::Last Day of 2004::

Hey hey last day of 2004! Hmm... I should summarise what kind of days I have in 2004... Wait let me take out my organiser 1st!
Well, starting Jan-Apr 04 Im busy with my life being a slacking Yr 1 undergrad all the way to the prelims and revision workshops. As it was my 1st year taking exams of cos struggling all the way (crossing my fingers to hope I could pass everything and I'll be very contented). Also, tuition! Im having hard time to teach the 3 kids... so i ended giving 1 off. So left 2. However 1 of them is extremely naughty and lazy... but the fee is high and being a $minded person I simply could not say BYE to the kid... so i struggled on. May-June04 EXTREMELY STRESSFUL !!! Yes EXAMS! And imagine having exams and giving tuition at the same time! (Darn it! They having exams too~ And Wouldn't I have scored better marks if I just don't care about them? lolz... hey Im a professional and responsible tutor!) Straight after exams I started working temp jobs and giving tuition to earn my school fees and expenses ( not lyk people slacking and rotting k...) Then the thuderous results came after the cursing and swearing( of cos I did not swear lah) luckily passed all lolz... Then school started!Pay $$$ again.... rah bloody suckers! And life goes on for a yr 2 undergrad(still slacking though I promised to be very hardworking).

Overall it's a pleasant year for me not much ups and not much downs.... sweeter year for me as i gotta know more and deeper of my dearie. And 2004 is also when I finally got the freedom from my mama and she allowed me to go tour with my friends. The saddening part of the year is the Tsunami catastrophe! If not, my year 2004 will end with joyous and peace! Though it doesn't affect me physically, I couldn't bear to see those sad news on the daily newspapers. I hope from year 2005 onwards, when I flipped through the newspapers, I would not see any sad news. Good Blessings for everyone in 2005!
GOD BLESS
PEACE OUT

::Flaky Skin::

TIAN AH!!!! What happen to my face? It's not that red as b4 but starts to FLAKE!!! (Is it a sign indicating my new skin is growing and I'll be fair again? Cross my fingers and Pray hard!) Hmmm... I'd been very 'hardworking' applying all those lotion and stuff on my face, hands and legs. The redness had subsided... at last...


And from now I gotta refrain from eating oily stuff and wadever that could do harm to my skin! Now my face free from pimples and I should take good care of it and maintain it in its BEST form! haha... This should be my another resolution for the Year 2005!

::Self-centered VS Tsunami::

I admit I'm a very or extremely self-centered person! Alrite my fault to forget about mentioning something about the earthquake and Tsunami! Send my prayers to all those died in this disastrous catastrophy and also to those who survived through~ U all have my blessings.... Although I can't do much for your... I do not have money.... Im tied down with school work and tuition.... I still have the HEART to bless your! Very sad to see and hear about these saddening news, my heart breaks when I saw those disheartening images on TV and Newspapers... I really can't imagine what happen if I'm the 1 who is at the scene... Guess I will just die! I can't run but only knows how to scream.... so SURE DIE! I count myself lucky that I didn't go to Penang a week later... or else I'm surely one of those who is either found dead or still missing! And as I'd mentioned in my previous entry of my Penang trip... we went to a beach! A BEACH! Yea... the SEA! On both days! 1st day is the shitty pool which gives off foul smell.... and I was chatting with my 2 uni frens saying if we were still at that shitty pool when Tsunami strikes.... I'll be the first who died.... not because of the tsunami but the foul smell! I'll be fainted before the tsunami strikes me. 2nd day at Batu Ferringi beach... think everyone will just die unless they can run v v v v fast... cos there's no way to run to anyway...


Okie enough of my craps.... I deeply feel sorry for the people who experienced this disaster and hope that they would overcome this nightmare. Pray hard and GOD BLESS!

::Still RED::

I wanna cry man~ Im still RED... in fact my hands are like pinkish... haiz... i looked like a freak! It's so obvious lor... everyone is looking at me like a reddy creature has just walked past them.... wah wanna cry! But hor... 2 of emily's frens were saying I looked cute.... duhz.... and even wanted to be tanned like me.... wah........ SIAO! And i can feel that the skin on my face is lyk very dry and going to start flaking le.... aaaaaaahhhhhhhh..... but hor... my bro says my pimples all gone... ( So should I go to sun tan once a while? Nah~~~BaaaaH) Early in the morning, I quickly apply the sunblock whitening lotion (though the sky looks as if its going to rain anytime) and sunblock moisturiser on my hands and legs.... hoping that all the redness will be gone ( dun laugh at my ignorance cos U don't know how I feel) Well.... Lao Tian Ye keeps raining .... haha.... NO SUN! For the past 2 days I kept applying Aloe Vera Lotion ( which I always lazy to apply in the past) so the skin on my hands and legs is still smooth... heng ah! Very sian lah... c the mirror.... c the reddy me... and in school.... whenever c my frens, gotta explain y IM SO RED?! Haiz.... Thanks ar my dearie Frens.... Im OK lah.... just that I couldn't accept the fact that Im the ONLY ONE who is so damn RED while others were lyk TANNED! Ahhh.... Humphf... to console myself I should say I got DELICATE SKIN! (Dun u dare to laugh or puke! CURSE U!)


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After school went to Orchard... thought of getting a small 2005 datebook.... but all sold out! KNS! Den went to TakaKino to see the expensive ones.... also left with a few patterns to choose from arrrggggg..... Den I DIDN'T BUY! Rah... but i went to buy a lip gloss and a small portable perfume.... hmm cheap and NICE.... and it's from KOREA! Heh... had been a spendthift nowadays... errrr... heh heh... As I was on my way home.... I wanna take my MP3 out to listen.... duhz.... TO MY HORROR~ I saw a crack on my MP3 LCD screen!!!! I wanna scream! but it's already cracked and there's nothing for me to do! Just my Luck!


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Yup yesterday received a greeting card from my dearie fren from Taiwan... asking me when Im going over? heh.... the thing is I had checked my portal and saw there'll be an incremental in the exam fees and Im gonna faint cos I dunno how to disclose this 'blood sucking' news to my dear mama.... hmmmmm sian liao.... BUt I WANT TO GO TAIWAN!!!!! AHHHHHH..... I promised 2 people in Taiwan le! arrrgggg.... c? this is y I dunwan to make promises.... I'll feel bad if the promises becomes empty promises!

::Sunburn! Ahhhh~::

Yesterday morning went to the SENTOSA SILOSO beach with friends.... hmmm 1st time to get so dirty and messy.... in the sea.... arrrggg..... actually din wan to get down into the water cos I only brought an extra shirt... den my so called the 'buddies' or 'jie-meis' pushed me into the water... rah.... damn salty lor... eeekkkssss.... den play play play.... take pics take pics take pics.... later in the noon.... wah lao very very very HOT! (yes! I say it's HOT not warm and i know that HOT=100 degrees celsius) My skin is really burning.... and darn it! My friends all brought SUNTAN LOTION NOT SUNBLOCK!!!! AHhhhhhh.......! So i used my little face towel to cover my hands and legs in hope to protect my delicated skin against the SUN! BUT.... no use.... I'm still being 'attacked' by the vicious SUN! My face is completely RED and so were my hands and legs... (no wonder when we were walking, the people were lyk looking at some creature walking past aaarrrgggg) and my dear fren sani... still calling me RED APPLE.... ahahaha... Gotta quietened her cos people were almost staring at me! Anyway it's really fun going to the beach... cos Im sandy? hahahaa lame... but all my frens started to make fun of my name when we reached the sandy beach.... rah..... hmmm yup happy playing at the beach but cos of my GREATEST JINX THE SUN! spoils my mood and now Im looking as red as a cooked lobster or crab.... duhz.... and 2dae when im in school some friends say I looked as if Im drunk! One of then even funnier by saying I just drank a barrel of wine! Duhz.... BARREL? hahhahaa... people became tanned and I became RED? Strange.... but when i touched my face or hands or legs.... PAIN AH!!!! rah.... and i apply alot of lotion and moisturizer.... even go and buy sun block for face and body..... wadever that could help to regain my fair complexion!!!! HELP!!!!


GOD BLESS.... hopefully I can regain my fair complexion very soon and this would be added into my list of resolutions for the year 2005!

::Xmas Season::

Hmmm yesterday went to orchard to get a xmas gift for exchange... b4 that went to Wheellock PLace to eat... hmmm that shop is called BIG O... duh... even the menu also very big.... wads infuriating is that I FORGOT to bring my digitcam! Ah... cant take down photos..... of food and place.... rahhhhh......... ::angry:: My blood keeps hitting at the top when my dish is here.... I thought i ordered something like pasta....( my brain keeps telling me spaghetti...) and it turns out to be something lyk dumplings.... muahahahhaa... I saw those kind of pasta b4... but the look really spoils my appetite... there goes the same to Kaili who ordered the same dish! But I musn't waste any food so I gobbled ( did I just mention GOBBLE? haha) down into my stomach while Kaili keeps stirring and left half of it 'untouched'.


