杨宗纬 - 幸福的风

I love this song! Awwww..... who will be my 幸福的风?


以为我永远只能一个人生活
孤单地快乐哀愁
偶尔可以伪装潇洒自由
心里慌了起来自己喝酒

以为你只是一个美丽的偶然
垂怜我不经意降落
谁知道你不同 谁知道你不走
拥抱着我说终于找到了我

你 看穿我的冷漠 亲吻我的烦忧
不在乎我曾经的错
如果不是你的款款温柔
还以为真爱 只是一个传说

请 相信我的承诺 虽然有点笨拙
但我看见幸福的风
如果我把我的手放在背后
愿不愿意牵着一起走

愿不愿意牵着到最后

Long short hair...

As mentioned... I have cut my hair!

Bit more obvious than the previous one... but I noticed that alot of people started to 'copy' my hairstyle! Arrrgggg...... or was it that their hair stylist don't know how to cut the SHui Mu Tou for them and end up with mine!

I was even amazed when I saw 1 of my colleagues having the same hairstyle as mine! Oh gosh.... at 1st, I'm still feeling ok.... cos maybe I'm the trend setter in office mah.... BUT! my buddy say we look like TWINS! Arrrggg..... please don't associate me with another person.... I'm 1 & only ONE k!

I prefer to be special! LOL!

I was so disturbed by her 'remark' that I gotta stop her from saying that again.... and try to pin up my hair to get another 'look'. Yea.... I'm super concerned with that!

Well.... I will change my hairstyle again in 2 months time..... =)

Hair bit wet.... haha cos after a bath... muahaha.... and finally I got a thick fringe~ hope it can remain like it is.... lol....

Make up done by Clarins Makeup artist - Sharon Yan... She's looks like Peifen! Haha... the colours bit wear off after 6hours. I like this angle.... haha face bit sharper... and nose bit higher.... and hair colour is ok... haha put this as my handphone wallpaper~

Ok..... Going to be CNY again.... and I will be getting those usual questions again~ Arrrgggg.... I hate it! U know what I mean? Intruding my privacy!!! Tsk!

Unhappy VS Happy

Sometimes I will ponder.... why this is world so complicated? Can this world be nicer? Yea... I use the word NICER... But the world is round.... ever changing~ goes round and round, yet each revolution is already different from the previous one....




Sounds Chim? Hmm... I have these stupid and crazy thoughts.... *at times*




I believe that if you use a nice tone, nice manner, nice treatment to me.... I will use back the same tone, same manner and treatment to you. *or even better* That's me!

I'm those kind of people that if you treat me good I will treat you better cos' I recognised your kindness to me. But if you treat me bad.... I will also treat you bad.... or even worse.

Sometimes I think that I'm revengeful.... but it turns out that I'm just being merciful.... cos I did not take any revenge. I just drew the distance from you.... keeping you at one arm's length.... which is supposed to be the safest distance. So don't ever come close to me again.... or I will just snap at you! *snobbish*


If I have determined that you are no longer in my life... I mean it! I will never forgive you. *sounds bad yea?* That's me!

I really hated irritating people.... bossy people.... zi yi wei shi people..... Well... you can see such people all round you.... I wish I can be in Utopia.... So I will not be seeing such people! At times.... I wanted to shout out F***, CB, KNN, NB etc..... But that's NOT me!


What I can do is to be happy to prove to those irritating people that I will not become unhappy just because of YOU! Yet, I'm still a happy girl living in this world.... I will not be that stupid!


People might say I'm arrogant.... I'm snobbish.... I'm blah blah blah..... I don't care! Even that I'm not rich.... I will show to you that I'm rich enough to survive through! Even that I'm not pretty.... I will show to you that I'm good enough to be classified as an average looking girl. Even I'm not that clever.... I will show to you that I'm not stupid enough to fall in traps laid by some 'stupid' people who think that they are able to trick you. Even....


Yes...! That's me!

Stupid Talent Quest!

As what stated in the subject title... its totally stupid! And i felt totally disgusted!!!

Yes.... I got into the group quarterfinals.... but I was only told 1 day before the competition! Hey!!! Its damn unfairrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Well... on the other hand, my partner is sick~... boo! so we might just withdrawn from it. Yes... it's really a waste as we don't know how far we can go~ but no point to join such stupid competition!!!! I really wanted to write a complaint email to the committee! End up I just sms to the in charge.... saying how unfair it is. Guess what? Normal lah.... they dare not to reply me.

so.... I will write an email over.... must compile all the email adds!!!! hahaha... CC BCC to everyone!!!! Arrrggg......


Just came back from the dance~ wooh.... I'm aching all over..... its worse than the gym workouts.... oh man! Hahaha Laoshi say I Shou LE!!!! Hahaha.... Blah.... or just bcos I'm wearing BLACK???!!!

