank for today~


**Update for Monday 10/11/2005
Monday Blues.... hmmm... isn't that true... but applicable during HRM class! Stupid boring class~(cross my fingers not to flunk for this unit) Yup stay in school to study.... heh... seldom to be so hardworking eh... Well wrong wrong wrong! Later, from a friend we got free tickets to MediaCorp to watch Top Fun. Sound exciting when I heard Fish Leong going to be the guest and in hope of seeing her cousin Z CHEN duhz.... but don't have leh... I'm not going to say anything about the show... but I want to say what happen when we are on our journey to the destination. We were supposed to meet a friend at Toa Payoh interchange. Ok then we went to buy some food and drinks at Mac. While in the Mac, at 1st I din know there's an extremely BHB person on Earth.... it's till when I went over to join my friends after I bought my drink... My friends were like whispered to me 'eh... there's a guy who says he looks like PAN WEI BO over there...' Well... my immediate reaction was like WTF! and used my 'laser eyes' to scan the whole Mac for the Super BHB guy! And my mouth was like chanting 'er xin er xin er xin where's that er xin person?!' My friend signalled me not to speak so loud as that BHB guy's group of friends was just 2 tables from us. I DON'T CARE! I saw that guy and said:'Wah lao it's true mah... i just can't figured out which part looks like my dearie loh... and It's a normal reaction wad...' and I stomped out of the Mac! Cool~? Haha... Well... it's Me!

::What is LOVE?::

Aiyo... I got nothing to blog... cos not much things to say leh... very unlike me hor? For those who loves me... don't worry... I'm not sick. For those who hates me... I'm perfectly OK and is on the verge of cursing people again! LOLZ... hmmm I got this email from a friend and finds it quite interesting ( though I don't really have much LOVE) but when I start reading the 1st part, I find it quite true haha...

What's love?
When you are together with that special someone,you pretend to ignore that person. But when that special someone is not around, you might look around to find them. At that moment, you are in love.
Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh, your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone.Then you're in love.
Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back, to let you know of their safe arrival, your phone is quiet.You are desperately waiting for the call! At that moment, you are in love.
If you are much more excited for one short e-mail from that special someone than other many long e-mails, you are in love.
When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the messages in your answering machine or phone because of one or many messages from that special someone, you are in love.
While you are reading this page, if someone appears in your mind, then u are in love with that person.
The fundamentals of love
Think back to the day when you first laid eyes on her. You found yourself charmed by the way she talks, the way she dresses herself to show off her best features and the way she embraces life with her laughter.It seemed as if a mysterious "chemistry effect" has suddenly developed to draw you closer to her.
You two then began to meet regularly, and you discover more things that you admire about her.Her clever ideas, her healthy values and the way she stands up for you when others doubt you. You find yourself thinking of her not just as a normal friend, but a very good friend. It is often during this period that a boy and a gal will start thinking of bringing their friendship to another level. After all, the kind of wonderful experience you have between each other can only become even better if it develops into a romantic relationship. In other words, the feeling is really unique -no one else seems able to replace her in your heart.
So both of you agree to go steady and work even harder on the relationship.
You "graduate" to become a couple, and are the envy of the sea of singles.
When You Forget The Fundamentals
However, at some point in your relationship,you forgot how it all began.
You start to take your partner for granted.Why can't she laugh in a more ladylike manner?
Why doesn't she dress herself more trendily?Why must she assert her views and point out your silly mistakes?Is she really the one for you?
To be fair to yourself and to her, take some time to reflect on your "love memory". The "love memory' contains all the reasons that you fell in love with her right from Day One. It contains rarely accessed snippets of how your life has changed since meeting and loving her.
Pre-steady days, did you heap compliments on her for the brave way she spoke her mind on bullies and snobs? You probably did. Did you like her unusual fashion sense that makes her stand out from the crowd? Right-o. So why are you criticising or finding fault with her now that she is your girlfriend?
Because you have forgotten the fundamentals of love, like so many of us.
You have forgotten the reasons you admired her during the friendship phase.Instead, once you went steady, you put your "love memory" in cold storage.
As her boyfriend, you take up a new set of demands and expectations about her. These new ideas are not necessarily better; they could put your relationship at risk.
The Secret Of Strong Relationships
A healthy relationship, like learning to walk properly, follows a step-by-step development. You can't possibly become part of a couple if you aren't friends in the first place. Ok, I know some of us break the rule and plunge straight into whirlwind courtship, but how many of those couples can go the distance? Couplehood works well when there is something you like about her (and vice versa), and I'm not referring to merely the physical aspects.
So whenever your relationship hits a rocky path, don't give up without checking on your "love memory". Rediscover the reasons why you fell in love with her, and watch your relationship flourish with a newfound vigour.
L-Listen O-Overlook V-Voice E-Effort
Love is to listen to the needs of the other party, giving without asking for returns,
Overlook the faults and find the plus point of the other party,
Voice out & say sweet things and express your happiness and words of encouragement for the other party,
Putting in Effort, keep putting in more time to find the world of love.

::2005::

Heh... yesterday went K songs with my mama n bro... my papa can't join us as he gotta work.. -_-" Yup and most of the time my mama just sat there and listened to the 'slaughtering' singing of me and bro... muahhahaa.... but we also listen to her 'melodious' singing mah... so call it quit!Then she say she paid to listen to our singing. I told her that in fact she's paying less... cos even a concert ticket is more expensive and no close up somemore... lolz... yeah yeah yeah... Im improving on my singing liao... haha... (Don't laugh! Im being frank!) I tried to sing those out of my 'assumed' vocal range and I DID IT! hahaaha.... even my bro was stunned! Lalalala.... my mama was being irritated by the consecutive playing of WillPan's MVs... and say OMG PAN WEI BO AGAIN! lolz... and later when we were back home, I was watching Tian Cai Gogogo and there again Will Pan... thats when my mama was dying her hair and chatting with her friend. And after the show got his MV again... at that moment my mama came into the living room and saw it.... exclaimed OMG HIM AGAIN! (Guess my mama is sick of him! and I decided to probe her why she dislikes him?)

This is our conversation:
Me: Mummy, why U dislike him so much?

Mum: Eee er~ cos he pak jiao lor*

Me:Where got? Wah lao last time U say Victor now U say Wilber... wait next time my bf/husband will also being criticized by U! -_-"

Mum: Humphf... haha

*pak jiao=cross-eyed


So now U see how bad and evil my mama is?! (thats why Im evil too lolz)

***
Yeah 2nd day of 2005.... nothing to do(in fact alot of homework and stuff waiting for me to deal and settle with them). Duhz.... get nagged by my mama again for not doing any housework and cleaning up my stuff.... rah....and say Im very pampered! Bleah... I do clear my things lor.... but was done without her supervision... so next time I must do it when she's at home or off days... humphf! Then at noon(after my so called breakfast at 11am) I asked my bro to buy something for me to eat cos he's whinning that he's very hungry! Then my mama say we do nothing at home still say hungry... while she's busy washing the fish tank and cleaning up her room. Arrrggg.... alrite.... I give UP! Mentioning the fish tank.... boo hoo.... my goldfish died! They all infected by a kind of virus and one after another they all go to HEAVEN liao... (Praying for them silently) Haiz.... kinda sad... but think of it we still have happy moments... and no choice... just let them go peacefully.... my poor fishes.... sobs...
Tmr school starts again... in a brand new year.... gotta work harder... no more slacking....( though i know somehow I'll slack). Hope and Pray that everything will go smoothly for me... Blessed!