Then we went Far East cos Kaili wanted to get a tattoo...( very fascinating cos she's a guai girl girl to me...) Duhz.... and she keeps psycho-ing me and Emily to have each a tattoo too~ NAH~ NOT FOR ME!!! There's a chinese proverb.... i dunno wad are the exact words but it means something like your parents give you your hair, ur skin, ur body.... etc.... and U shouldn't go for tattoo, piercing or wadsoever.... haha.... YUP U CAN SAY IM CONSERVATIVE! BUT DUN U DARE TO SAY IM LAO GU DONG! OR ELSE U SHALL BE CURSED! LOLZ.... yes Im evil!


Den we went to eat cake at HANS... I ate a TIRAMISU... which laughed by my 'mean' friends cos I haven't eaten that b4. It tastes OK to me lah.... though b4 i start eating Kaili and Emily say that it may taste bit bitter.... and got the taste of wine in it.... Well that's my 1st attempt to eat a TIRAMISU...


***TODAY


Exchange xmas presents... heez.... draw lots again.... and I got Hui's present... its a pair of earrings.... a blue+turquoise NICE MAN! but dunno why she keeps insisting that I don't lyk it! LOLZ.... Perhaps I'm famous of wearing PINK and blue doesn't suits me? Duhz... nonsense! I suit all colours except shitty colours K!!!! So Hui.... I really like it alot... hey... I still very self conscience to take pics of me with the earrings k.... ( self conscience= zi lian?) muahaha.... hmmm then 2dae bit lyk Santarina ( not santa claus... Im a gal k) giving out presents... only small gifts from my Penang Trip....


Going to Sentosa this weekend SUN.... hmmm hope its a fine day with not a 'bright and scorching' SUN.... arrrggg.... SUNBLOCK!!! Help! Haha.... yup I'll enjoy my Xmas.... I LOVE CHRISTMAS!


O'come all ye faithful~ lalalalalala.....
Last Christmas I gave U my heart... Lalalallala ( eh.... no leh... I din give to anyone blah~)

::Lynette's Bday::

Jang Jang... Im becoming a bai bai pang pang lazy pig~ eating too much food le... but strange thing is my weight has been declining... lolz... oh gosh... am I having some terminal illness??? Oh wo de tian ar.... muahaha... anyway... Im just too lazy to upload all those pics lah... yesterday went to net's bday dinner at Long Beach Restaurant and makan nice food.... just that darn it! I can't eat crabs.... aaarrgggg.... those who are laughing now shall be cursed by me.... bleah!!!! But i ate vege, pork ribs, herbal soup ( luckily my nose din bleed) lolz.... and also fried man tou.... which i used to dip into the chilli crab sauce..... at least I got the taste of the 'chilli crab' muahahahha..... who cares.... so long I won't end up being a Xiao Hei Ren ( my dad gave that nick to me ever since I'm found allergic to crabs) I seriously warned again who is still laughing now shall be cursed once again by me! Well.... now then i noticed im becoming a very talkative person... so unlike me.... hmmm only those primary and secondary friends of me will notice the changes~ Oh.... will i continue to talk non stop? hahaha.... guess I'll be drinking tons of water then... and be bloated till I die! lolz...

::Penang Trip::

Hey hey Im back! It's my 1st trip with frens to Penang. Hmm it's supposed to be an exciting trip to look forward to... but when I reached there... totally disappointed! Perhaps I really can't get used to the environment there.... its simply sucks. 10 Hours of journey there... by the time reached the hotel my back aches.... perhaps Im old... heh... Then we went for breakfast at the foodstalls along the 'dirty' streets.... I began to whine~ boo hoo~ never know that one day... I'll be eating at a narrow alley with the smelly drain beside me.... with a plate of they so called the Penang Fried Kway Tiao ... seeing the small puny black cockles er xin lor! I simply just eat up the Kway Tiao only as Im hungry! I didn't even to bother to order any drinks.... Lunch isn't any better.... though its at a shopping centre... and I saw the Penang laska picture in the menu... yummy..... when I ordered.... it came with a small real small bowl.... and its really sucks! I began to complain to my frens again.... Dinner... I don't think I need to say anything...

2nd seems ok to me... cos breakfast is at the hotel.... yummy.... nasi lemak and porridge.... yeah! cos Im craving for porridge for 2 days.... haha... lunch isn't that bad.... we went shopping and there's a small thai restuarant and i order thai fried rice and comes along with iced tea and melon sago dessert. Yum Yum.... I feel contented.... Dinner!!!!! yeah yeah.... enjoyed the most over there! We have western food in a ship like restaurant.... and I ordered a black pepper chicken and also a bottle of red wine.... duh one of my fren poured alot for me... and i was lyk huh... wanna get me drunk ar.... hahahaha..... but too bad.... i did not! it's a wonderful meal for the whole trip and i really enjoy that dinner!

there isn't much shopping for me... perhaps im quite fussy n picky.... haha... on the last day I slept throughout the journe back to singapore! I miss Singapore!... the moment i laid on my bed... wooh~ shuang! Though the hotel bed not bad... but I just miss everything in singapore! Guess next time i won't go Penang again! Maybe KL or JB but not Penang... Went around in a taxi and the driving skills really scary.... arrggg.... pa pa.... OK my next trip is Taiwan going next year 2005! Yeah!!!!

PS: Haven't got the time to upload the pictures.... will do it another day.... and I skipped class today wahahahaha.....

::Sick::

Feeling not well 2dae.... wanted to vomit and no appetite to eat... I dunno why~ Perhaps for the past dew days din sleep well and hadn't eaten much things.... empty stomach is the main cause! Well there's a song keeps spinning in my head... cos that's a song that I should remember for life! Though I dunno wads he trying to say...


Here it goes:
I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

::My Dearie Ah Pan::

Hey 'darling' ...Guess at this very time im blogging ,ur flight had already took off from Changi Airport. Sorry for not sending U off ( actually I can... but I chose not too) and hope u are busy avoiding all those fanatics and not realising the absence of the pinky. Don't think I'll hide in a corner to peep at you k... Im not lyk U lor... only knows how to peep secretly... duhz... just lyk at the lunch, though U were sitting beside me. Anywae, hope You don't mind me talking alot ar... heh... well U don't seem to mind actually ... I'm good right? Got respond you and interact with U... Then is lyk only both of us talking lor... the rest were lyk watching us... eerrrr.... feel bit weird k.... And sorry for not letting U to see the book... it's really my so-called diary... ok i promised if got another chance I'll let U see it alone k... Don't give me that kind of expression mah.... lyk disappointed and bu shuang.... scary k... and don't stare into my eyes liao.... real scary... I'm not used to it lah.... ( will try to lolz.....) Ok at times I didn't respond to your questions bcos I don't want to make promises... So next time if U see me look away U must know that I'm not sure how to answer your questions k. How can U ask me to sing for U the song that U wanted to sing to Ur '1st gf'??? ::ANGRY:: Bleah... N u can still continue singing louder n louder and even hint me to join u singing.... aaaarrrrrrrrrggggggggggg...... humphf... But see your cute little actions make me gotta forgive U lah... lolz... have something to tell U


因为爱你 我让你走了...

::Happy yet scary::

Hmmm... actually I should be having great time these few days.... but perhaps everything is so happening and so xing fu that misfortune falls on me! =(


I dunno wad and how to say.... perhaps I'm over-sensitive but Im scared! It's rather impossible~ But the more I think I become more worried and scared.... duhz.... it's time to stay low. By this time, everyone is confused about wad I am trying to say..... well it's for me and the person whom is concerned to know.

::Xmas season::

Have been so busy these few days.... gotta out of breath! ( don't worry Im not dying yet!) Yup gotta do some update here... Monday went to Orchard to buy a fren's present and finally quite good weather to take some snapshots of the deco there...

















Nothing much this year... but it seems this yr's deco is kinda elegant and sophisticated! N as for fashion there's a trend for purple stuff.... can see purple everywhere... better still no one will fight Pinky stuff with me.... so sad that when there's a sudden trend of Pink stuff and Me who likes Pink had been mistaken to be a trend follower of pink! IM NOT!!!! U can say I'm a PINK FREAK but NOT A FOLLOWER K!


Alright have been good mood these days... guess it will extend to the day when I'm back from my holidays ( cross my fingers that NO ONE will irritate or aggitate me for these days Or beware~ I will retaliate!)

::On Air::

First lemme laugh out loudly! Hahahahahahhahahaahahhahahahahahaha! okok....
I'm really in luck! Perhaps my dude gave me those lucky charm and sparks! I won free tix to PSC and also managed to call in to Yes933 for the first time in my whole life! I sang Wo Rang Ni Zou Le ( which i always said to be Ni Rang Wo Zou Le) lolz..... and won to lunch in my Dearie Ah Pan!!! My singing is damn terrible on air! though i got the lyrics correct ( with the help of my online lyrics database) and i never practise or memorise the song at all! Tian ar.... and Peifen still can sae that I really good at singing.... oh gosh... isn't she trying to comfort me?! lolz.... I'm totally hysterical! I was chatting with Phyllis that If I really won I will jump up and down! And I really did! haha..... i recorded the programme and I did sing better than the other contestant! Ha... CROWN ME the SINGING PRINCESS!!!! Okok.... Think I will get ready to doll up myself on that day for my dude aka my Dearie Ah Pan ( he's kinda se lang) lolz..... Dearie Ah Pan Wait for ME!!!