Guess me & 'uncle' are the oldest in class.... tho' everyone were like screaming muscles aching.... I think we 2 are the most jialat ones la.... so old liao still stretch here n there....he's plain lazy to walk to Outram MRT station... and so we took NEL and yet we board the wrong one!!!! Rahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! All his fault lah! Suan ta you liang xin.... accompany me to take West line home~ =)

Oh gosh.... no gym tmr liao la.... me suffering from serious muscles ache~ AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! Jiu Ming Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh................... must replan my schedule le!

My vocal evaluation & TQ audition

My vocal evaluation!

Results out!!!

So...

I PASSED! With flying colours~ =)

Hahaha~ yep~ happy because I don't need to retake and can advanced up without re-doing the fundamentals and I scored the highest in class. Anyway, I volunteered to re-do the fundamentals... cos ar boh... i will need to rest for 2 months! But meanwhile Laoshi sent us to learn dancing~ i just felt that my fundamentals not that strong leh... as in slow track lor... asn Laoshi give me privilege to pay at half price. And I can be with my classmates mah.... yi qi jia you! And we received our own DEMO! Laoshi say he wants to write a song for me... muahaahaha felt honoured but I guess he don't have time one lah.... 1 song can earn him big bucks leh.... just like Kelly Phoon's new song! Which I like it very much!

1 of my classmates failed and gotta retake while other 2 passed with condition. But I will still stand by them. YI QI SHANG KE! Cos 6 months is not too long but also not too short. Happy to know them in my life too~

(from left: Danick (my duet partner), LAOSHI (the great composer), me, Serene, Justin)

Today went to TQ for my duet and solo~

Nervous siah... I guess everytime on stage will be the same!

For the duet, I forgot about the timing... slow by few seconds.... rah! And bit forget about the lyrics... damn sad!~ Me and duet partner don't have the MO QI! Ahhhhhh~ Maybe I really HAI LE TA! He's flat & I'm sharp. Oh no~ Pitching problem is the main cause. But at least the judges say our voice quality is good. But we chose the wrong song! And yes... I'm the one who chose the song. WO YOU HAI LE TA. Should have let him choose... at least I won't feel so guilty now.

For solo, hmmm pitching problem too! But overall.... I stayed real calm. Judges quite impressed I guess... hope to get through lor! They say I'm better to be a soloist than in the duet. Oh no.... and I'm in dilemma.... cos I hope the duet will get in too! Just pray that other duets can't make it! The worst thing is I blurted everything that the judges to my classmates including my duet partner.... oh shit!

I'm in deep guilt now~

And my stupid bro still say I have broke my duet partner's fragile heart! Rah........ Worse worse worse.... he said he's super hungry and thought we could go for a light tea break or something... BUT.... SHENTON WAY today is like a GHOST TOWN!!! So we end up HOME!

Alright... I must JIAN TAO my EQ liao~ I felt sad.

My ALOHA D&D

Oh my~ I practically lost my voice after those shouting, cheering, yam seng-ing, laughing and drinking! And Im supposed to have my audition tomorrow noon! Rah!!! I seriously hope I could can get through... =)



Yesterday night was really FUN! I have never been to relaxed and so SIAO yesterday... well I'm a demure girl right?! *pukes*

Yesterday could be a WONDERFUL day without knocking off at only 4PM!!! We were like damn pissed off with this arrangement! Imagine we need to reach the Shangri-La at 6.30pm sharp? And we can only go at 4pm and minus transport, we only get a mere an hour to get everything done! Wah lao eh! Can't even go and make my hairdo lor... still thinking to get a temp perm somemore. Angry angry angry! Got to run home too~ shucks! Guys are more relaxed... no makeup, no hair styling, no need to dress up at all!

Alright enough of complaints! Photos!!! Using my colleagues' too~ will have more coming up.... poor photographers on that day! Got to take so many cameras on one hand to take the same group of people!!! Hahahaha~

BLUE LAGOON - The Hawaiian Gals~ with their BOMS BOMS

The 2 cute 'aunties' with me & Steph~ They are very funny at times... who can tell that they have 3 & 4 children?

Me & Miss Eva! The pretty petite girl~ helps us to get Majolica stuff~ She's a SNOW WHITE that day~

These 2 HUA CHIs!!! Me & Flo (FL) In Shangri-La's toilet! Ohhh... I'm sua gu enough to see dressing tables in there~ And this gal here is super funny! Real entertainer whom I went crazy together with her...

Me & Steph~ Taking to get a nice shoot~ Nah... not skilful enough~

Shake shake shake~ Me & buddy~dancing with the hawaiian gal behind... muahahaha

Wooh! Lame!

Fascinated with our door gifts... the shakers!

Me, Ah Jul, Buddy, Steph (四大美女)

Toast! CFST! White wine which is red in colour? Hmmm... Arrrgg din get to drink my red wine~

Beer~ Eekkksss.... it's damn diluted lor!

