Sometimes I will ponder.... why this is world so complicated? Can this world be nicer? Yea... I use the word NICER... But the world is round.... ever changing~ goes round and round, yet each revolution is already different from the previous one....
Sounds Chim? Hmm... I have these stupid and crazy thoughts.... *at times*
I believe that if you use a nice tone, nice manner, nice treatment to me.... I will use back the same tone, same manner and treatment to you. *or even better* That's me!
I'm those kind of people that if you treat me good I will treat you better cos' I recognised your kindness to me. But if you treat me bad.... I will also treat you bad.... or even worse.
Sometimes I think that I'm revengeful.... but it turns out that I'm just being merciful.... cos I did not take any revenge. I just drew the distance from you.... keeping you at one arm's length.... which is supposed to be the safest distance. So don't ever come close to me again.... or I will just snap at you! *snobbish*
If I have determined that you are no longer in my life... I mean it! I will never forgive you. *sounds bad yea?* That's me!
I really hated irritating people.... bossy people.... zi yi wei shi people..... Well... you can see such people all round you.... I wish I can be in Utopia.... So I will not be seeing such people! At times.... I wanted to shout out F***, CB, KNN, NB etc..... But that's NOT me!
What I can do is to be happy to prove to those irritating people that I will not become unhappy just because of YOU! Yet, I'm still a happy girl living in this world.... I will not be that stupid!
People might say I'm arrogant.... I'm snobbish.... I'm blah blah blah..... I don't care! Even that I'm not rich.... I will show to you that I'm rich enough to survive through! Even that I'm not pretty.... I will show to you that I'm good enough to be classified as an average looking girl. Even I'm not that clever.... I will show to you that I'm not stupid enough to fall in traps laid by some 'stupid' people who think that they are able to trick you. Even....
Yes...! That's me!
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