Time to complete my MM assignment before I de yi wang xing! I'm a good undergraduate OK!!!

::Thoughts of my dearie's visitation::

Hey Hey Hey beautiful Sunday~ It's Sunday again which means gotta be back school tomorrow! Arrrggg.... HRM somemore~ wad a boring lecture I'm gg to attend! Duhz... but 2dae I'm enjoying la.... went to West Mall with my mama n heller bro and mama treat us to eat Sakae Sushi!!! Yummy~





Does this make your mouth watering? lolz...

Haha.... as she said that she'll be paying den we eat alot lor... muahahaha.... Den we go c Hps... aiya... kinda regret of changing my hp so early should haf gotten the 1 with camera... samsung E600 instead! Haiz.... the sales lady showed me that phone... and tell me abt the advantages of that phone and sae is much better than x430.... ahhhhhh..... wad to do? already changed and 2 yrs contract somemore.... so wad to do? den my mama nagged me lor.... sae I do things on impulse.... cant wait longer .... haiz..... ya lor... i should wait 4 MORE MONTHS rite? den can get this E600 can get snapshots together with my dearie Ah Pan! Oh no.... how? total regrets leh....
If want to get this phone I gotta sacrifice my beloved pearlie white x430 ( which I passed it to my bro and signed a new plan for him) and definitely he will ask me to pay for it! Arrrggg.... but mama sae wait for a few more months for the price to drop! Den my mama wanna change Nokia 6230! Wah lao all they want cam phones lor.... den only me..... aaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!!!! Agitated!
The reason I dunwan a cam phone in the 1 st place bcos I already bought a digitcam.... but now I realised that I can't possible carry the digitcam out all day long! Oh no.... wad am I supposed to do? I'm so insatiable! muahahaha reminds me of Darren Hyes's song! Woohoo.... I still haf the CD somemore.... lolz.... Alrite... I admit I'm sort of a materialistic girl k! I surrender!

::Wad the ~::

Tired! Just Tired! So Tired! Very Tired! Super Tired! Extremely Tired!
Hmmm feel like I really have no life at all.... and I'm super lazy.... After tuition I'll head straight home... and do nothing.... well I wish to go shopping too... but my body doesn't listen to my brain?! So wad am I going to do then? PLay PS.... training for the contest which I hope I'll be selected though Im suck at it! And I dunno wad to do liao.... tts why Im here to blog....
at this point... guess I do sound like an old hag.... but who cares?! I begin to think wads the purpose living on.... sleep... eat... study.... tuition.... slack....watch tv.... arrrgggg.... well before school started I yearn to go back school to study hard.... but now~~~~ aaarrrgggg..... it's making me real sick! Tons of papers (tutorials+assignments) patiently lying on my messy table ,waiting for their Royal Highness (that's Me) to work on them. And everytime I say I gotta buck up.... but never do it! Something is real wrong with me... the brainy me! Oh no..... i guess soon I'll just become the brainless me!
Who will give me motivation? duhz..... haiz....





SICK!

::Looking forward to...::

Yeah yeah here I am again~ duhz....
It'd been another slacking week for me... I don't know why.... just feel rather lethargic... Weekends going to be a busy 1 for me... meeting up with friends and gotta plan activities for the 2nd week. I feel so old cos like not as enthusiatic as before and don't really have the energy to arrange and plan the activities. I shall not CHIONG all the way liaoz! Half dead....

Guess going to end here for today's blog so sianz... and lazy to type... lolz

::Torment::

Wooh... from yesterday onwards... I'll be suffering a period of torment (how long? dunno!) I put myself on a 'stupid' test... (dun ask me wad is it?! lolz.... cos it's real damn 'stupid'! If there's a result then I'll conclude that it's not stupid but a supreme test!) This is only the second day of testing... duhz... and I already beginning to feel the torment!!! But I will withstand the torment and continue the test...
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Well... this morning woke up damn early again... but NO NO I din see any FB out there haha... but received the same IMM leaflet while walking past the MRT. This time I'm really pissed off by the printing of the previous leaflet I received... but this leftlet distributer is really very 'hardworking and enthusiastic' and just junked the leaftlet in my hand... Alrite.... I decided to take another glimsp of my 'dearie' and God! Perhaps heaven seen my blog or some IMM staff heard my cursing ( which is impossible so I chose to believe heaven knows what I'm blogging) the printing of my 'dearie's' pic is clearer and sharper! lolz....
See?

Changed to--------->

So, that's why I wanna curse! muahahahaaha.....

::Vainty in process::

Perhaps I'm too tired cos I didn't get enough sleep last night ( was doing tutorial till 1am+... having terrible headache calculating ....seldom so hardworking huh) Early in the morning.... I feel damn shitty! Not because anything but a stupid idiotic FB ! (in case u dunno FB=Fucking Bitch) Forgive my bluntness and not being the usual 'good girl'.... but that FB is really too much! Today I have morning lecture so gotta go out of the house damn early... I'm sure no one will have a good mood especially in the morning.... k i'd never c this FB at my block before... and while i was waiting for the lift.... there she came... looking damn f**king... When the lift's door opened... she went in b4 me... ok.... thinking that the 1st person who went in will always press the button (isn't it the norm? ha... yup she's abnormal) she walked in and looked at the mirror in the lift without any intention to press the button. And wad should I do? Of cos I pressed lah.... (actually I could just walk out of the lift after seeing her damn f**king behaviour..... but I'm just too kind)



That's why I always say that It doesn't pay to be KIND! And Don't ever let me see her again!

P.S: Forgive me for typing so many F*** word I'm just speaking the truth!

Went for a haircut just now... Cut my fringe... duh... look bit 'dollish' arrrgggg I don't know why~ jialat... i guess people will just laugh at me~ well let them laugh ( I will curse that their teeth will all fall or their mouth will become wider each time they laugh at me! lolz... serve U people right!)

::Irritating IMM::

It's a tiring day for me... early in the morning got tuition.... then go sch.... den go tuition again.... duhz.... who will be as hardworking as I am?! I should have been awarded the most hardworking girl on earth!!!
Everything is fine 2dae... except when I received a leaflet (the person should thank me for being so 'kind' to take the piece of booklet from him) while walking to MRT station. It's a leftlet from IMM.... happily skimmed through the contents (knowingly that my dearie's pic will be inside) duhz...............
To my horror.... this is what I see....





wat the..... please lor..... if ur want to print leaflet also print nicely mah.... wat's the marketing manager doing? IMM has so many shops and earning the rents...... esp the biggest share from Giant.... cannot invest more on advertising meh? and wats more.... the most important point is to deliver the information of the events to the public and shoppers right? wat did ur do? can't even provide clear images! PLease wake UP! Even its not ur fault about the doing printing.... its also ur responsibility to 'scold' the publishers and those who r in charge of the printing right?! You are paying them to do a good job for printing quality materials and if they are at fault u should demand them to do it in a RIGHT way! No wonder only Giant can make it... look at the leaflets... so clearly printed and so BIG! It's A4 size lor.... even the ah mah and ah gong who are short sighted can see! That's the right way to do business man~ So learn from from them!

And to the management of IMM please train ur security officers( I put it nicely as OFFICERS not GUARDS).... sometimes I really wonder if they have a certificate for being a security officer?! As far as I know from next year onwards... all security guards/officers need to take an examination and get a cert to become a certified officer. From what I experienced last year... it's really sucks! They are damn rude! So what if I looked like an ignorant Xiao MeiMei to them?! Can they be so sucky rude to people? Alright.... be it the discriminate people by looks.... so next time I should dress up like those Tai Tais right.... and swayed my butts walking towards them or career woman style and walked with great confidence and attitude to make enquiries?!!!! I mean what the hell???


Duhz..... oh didn't realise that I'd blog so much.... lolz

::Easily agitated::

Hols gg to end so soon... duh.... slacking all the way....

But I'm looking forward to the penang trip in dec.....

and of cos my dearie's special appearances... miss him alot... haha...


but....


the sad thing is that I got to prepare for my marketing test at the end of this month...

Arrrggggg..... hell~ spoiler....


Diao~... tmr is the last day of this month's hols.... TUESDAY! aaarrrgggg.....

Supposed to look forward to every Monday and Tuesday.... but now seems

not anymore....

Well I'll treat everyday a SUNDAY! Happy~happy~happy~

But dunno why nowadays seems very easily got agitated.... especially 2dae!

Stupid bro broke my dearie's board! KNS! Hell!

::Dearie::

Have been slacking for 2 days... duh..... no mood to say anything....





My dear darling Xiao Bai Zhu is hospitalised for his operation.... So ke lian~
Give him all my love for speedy recovery!

::Disappointed::

Duh.... I'm still destined to be alone~



Well... my cutie shuai ge is actually attached.... rah.....(info from Em)



Well.... nvm.... continuing bio'ing others.... but hard lah... cos ever since school begins.... aim only him~ duh....




Who will fix my broken heart???




Destined lonestar~ living in her lonely world~

::Shalalala...::

My heart goes shalalalala.... shalala in the morning~

happy happy happy

I finally got my MP3!!! heez.... so small so cute....
As I was on my way to orchard to collect the mp3 player... saw a bunch of pple sitting in front of Civics plaza at ngee ann city.... chey SHE again!..... arrrggg....