With my RMs... the 1st (Deb) and the 4th (Jillian, but I like to call her ShanYa) from the left. Pretty gals~

Pretty! Deb likes to call me Ms Au! And I will know the call is from her! Hahahaha~

Shake shake shake... me & Ah Jul.... thinking of poses... lolz.... cos my pose always the same... always the victory signs.... haha~

Me & Windie~

Groupies~ Wah lao! Someone attacked my ...... no lah.... she din touch! muahaha~This CHL! Self disclaimed to be my WIFE~

Steph with her lucky draw gift! Loewe!!! Wah... she's so HAPPY! Cos she's always very suay in the past.... NOW Luck Lady is with her! Won herself a small coin purse. Me? Nothing lah! Hahaha...

Me, MingYun (my student), Buddy & Steph.... CHEERS, 姐妹们!!!

Drinking diluted Beer is really 不爽!

Shaking all the way~ Making the atmosphere damn HIGH!

Me & Sheryl... she is a super 美女 whom Steph admires alot~ hahaa

Nah~ My WIFE, Ms Chua HL~ trying to kiss me without me knowing??!! And what?!!! Touching my.... Ahhhh!!!

See my hugging other people still wanna grab people's .... Poor Ah Flo (FO)

My Qing Fu (SQ) & Buddy~
With Yilin & Flo (FL).

Wooohhooooo~ Shuai Ge! Hahaha... That Ah Jul lah! When we were still inside the ballroom, lights were off and turned into a disco lighting... then pulled me to introduce this guy here... say shuai ge! CAN'T EVEN SEE HIS FACE LOR! Just anyhow shake his hands and say HI~

Hahaha... only when we came out n saw his face. I thought he looks abit like 立威廉 but all say don't look like~ Heard that he's G**.... hahaha don't know lah... don't spoil his reputation.

Another 四大美女 picture~

Buddy, Agnes, Steph, Juliet & me~

This is really comical!!! I didn't realise that Buddy's face is so twisted! Well done!!! Can fight my Best Actress Award liao~ lolz... must show this to them!!!

SSH----------E

Steph, Sandy, HuiLing, -----Eddy!

This guy here is funny! Keep saying "I want to take picture with SHE!" (Yah... we 3 are our office's SHE) Still want individual shots... and I demanded $50 for each shot! Hahahaha~ He sound like Chen Wei Lian lor! Still owe us a song sang by Chen Wei Lian....

MORE PHOTOS NEXT WEEK!

Must wait for kakas to send me!

Countdown to D&D

1 DAY TO D&D!

Promise that there will be TONS of pictures! (provided my cam is strong enough for the cam-whoring sessions!)

Welcome to 2008!

Haha...I didn't have an entry for the last day of 2007.... cos I realised that my resolution for 2008 is the SAME as 2007. Muahahahaha~

31 Dec 2006 resolution

Anyway... I have tons of aims, goals, and whatever you can call them.... wishes? haha.... but my major resolution is still earning big bucks! I guess I have underestimate the BUCKS I wanted.... thats why I sensed that I'm being exploited!

1 JAN 2008! I want to earn REAL BIG BUCKS! Yes! That's the 1st thing in mind when I woke up this morning! Woohoo!

I promised my LAOSHI last year.... haha... which is only a few days ago?? that I will listen to him to go gym and start my running~ LOL! Yep.... promised! Hmmm now I wondered if I only promised him or to all the people in the studio that day? Oh gosh! Anyway.... I'm glad that I have these people in my life.

I need a balanced lifestyle.... Money... family.... career.... friends.... and of course LOVE! Haha... Ms Kai Kai urged me to get a BF soon.... Well... starting to doubt if I have a BF ar? Hahaha don't tell you all..... let you & Ms YQ to guess lor.... Happy Guessing hor! But I won't LIE?!

暧昧让人受尽委屈 , 找不到相爱的证据

Yah yah.... I'm old liao wor.... need to find a man to 'feed' me liao~ and ATM....hahaha... where's my GOLDEN Turtle?

I want to travel! LAOSHI planning to bring us to KL & Bangkok... Hmmm... I have 'chop' my leave liao! I hope my classmates are with me~ more fun leh.... Ms Kai Kai! Want to go Australia??? Save money 1st hor.... I need to save a lot in advance~ before I started to spend... haha... last year I spent a bomb on my clothes, cosmetics and skin care.... ewwww.... where's my beauty of thrift gone?

New plans.... new plans.... yes yes my career~ I hope for something that is real exciting.... gain more exposures.... and earn MONEY! Hahahaha.... most important is to enjoy what I'm doing.

And yea! I want to be a 美女 can? I can't be always CUTE~ I will grow OLD! Naffffff!

Okok.... I guess there are alot more... never ending wishes...

Start off the year with D&D on coming Friday at Shangri La~ And my vocal evaluation test results on Sat, which I think I can pass but maybe not very well~ Followed by TQ audition for both solo and duet on Sun~ What a wonderful start off of 2008?! Life feels so fulfilling~