Back to clementi to take bus to school.... though its drizzling... but the weather damn hot! well.... heaven knows...... a cooling atmosphere came by~~~ WAH~ Im totally shocked! My crush was walking to the bus stop..... and towards me.... my god..... so i pretend nothing happen and look ahead.... duh.... he came and stood beside me..... rah............. i was stunned and stood there like a dummy.....(i should smile at him right? aiya wasted man!) REGRETS!
Den about 5 minutes later... the bus came..... happily i moved forward.... and he was like peep over.... duh.... dun ask me y!? the bus stop in front of me.... and so i went up.....he's just behind me... heh...
as usual... i went to the single seat.... rah.... worst is that it's meant for disabled and elderly..... errrr...... no comments...... then i saw him walking to the back..... rah.... i should take the twin seater..... then can sit side by side.... lolz...... (y i'm so shy and dumb?) REGRETS!





How romantic ~~ in the rain waiting for bus ~~ side by side..... duh...... lolz.....

没答案 没答案 真爱在哪
我的爱 我的爱 难道是他
用力想 用力想 没有回答
百分百 恋爱 会是理想

::Happy yet bit sad::

heez..... 2dae saw him again~
and he's sitting beside me.... oh god....
feel happy~~~

N when he passed me the attendance file... so shy to look at him.... just feel that he's looking at me and say..."excuse me... urm the file" ahhhhhhhhhh................(izit my illusion?) i just smiled and took the file from him WITHOUT LOOKING AT HIM! Regrets..... too shy liao can't help it....





and tt emily always tease me..... especially.... the lecture room is very cold.... rah...... haha.... anyway i think he's already attached lah..... (comforting myself?) hmmm he got a combination of Z chen, Will P and Zhong Han Liang Wallace.... strange looking??? hahahaha..... tts wad i think lah....





den at the bus-stop..... heh.... at 1st stand near the overhead bridge.... then c him coming down le... so walked over to the other end.... n heaven knows.... he walked over to where we stood.... and he stood behind us.....
den he walked in front of us..... well well.... and saw emily's senior too muahahaha eekkksss
Kaili tends to be veri kua zhang... so i remained silence.... and took out my hp to msg emily.... lolz....
well....
emily saes she's interested in my 'guy'.... duh... speechless~

::Like or dun like::

Chu la Zi yo~ like or dun like~ fave line from Lee Wan~ heez

nothing special today so sian~





strawberry~ whew~~





U r cute~





oh I'm so touched~ ::shy::

::Stairway to heaven::

Hahaha... still watching stairway to heaven... oh no... i checked from some webby abt the sypnosis of this drama... oh god.... so sad..... so was the saying.... life is unpredictable~
BUT i din cry at all... rah mebbi im really cold blooded.... hahahaha.... but at least i din miss out the acting of a shuai ge... lee wan!!! Though he's younger.... but i still like him haha....
Haiz.... have been slacking over the past weekend.... how??? rah tmr HRM.... aaarrrggg..... kk i must quickly finish the VCD and get over with it..... and concentrate on studies liao... ar boh really die! cant imagine there'll be tests and assignments coming up very soon.....

Lead me to heaven~

::Korean Drama Craze::

Duh... so tired after teaching those 3 kids....
Hahaha realised that 1 of them actually like Will and got his poster on the wall... quite surprised... imagine both teacher and student likes him.... muahaha... but he's mine!

Hmmm got home quickly and start my korean drama 'stairway to heaven'.... well i still prefer the earlier part when everyone in the show are all shuai ges and mei nu... wah lao.... after they grew up... oh my god.... quite sucky.... esp the Tae Hwa Opah... Lee Wan!!!

<------------- LEE WAN a.k.a KIM Hyung-Soo!
wah.... when he's young oh god.... he very shuai lor..... got the cheeky face yet those Jin Zai Yuan look.... and draws so well in the show.... when he grew up.... oh shucks.... real shitty..... dunno how to describe so shitty lah..... he should act in 'stairway to hell' lolz....





Hmmm... started to believe that LOVE will come back to U one day~
"I'll follow you wherever the place you may go. Be it Heaven."~Stairway to Heaven

::Lucky+Happy::

I still dunno y i can't post this blog out.... arrggg....

kk here's the summary of this:

bought hello kitty
bought bikini
watch the movie Doll Master

::Ab-ache::

Da da~ Jang jang~
Hmmm it's a rainy day again.... sian sian....






Wanna get a hair cut.... hmmm only fringe lah... and dyeing my hair also but not tt soon~ heez....
Hoping that my hair will grow longer.... so I can think of how to style it...
I want things to be different in my life.... it's getting very dull..... and so I will feel myself getting older each day.... oh no....






Guess nowadays Im very into HOT PINK! This colour really perks me up especially I'm always living in my mang mang lu lu life~ It indeed brighten my day~ Hmmm recently saw a lot of guys wearing pink.... but is light pink.... when am i going to see 1 in HOT PINK! wooh hoo!




Wuha Wuha haha
Getting siao siao liao.... don't ask me why~

::gloomy::

So gloomy.... It's still a sunshine day this morning... but after lecture rah.... so foggy... wad a dae wad a dae wad a gloomy dae.... tts why he din come todae.... haha..



Tired....
especially after tuition~ nah can i strike a lottery? eh.... I don't buy toto or 4d leh.... Arrrggggg.... k k lemme sleep

::workout::

Rah got Marketing assignment to do sianz.... don't think can finish leh... but think patricia is a very serious type of lecturer not lyk Kareem.... so don't think can delay for another week~ Hmmm today is the day to see my shuai ge... he's wearing white again... bai ma wang zi... hahaha... he's always with a friend and during break they will go towards the library.... and he's in his usual la ta look... hmmm mayb he stays ard jurong or clementi area... cos once saw him taking 154... heh...

Ning Jing De Xia Tian
Tian Kong Zhong Fan Xing Dian Dian
Xin Li Tou You Xie Si Nian
Si Nian Zhe Ni De Lian~

Sometimes.. U may think of someone.. But who's that someone?

::Happy::

Feel happy yet guilty cos din turn up for AF consultation. Went orchard instead to get my 'beloved' album... and hang around there shopping... Haha wanted to get a BIKINI suit but not really lyk the design.... duh... perhaps its a hint for me to get rid of my tummy 1st b4 buying... well next week will be a busy week for me... cos there's assignment due and got some activities going on~

Looking forward to Monday & Tuesday... heez.... finding some 'sparks' in my 'dead' life.....

:: BU ZHI SUO CHUO::

hmmm... shld b wednesday now... yup... sianz sianz.... genting cum KL trip blown off... but gg penang at yr end...

Today...no no yesterday.... (rah... now is midnite of tue.... morning of wed) tot on time for lecture.. but hell noes tt she started early... luckily not long ago... so huang huang zhang zhang find seats to settle down. Well well... 'dear' emily found a 'perfect' row of seats man~ right in front of the shuai ge i bio~ on purposed de....rah.... he's as usual lala tata look... mebbi he lives nearby.... like me??? god knows oh ya i was lala tata oso leh... so coincidental.... lolz... (though monday i dress up quite ok wahahaha..) hmmm still got wad i look into guys.... well styled hair....

I still couldn't believe emily could spot him out of so many guys.... tt he's the 1 i xi huan de... wonder how she guessed.... is lyk yi cai jiu zhong! wah den can win lottery liao lor...heez.... mebbi she know wad kind of guys i lyk leh.... anyway... he's common looking... so today.... oppsss no yesterday.... he's wearing white... heez... hmmm wad else....

we were having tea... den guess he walked past us or wad.... emily was lyk eh eh .... he's there... wadever.... i wasn't paying attention... cos im starving.... den kaili was lyk huh wad? arrrggg so loud.... wah i so malu... den i quietened kaili... pengz.... Kaili commented that he got the boy boy look... lolz... but he's the matured type bah~ after tea he went back lecture rm to read newspp.... he's kinda cool leh.... heez.... think he shld be attached liao...he got the hao nan ren look.... saw his cross... so guess he's a christian... oh y??? same as weibo.... in fact his hairstyle bit looks lyk leh... wahhhhhh scary.... but i still find him cute ~ wooo~ i like cutie guys...

Love is blind~

Duh... im bit cranky up there---->pointing to the head~ (-_-)7
Stress~

::shucks::

[Singing...] "Im a slacker Im a slacker Here I am Here I am.... slacking all day long slacking all day long blah blah blah~

Wah yesterday play PS play till midnight....no! its morning 3am... Siao liao... all bcos of my bro! Sae wad Jue Yi Si Zan.... so biang all the way... but I still lost to him rah..... den mum not at home cos she go play at genting liao... rah..... so we become the kings!!! lolz...

Early in the morning receive sms from michxu... saying she bought the Wuha alb at HMV hmmm im still considering want to buy a not?! $20.95!!!! if IMM still onz... i can buy it at chinatown for $17.50! Haiz... dunno lah maybe for safety ... i go HMV buy lor... lolz.... at least won't be so disappointed mah~ wadever~ anyway after a long wait~ finally i can take back my camera!!! Rah..... so angry with the servicing centre... sae 2 weeks ready den i wait almost 1 month liao lor... if i dun call up they won't be bother to call me to say the cam is ready for collection. Sian sian lah... hope my cam really dun gif me any trouble le! Dec is a crucial month lor! better be safe~
Hmmm.... did nothing all day long.... except helping my dad to change curtains (easy job) . Den sit there do some MM tutorial... haiz.... later wanna watch tv again... really a slacker!!!! Jialat liao!

:: No hols?::

Pretty disappointed when we went the travel agency yest and found out that the tour package to Genting is fully booked! So R we going to holidays eventually? Duh... I dunno... I want to go KL to shop... and yest night ask dad about going to penang.... is lyk he go b4 so ask him abt wads there?! Den he told me tat there got gangsters restorting $ from tourists. I dunno if he's trying to dissuade me from gg tour or is the truth... blah.... but its lyk dunno how many yrs back... but im still quite scared leh... If suay suay got this kind of incident... i cant imagine how to handle... even u r tough oso cant match with those pai kia out there.

Going Sentosa oso not tt fun! I HATE THE SUN! so ask me go there i rather sleep at home. This kind of weather to Sentosa.... rah..... sunburnt not enough wait skin cancer! I rather be my snow white.... and looks unhealthy! Sianz..... I wanna go on hols.... of cos must try some nearby countries 1st b4 going to other further countries wad..... Hope Deb will bring us around.... I'd been frustrated by this Nov trip.... all those findings.... haiz.....

::What the Heck?::

Im super tired today.... yest biang MM assignment be a guai kia... guess not many pple hand in their assignment today n tt phil oso din mention anything to hand in assignt... kns... wad kind of lecturer is he??? Tired..... tskare!!!!!
Morning tuition.... den go school...... after tt tuition again.... wad kind of life is this???
Rah.............
Still gotta study marketing!!!!! wo de tian ar
Can i have a punching bag??? I punch punch punch!!!!

Sianz.... hope for the better~

::Wanna go Hols::

Yeah my mama finally allows me to go hols wif frens... know that she's worried for me but I'm already a grown up! Ya though still as young as a baby in the eyes of my parents. Can feel that she's not so 'fang xin' as yesterday news announced that Taiwan had earthquake. Ans she said to me... C still wanna go Taiwan got earthquake leh... Den i was lyk alamak I'm going next year mah.... so wads gg to do with this... blah.... den she say ya by the time I go Taiwan already become a flat land... wah so evil.... hahaa... No wonder Im an evil witch cos she's one too~ Muahahahahaha....

This coming Nov oso have hols but only 5 days.... actually planning to go M'ysia then dunno go redang or bintan but emily n hui sae monsoon season... hmmmm they dunwan to go shopping lor! blah.... but my mind is lyk thinking only Taiwan... haha wrote to Betty already hopefully she can gif some suggestions....

Was chatting in MSN with phy this afternoon... to my horror she says her hols for next yr ends in may... while mine started in june! Oh no... and sae MichXu is sama sama.... oh no!!!! Think MichXu will faint if I tell her this.... XXXXX Disappointment XXXXX

How huh How? Tell me how???

::Sad::

Super Sianz... cos today's MM lecture... as usual BORING! Of cos life w/o shuai ges is also one of the factors contributing to my boredom! N my Xiao Bai Zhu is not coming!!! So SAD!!!! really miss him! ha... well... should I look for substitution? mUahahaha.... wait kena killed by my pinky Club... anyway Im being poisoned by his charming and dazzling smile~ Im dead!

Haiz... v sian lah... nothing to write liao... bleah!

::Yeah::

Finally can get online.... rah.... stupid modem dunno wads wrong wif it sianz... den gotta borrow frm bro's fren... arrggg... but he say can gif us haha... and its a brand new de... Nothing special ever since my last blog except I finally finish doing my HRM assignment at least I wont feel so guilty for handing in late. Hmmm... wad else? nothing leh... my life is as usual so boring~

Have to study for Marketing~ and tons of MM tutorials accumulated... shit im becoming a slacker~

::POPCoRN::

Heez..... pop pop pop..... im eating pop corns!!!! Though its so fattening but i dun mind hahaha.... got a crave to eat mah..... hmmm life is still as usual SO BORED! Esp MM lecture... phil is so soft spoken tat I nearly fell asleep... *yawns* and wad the hell he's teaching? I guess no difference between him and Kareem.... Mentioning Kareem... I hafen do my HRM assignment blah.... 2dae I tot Iry was late so msg her... den i got a reply from an unknown number.... and is a mushy sms... haha guess that person sent it wrongly.... the sms goes like this "Dear.... guess u were too tired... .... go n sleep... im gg sleep too.... ***I can't really remember the whole sms as I deleted... heh... Den I suddenly remember i supposed to have a gathering this sat.... so ask iry lor... to her horror.... net had already comfirmed the venue and time and I actually dunno!? hahahaha.... i was like huh? *blur sotong* so i msg net.... and she replied"who r u" pengz....... so she's oso 1 of those who din receive my mass smses abt my new number..... and no wonder no msges from her since i changed the number... muahahahhahahaa guess this sat will kena bashed up by them.... hahaha dunno still hafen got?.... waste their smses also cos they sent to my old number hahahahahaa..... oopppssss.... how am i supposed to know? cos i did msg them.... blah.... saw LIU XING XIAO YUAN juz now.... NUS.... haha tot got lots of shuai ges.... esp tt apple.... hahaaha.... dun haf leh... but he always low profile de... chey... anyway im not interested liao since i noe he changed his ambition from doctor to pharmacist.... ahahahahahaha.... but saw an ex classmate wah... in NUS *unexpected*... haiz... regrets for not studying hard for A levels....

K continue eating my popcorns!

::Sick::

Im sick again... headache and sore throat... sianz..... guess too much things to do also... den got tuition... haiz..... haf to rush HRM assignment also... kns.... dun even noe what's he teaching... guess I drag till weekends then do bah.... hahahahaha......

::Excited::

Will Pan is coming to Singapore very soon... yeah... hmmm heard from my friend that it'll be around end of Oct. I hope I wun be that busy so I can see him... =p There isn't many songs that I like from his new album... perhaps it really needs to take time to listen again and again... So far I like the Track 8 (Yuan Xin), track5 (Kiss Night), track 7 (Do that to me one more time) and track 10 (Shuo Dao Zuo Dao)... Im still crazy about F.I.R songs... the songs are still spinning in my head. Esp Fly Away, Lydia, Wo Men De Ai, Ni De Wei Xiao, Revolution... Hoping to go Chiong KBOX again... so can biangh all the songs.... heez....

::Starting school on Monday:: Hope it'll be a better studying year for me!~

::KBOX::

Yeah went k-box yesterday right after school haha... managed to get hui along cos at 1st she dun wan to.. I mean Nan De everybody is free mah... of cos me no tuition haha.. so can enjoy life a bit also... Hmmm i get to c Yu Huan MV at last... arrrggg i still dunno y Victor had changed so much?! It's errrrr..... im speechless~ I got to c Wuha MV as well of cos Will is as shuai as ever... plus cute... haha... I never knew he's that shuai cos my 1st impression of him is....... CUTE. Duh... so call the Ri Jiu Shen Qing muahahaha.... anyway... as we were walking out of Cineleisure we saw a guy wearing white long sleeved shirt with a black jacket... from far I thought Wah JJ Lin Jun Jie... so as we walked past I miao le ta yi yan... hmmm not JJ but really look like JJ just tat the face bigger ahhahaa... Den Emily say look like Ah Pan... OMG!!! ARRRGGGGG...... please! It's a great difference.... That guy is damn shortie and er xin~~~ Rahhhhhhh~~~~~ Even the hairstyle also not the same... cos Ah Pan changed the hairstyle long ago.... eeeekkksssss........ aaaahhhhhhh..... I really dunno Y alot of people wanted to copy Ah Pan's hairstyle.... So irritated... can't they have their own style?! Haha like Victor.... but his hairstyle now more sucks... muahahaha... can't believe it.... Will's new hairstyle also incomparable to his previous one... YYYYYYYYY........ all my beaus changed their hairstyles till a state that I will complain about it~ you dian kan bu shun yan!

::Stress::

Feel bit stress nowadays... Schoolwork is piling up~ Students' exams coming... wish that I can cope with it. Hope the smile on my face will brighten my sucky days...

::Wad the hell::

Very shitty lecture 2dae... Chao Sianz.... ::yawns::+::snorez:: Dunno what the hell he's talking about.The 1st half of the lecture I was half asleep mebbi its cos' of my empty stomach... the 2nd half of the lecture is equally sleepy... The indian accent makes me so confused on what's he teaching...(no racial discrimination here) but I really don't get what he's driving at... so sick~ then he said that he'd attached some extra notes and when i checked it against the content pg... dun haf lor.... wah lau... and he asked us to go online resources to find journals to read... also don't know how to find... pengz... so this is how i ended a lousy boring lecture 2dae.

Next what's make me sianz is that iry told me tt killer eyes in school also.... pengz.... Y of all schs he come here study???!!! God bless that I will c him again.... it's damn.... er xin! Imagine those pervert acts of him again... oh my god! Guess if there's any stains of blood or staple bullets found in lecture rooms or canteen or wadever corner in the sch... it must his 'wonderful' work~ Now gotta ti xing diao dan to c if anyone is staring with the pair of killer eyes... eeekkkkssss..... ::horrified:: Oh please.... let me finish my degree with peace can?!

Lastly, that stupid idiot Xiao Bai Zhu.... kena injured his leg again... despite the naggings he so enthu.... dunno for wad?! Y can't he be good for once?! Know that is his job & ego :arrggg: ... but... haiz... no more breath to say him liaoz... just hope he'll be fine and speedy recovery~ I really want to say "Serve Him Right!" but haiz.... dun haf the heart to say... cos it must be very painful~ I'd injured my leg b4 so know the pain... and always want to 'cheng qiang'... tts wad Leos are meant to have such character~ haiz... what to do?

.::.What can I do for you? I can't give you anything but LOVE. Because I LOVE YOU.::.

::Another Sian Day::

Super Sian tot I can wake up later 2dae... cos the 3 tuitions only start from 1.30pm Den abt 8.30am my student called up and say she don't have CCA so have the tuition at 10am. Arrrggg super sian.... den sit at Mac for nearly 2 hrs eat the er xin prawn burger tot it would be nice trying new product Of M blah... kena cheated I eat till i wanna vomit liao... Luckily for dinner my papa n mama buy nice Gu Lu Rou Rice for me to eat... at least not so bad... Not much things happen today... sian sian lah...

::Tsukare::

Im really tired... 2dae got morning lecture and rain again... sianz.... got tuition somemore... 3 in a row... Siao liao~ Im so tired that I forgot how to respond.... blah... Hui & Emily still ask me go Wild wild wet tmr... dunno if I can wake up anot.... Yawnz..... Snorez....

::Broke::

Attended Marketing lecture yesterday and sad to know that it is compulsory to buy the text book which cost 40 bucks... Arrrggg... Tried asking around who haf the book so that I don't need to spend $ too bad... my only hope Juan.. sold hers already... blah.... Bo Bian La... this kind of $ like confirmed have to spend de... Hope that this will motivate me to study hard... but ha... do U think I will???!!! Rah.... think of my Taiwan dream trip I Sian 1/2.... but meanwhile ask Betty to b mentally prepared~ Taiwan! Here I go...... ha... in 2005~

::1st Day of Yr 2 School::

Hmm though Im used to waking up early but today is special as I'm going to school not for work... different feelings...
Today is HRM lecture... hmmm as expected BORING!
The lecturer spent 35 mins introducing himself and asking us to introduce ourselves one by one... Siao~ waste of time.. though can know the classmates 'better'. Hmmm shuai ges? errr.... not really many leh... guess only 1 haha....
The lecture is pretty dry but relevant lah..
Then went Ikea with Kaili, Emily and meeting Hui there... quite fun 'shopping' @ Ikea muahaha
Hmmm tuition again... drag my fees again... tot I can get my $$$ today... haiz...
Just replied the email to Betty... so sad that I can't make it to Taiwan this year... so stupid me... didn't check properly that I have NO HOLIDAYS till next year... SO SAD!!!! My dream to Taiwan is lyk a big bubble bursting right in front of me! I msg to Mich & Phy... they were equally sad.... duh... my big stupid mistake... rah... still planning for which package to take and tour agency to go to.... end up nothing~ Sian 1/2...

Tmr gotta go sch again~ Marketing~ Haha... C got shuai ges anot... heez.. =p

::Extremely Elated::

Haha... He's coming very SOON!!! Yeah...


And it's at IMM again.. woohoo~~~ so near~
Another thing that makes me feel so happy is that I'm going back to SCHOOL tmr! Yeah... back to my student life... lalalalalala.... happy shalalala...


And i wanna fa fen tu qiang... JIAYOU!!!

::Sianz... ::

Im still sianz.... today only giving tuition... for 2 kidos... den b4 that went to Post office to post the continuing fee reg form haiz.... $$$ fly away again.. though its not my $ but still can feel the streak of pain across my heart...

:Yesterday:
Went shopping spree with Kaili... bought a pair of shoes some kind like ballet shoes haha... but ladylike mah.... den bought clothings too~ plain 1s... cos I got too many of those with printed cartoons... After that go JP to make my new glasses... and slash price with the Lao Ban Niang... Haha... Think my glasses bit classy... hmmm but they sae suits me den ok lor... I dun really mind much abt glasses... so long as the frame can fit well...

::Rest & Relax::

It's a tiring day~ have tuition in the morning and went to the library to borrow some books... bookworm haha... but i borrowed a book which is a movie acted by Victor haha.... just wanna see his face... blah.. and den went to the body massage... blah relaxing but tat lady wanted me to sign up more courses and I sae NO! I wanna go Taiwan by the end of the year with my frenz.... and I promised my Taiwan fren that I'll go for sure.... so start saving.... Hmmm den went to IMM to shop haha.... fully utilised my day~~~

No records again

No records again of what's happening to Miss Sassy Sandy in August 2004.

No records

No records of what's happening to Miss Sassy Sandy in July 2004

Scare me man~

Heya... really scare me when i saw the notice tt he's coming... haiz... or else I gotto trouble my colleague to work on my behalf... hope it's only a printing error or false alarm... my 6th sense tells me He's NOT coming... i don't think he really missed here haha... well i dunno if the Hainanese Chicken rice or Bak Kut Teh will win over me... muahaha... sure they do i think.... though they are not pinky lyk me... ha.. lame...

cHANGI aIRPORT

Heez no prob explaining to my frenz... they all tot im having a date wif bf... haha... let it be... i more happy... anywae... i woke up damn early n took a bus from the ulu ulu changi village... den to tampines mrt n go to tanah merah den to changi... its kinda lyk a long journey but Im hoping tt i can see him b4 he took off his flight. We nearly missed seeing him... i was so panicking and held my letter in a straw tightly in my hands... he's coming in front of me and i saw tt he's got a pocket n so i tried to poke into his pocket... but tt toopid security blocked me and his arms were lyk choking my throat and other fans were lyk pushing me n i couldnt slip in the letter in to his pocket... i was so panicking... n i really hope he din saw my distorted face caused by the security n fans... ha... as i was lyk an hot ant on the wok... a SIA staff came over and tap my shoulders i was lyk telling her who's Will and begged her to pass my letter to him... she agreed and ran all the way to the transit... i was lyk jumping and my frenz cooled me dwn... and finally i saw her passing the letter to him... i was so HAppy i cant describe the feelings really feel tt happy... i was smiling all the wae... n most importantly is tt i waved my placards frantically n he saw it... he gave the LOVE handsign again and later he turned to us again n pointed at me... phyllis videocam dwn n i was so ...... siao liao!!! I couldnt believe that he really put all of us inside in his heart... heez... i couldnt stop grinning... and after he went into the transit i immed ran to find the SIA staff and thanked profusely to her.... she was a v v gd lady... n can hear tt she's from China... then she told me that when she passed it to WILL he told her he's really v gan dong... i was lyk REALLY? haha im so happy!!!! i was grinning all the way till i realized that mich micky couldnt make it on time n she cried. I was consoling her n tried to hide my excitement from her... yup but i hope she'll be alrite... Being the leader of Pinky club... I was so excited and happy to announced tt Will had already put me in his heart... omg....
I really couldnt help grinning... heez...

IMM

Date:13th June 2004 Time:1pm Venue: IMM

Not really wanted to go IMM to meet him but so tempted bcos of his words... haha so i went... hmmm as usual I held our pink placards and he really saw us! I was lyk screaming lyk siao cha boh... haha den i went up the stage and he saw me wif the placard den he sae OH! with his charming smile n sparkling eyes... I was lyk haha.. ya its me again.. blah... den i wanted to talk to him... but after he shook my hands den the 3rd part stupid shanwei was lyk hai you wo... den i panick... cos i was carry my handbag n plastic bag... +placard... shanwei was lyk luffing loudly at me... den weibo me like shou mang jiao luan he oso looked at me n luffed... humphf stupid shanwei... make fool of me... yup den we went to chase after him to the lift cos they gg to Hoshi restaurant... i was lyk simply don't care n ran wif all our might... he saw us n turned n waved to us... i ran even faster even though the toopid security stopped us... bleah dun care anymore.... everybody stopped except me n michmicky... ran in front of the lift and waved our placards n jump as high as we can cos scared he cant see us la... Later outside the Hoshi restaurant... I went to a corner which can see him diagonally... hoping he can see me i wave frantically at him wif my pinky placard... he saw me and waved LOVE sign to me... i was lyk huh? Lingzhi was beside me n sae hey... he waved at U I saw It! haha i tot im dreaming lor... k after tt we were lyk standing there.... den estimate that he'll b leaving soon... we went back to the warehouse there near the carpark.. den they really came out n weibo saw us again... this time, from the back of the car when he saw us.. he's lyk go near the window and waved LOVE sign to us again... haiz... he loves us so much or only ME? muahaha...

Yup end of story... had a wonderful day and rushing to chalet... tired... gotta explain to my frenz y I din go for chalet the previous day...

He's so sweet!

Im the 1st in queue... yeah!!! win the fcs... ha... so lucky.... cant imagine it... we even make placards... is lyk all of us dress in pink n so were oue placards... n we waved it into the air... heh guess the taiwan media oso video cam us liao... tt weibo hor... dunno how to sae him la... alwaez walk in front of me... n gif me that sunshine look.. ha.. so cute... den when he prepare 4 the suto sess he walked to us again den we stretch our hands i was lyk aiyo the more he stretched think he will fall off the stage so i gif him tt aiya... nvm... den he make the action lyk saying sorry... Dui Bu Qi Wo De Shou Tai Duan Le... I was lyk luffing out HAHAHA... all my frenz luff too~... so I was the 1st up the stage... He saw me n sae Eh! You kan dao ni le... I was lyk haha yaya... so? Im quite mean to shanwei... I just put the choc on the table n sae Kei ni de... den Ni yao haohao nian wu oh~ he was lyk ok wo hui de... n take the choc n see it nearer... n smile... i was lyk huh? nvr see a choc b4 izzit?

Next, tt xiao bai zhu lah... though he slim dwn so much omg.... i passed him the choc rite in2 his hand... n he sae xiexie n looked at me wif the ah boy look... I sae cya at the concert. He held his hands... both hands...n looked at me deeply sae hao de xie xie ni... ha... v funny

PSC NIte... at 1st we sit rite at the corner cos think we r quite late...then ltr the dao bo ask us to sit rite in front in the middle we r damn lucky.... while weibo is singing... he point at us... omg... at tt moment i was so touched n glad tt he actually recognise us...

Conclusion: Wilber is so naughty... tempt me to go see him tmr... but i nid to go chalet liao la... haiz.... wad to do? who ask him to be so sweet to me at every event... even my frenz sae im alwaes the xingfu one... so i decided to see him tmr... i wonder how will he react this time... ha... eh you shi ni... wo men zhen you yuan haha... I'll nvr 4get the 7-11 incident n i will not regret anymore anything i just sae to him... im not afraid of him le... ha... shy a bit la... but since he so sweet ok lah... treat him gd lor...

I hope i had a wonderful nite n sweet dreams of him!

He's coming! Yeah!!!

Oh my god! My beloved Wilber is coming.... so excited... well hmmm act like a small fan... haha... but really feel very excited... nah...lalalalalalalla~~~ I just hope that there are sweet memories again... just lyk last time... oohhh the moment think of those scenes... oh gosh... heez... his charming smile adds scent to the surrounding... his deep melodious voice adds excitment and froze my nerves... and of cos his sparkling eyes ha... got the intelligent look ooohhh.... and as if telling me lotsa thanks and love muack!! Hmmm though we r far apart still loving him haha... miss him alot!!! Hmmm ya lots of girls jealous out there... but who cares~ hiak~~

Starting job soon

Yeah cant believe Im that lucky enough to get a job so soon... hope this is permanent not temporary luck... anyway met my partners and manager 2dae... all quite nice tts the 1st impression ha... my manager he's a shuai ge... heez... v busy person and soft spoken too... ha... hope this motivate me to work cos the work can be very sianz... heh... lalaala life is like that... I need motivation.... esp shuai ge hahahaha..... cos I know I can never fall in lOve...blah blah blah...

I give up ! Hopeless!

Wooh... what a day for me.... my student actually told me she failed all her subjects except Chinese... which is only merely passed... She's very clever in talking but y she dun apply to her studies? Imagine she said stop pressing her to study and doing hmwork! Hey I good enough to sacrifice my time to do revision with her during her exams period... and mY EXAM PERIOD too... Im just a tutor... k and she can say such things... Never seen a girl like this before and she's only Primary 5... Even her grandma cant stand her and wanted to send her off to her paternal granny's house... I alwaez thought that nobody is hopeless... so I enjoy teaching tuition... well... now I met a real NOBODY who is hopeless....

for the past whole year, I'd been emphasizing that she must continue to work hard and she promised to do so... and now what happen? worse to worst! I really give up hope on her... no matter how i cultivate the right and positive studying attitude she simply ignored... now I understand how stress a school teacher can be teaching a whole class of about 40 students. I really feel that I'm a failure in teaching this girl... while my another student is so much difference from her.. the other girl is so good that I really can kow tow to her... cos even she's from China she's so much hardworking than this lazy girl.

I really dunno what to do but thinking to declined her granny's 'employment' of being a tutor. I should do this much earlier... but that fateful day... the girl told me that her grandma is suffering from slight mental depression and beiong kind.. I did not want to add burden to her grandma. So I decided to teach this girl hoping she will really work hard.... ha... useless... no matter how patient I am and how sacrificed I am... she doesn't appreciate it! Imagine the day before my major exams I have to go all the way to her house, bear with her temper, hoping she will quietly listen to my lecture and do her work as i told her to... NO.... she keep yakking away till I finally blow up my temper and she quietened... few minutes later started her chit chatting skills again.

Feel so stress teaching her and my granny was so worried about my health... cos I alwaez told her my blood pressure sure go high up... and she urged me not to teach that girl again. She said no point teaching a student who doesn't help herself... well I told my student before... "God will only help those who help themselves..." this simply becomes a silent phrase to her... I dunno why??? People keep taking advantage of me and take for granted...

Thats why I had decided to give up on this girl... the more I give in... guess she'll suffer... well perhaps she dont care at all... I had made all sacrifices and thats all I can give.. NO more.... and sayonara~

End of exams yeah...

Exams soon be over... woo hoo.... so happy... lalalalalala.... but the worse may be coming soon too... THE RESULTS... rah... cant be bothered liao... lemme enjoy the holidays 1st heez....

Cry~

I wanted to cry out loudly... but i now holding back... I feel so stressed these few days... exams so near.. students so bad... family put stress on me... dont understand me... I feel so weak... feel that my whole body is going to collapse... feel lyk fainting in any moment of time... signs of stress... dun feel lyk talking, eating, laughing.... signs of depression.

I dont want to... but these are all happening to me... I feel lyk dying... I kept telling myself to overcome it... but its all adding up... the tension that Im coping... is pressing me so hard that i almost died...

I must be strong... in order to achieve what I want... degree, money,career, future.... I must be STRONG!

I'm totally stressed!

I'm really stressed! Don't feel lyk talking.... and keep forgetting things... i.e bringing HP out... and was lyk losing touch with the world without a hp with me... if not of the monetary means... I'll stop tuition and concentrate on my exams.... if and only if... I hope God will reward me for being so kind that people would want to take advantage of my kindness without appreciating it... PLEASE! I JUST WANT MY FIRST CLASS HONOURS!!! If I'm not that good enough how about SECOND UPPER CLASS HONOURS?!

Sianz ah!

Haiz... study the whole day... used up all my brain juice liao... Hmm I can recall I din really work that hard during my O & A levels. And if I'd only work hard that time.. haiz... no point regreting... Anyway so long I'm happy doing something I like~ I guess it's my laziness lah... or else I can really score well! Blah~ OK! I must Buck up! Gambatte-shio!!! Yahhhhh.... hai!

And what makes me looking forward to is WILBER! I hope there'll be no SARS outbreak in both Singapore and Taiwan. Then we can meet again! And if he's really coming, I can change my handphone too~ rah... logic? heez...

Right here waiting for U~ oppsss sounds familiar at this moment... rah... that 'guy' hummed during lecture before... oh no... eekkss... freak out

Kk... change another one... Ni yong yuan shi wo de zui ai~ Bu guan ai ni you duo nan~ Wo de xin zhi xiang shu yu ni~ lalalalalala

Modem siao liao!

Yeah... finally can online liao~ the stupid modem bit siao siao liao... call up the S*n*net ask whats the problem... they ask me to go down to the modem vendor to change a new 1.. blah... think i so free... rah.... so panic leh... cos exams coming and gotta check portal regularly. Cant online means cant check portal... so panic.. lucky everything ok liao!

HeeHee~

So happy with my hair colour... no more ah lian! heez... my frenz lor... humph... but i do have some fotos to keep memories of my 'yellow' hair hahaha... yah from the fotos... really... it really very yellow.. haiz... but now I really got the feel of being a good student haha... like those in primary sch... maybe hair style lor... good to change lah.. or else 9 out of 10 walking on the road look so alike with those rebonded straight hair... though I also rebonded but my not so long... just smooth n shiny... heez...

New image

Finally I had my hair dyed into a more darker tone... reddish brown! NO more yellowie hair... heh heh... a new haircut too~ seems lyk bit HEBE... haiz.... from Selina to Hebe great change~~ but Im not into SHE leh... orh... is tt a sign tt I'll change again to Ella... NOOOOOOOOO!!!! Never! I wonder how my classmates react when I go back school on Friday ahahaha.... their shocking faces again....

Yesterday had a nice dream.... dreamt of Tay ping hui.... muahahaha so charming... think I watched too much tv....

Y exams? AHHHHHHHHHHHH....

Y exams? This is the question I’d been asking myself and grumbling to my frenz… life is too stress with so many exams gg through… though it determines our knowledge about what we had learnt so far… the most scary thing is that when you are well prepared and know how’s the application of the Questions, but once you are in the exam hall… everything seem to be automatically deleted from ur hard disc! That’s it~ end of the story~ die in such a tragic way… nothing can be done! That’s what I dun lyk abt exams! There wont be another chance… it not that u din put in any effort or what… but u simply cant get over with the intense exam atmosphere swirling around the exam hall! Feel so sick… and also regrets n remorse after getting back the exams scripts…

Exams is around the corner… the intensiveness level began to rise higher and higher that I nearly short of breath! Everyday study… no matter in school or at home… study study study… what’ll be the return? Will it be good results or just a pass? I’ll cry to death if I din get the returns after putting so much hard work! Doesn’t there’d been a saying “Hard work pays”…. Pays what???? Not giving myself too much stress but it’s true… if I dun get this theory right... how I know I’d been working so hard for nothing? I admit that there’re times being a slacker… but most of the time I’m working very hard in studies… moreover I’m a Part time tutor… haiz…. Whats life about? Family, Friends, Money, Love, Exams…. hahaha

Run Away

Stupid lecturer... dunno wad he's toking about...!!! So unlucky to have him as our examiner cum marker... spend so much $ to invite these people to have revision workshops but end up learning nothing-- waste time and money~ So I ran away... from class. Haha... though a bit silly but i rather spend time figure it myself than sitting thru the whole lecture doing nothing and come out of the lecture room with an empty brain! I just wanna run away run away~~~ lalalalalalala

Feeling Down

Guess there's really something wrong with me... feeling very depressed! Perhaps the continuous lectures that made me feel so lifeless~ imagine 6 hrs being stuck in the lecture room though there's breaks in between, I still feel depressed! Tired is another matter... but depressing? No answer to it... I just feel sad... unexplainable... I hope Im not suffering from any mental depression~ Oh NO.... heh... I should relaxed abit or I cant take it anymore! Well, since I'd chosen to do a degree... no matter what I must bear with it, I don't want to leave any regrets in my life... just like love life, I din treasure the chance given or perhaps no courage~ let it slip away. So, now what I can do is to treasure any opportunity given and have the courage to say or do~ no more regrets~

Wedding

After watching Evelyn and Darren's wedding~ wooh~ sOoOoOoO romantic sia~ Wish to get married too~ hiak~ haha... Hmmm who's My Mr. Right??? Where Are U?

Learning to be a housewife

Sob... my granny went for tour to China~ Mum working... I gotta do the housework! Duh... I'm supposed to be a Qian Jin Da Xiao Jie -- rich man's daughter ( though Im not rich but I need not do housework!) Now, I gotta feed my goldfish, water plants, sweeping & mopping floor, sun the clothes, cook lunch & dinner and wash the dishes. Oh no~~~ I'm becoming so aunty... sobsob~ but I'm now learning how to be a good housewife! I wanted to be smart as in studies and also doing housework perfectly ok! Perhaps a real perfectionist here... Im managing well for the house and my mum was so surprised and glad that I could do such a great job.. haha... Im feeling so 'proud' of myself!!! Guess if I got a chance to study or work overseas or even married to a foreign country, I can still manage well~ Good experience or rather practice for me to be independent and also know how to take care of a house!

Getting worried~

Oh no~ time is running out... got2 get prepared for major... oh no... more stress than prelims... I guess I HAVE 2 b a good student~ No play play anymore... gotta b serious! That's what a University student should behave....

eNeRgY (Taiwan boyband)

Energy from Taiwan came to Singapore... and happened to go West Mall to perform. Not really into them as Toro left the group~ Hmmm there's no performance except Stamping and shaking hands... so I was there to join the fun with my friends~ Well, nothing special till when they were leaving... Me with my 2 frenz-- Michelle Lim and Michelle Xu (haha 2 miches) were standing near the MRT and they came out towards the exit... those fans were pushing lyk hell man~ and they stopped rite in front of us... luckily we r not in the crowd.. Ohmygod... each n everyone of Energy members were lyk struggling~ through the crowd. From their expression, i guess they r being tormented by the pushing n squeezing of the fans... haizzz... worst of all is that they nearly fell while half of the fans all fell... wad we can do is grasp... and all I can see is Niu Nai-Milk's expression... he's lyk asking 4 HELP haha... ooppsss the last part is the 3 other members(Milk, Kunda, ShuWei) went off leaving poor Ady behind and he tripped and fall... I shake my head man... those fans were not admiring their idols but causing them to trip and fall! If my Wilber come, I wun chase till this manner man... I rather wait for him to come to me... muahahaaha...

Nothing better to do...

Feel so bored... nothing better to do other than surfing net and singing to myself~ Trying to concentrate on my reading of a magazine about BUSINESS but its kinda sleepy after reading... Can't imagine how to upgrade myself if I don't read more on this type of articles. Perhaps must find some motivation to do so...

Feel like screaming out loud that Im so bored~~Don't wanna lose any time, maybe I continue to be a good student to start my very early revision for the major exams... then at most I sing all day to relax myself lor...

Had a drive
Driven by your love
But when you messed around
I lost the drive I found

Thought you needed
Needed someone true
But you changed your mind
Or had I failed you?

Wish you’d been
Careful with my heart
But you tore it apart
And broke an angel’s heart

The kiss was true
Has to end somehow
But I am livin’ proof of what love is about

It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?

Rain~

It's raining... heh heh... finally~ it had been some time that the sky don't seem to 'cry'?! It's so hot man~ and finally~~ rain rain rain hahahaha...

reminds me of a song: rain rain go away come again another day... little children want to play~ well I hope rain would go away so quickly cos it's so refreshing with the rain~ but hope tomorrow morning wouldn't rain! I need to go for exam!!! It'll definitely piss me off if it rains... I don't want to carry an umbrella in2 the exam hall~

hmmm what else can I say about rain? Think I feel quite lonely on a rainy day... its just a feeling~ unexplained~ perhaps I read too much romance novels in the past... was it a fallacy? Nah...

Sick on the 1st day of exam

What a stupid luck... actually fall sick on the 1st day of exam and I was quite confident for this paper... end up so sick and panic... guess won't be doing that well as I expected to be... Feel like killing myself... maybe bang myself against the wall~ blahhh... should I go c a doctor? haizzz guess medicine will make me worse... no time to study le... if take medicine I'll sleep whole day... OH my goodness~~ wah lao eh....

Fri 13th Wooh~

So glad that nothing unlucky happens 2dae! So damn lucky~ So scared that any misfortune will fall on me... I'll cry man~ Heh 2dae spend a happy day at school, happily distributing my 'love' to my gal-frenz... Sweets and chocolates lah~ Thought I'll see roses all around the place, but no leh~ haha perhaps varsity life is damn boring~ but I have a nice day afterall... cos got a tin of chocolates from a fren.Erm... a girl. Well, guess no guys will give presents or even flowers to me, blah who cares~ He din come 2dae so my fren looked a bit disappointed. Me? non-chanlant! Hmmm if U got a gd Valentine, everydae can be a Valentine's Day! It's not just a day with roses and chocolates flying(or floating hahaha) around, but to spend quality time with ur ANATA! Where's my anata?

Love love love

Love love love

Love love love

Jap doll?

Haha... my student says that Im like a jap doll after rebonding my hair~ erm... well... quite a number of people thought Im a jap... with big eyes and long hair? haha thought Jap always have small eyes...

Hmmm If i look like JAp dOll guess Wilber will love me more... hahaha

Finally~

Heh... finally got my hair rebonded~ hmmm my hairstylist says that my hair real damaged after dyeing(or rather bleached) haizzz... but it's really lucky that after rebonding I could get a new smooth hair... well of course at high cost~ bit heartache after spending quite a bomb! But it's worth it looking nice~ and I got to go back for treatment~ gotta spend again~ well hopefully I get the good results and worth the price paying.

Feel like singing Jolin Tsai's Kan Wo 72 Bian~

Yeah!!!

Finally finish my assignment another 1 to go~ haiz... exams really coming so soon that I must really put lotsa of effort to work hard cos I'd pay so much for this degree... Well, all the best to me!

I'm going to rebond my hair heh heh... can't stand my hair so coarse like a brush. It's blonde too that's why must make it look shine and silky... ( sounds like an ad) Wooh~ and I'm gonna be the next Singaporean Idol! Muahahaha dream on~

Romance in the air~

In about a week time it'll be Valentine's Day. Hmmm guess gonna spend it alone again~ well still can't find my Mr. Right, why don't he come to find me instead me searching for him? Worst thing is that my friends still don't believe I don't have a bf. In fact, not a single bf in the past. I know what I want, and I told myself before that I'll find a bf after 21 yrs old. Sobs... nobody wants me.. muahahaha... Perhaps staying single would be the alternate way out. Contradictly, I want to feel loved by or loving someone... Nah leaves it to fate!

Where's my anata?

Assignments~ Headache!

Sobs... Tomorrow is the deadline for my IBM assignment, getting major headache. Moreover I got my Econs test too~ arrrggg... not even started to revise, guess i'm going to flunk... sobs.... my brain hasn't been working well and I couldn't think of any examples to illustrate in my assignment. What am I going to do??? Oh gosh~ I need my confidence and determination back!!! Come back!!! Feel much better now!!! Back to work!

Guess my headache could last for 4 months starting now~

Finding romance on Lunar 15th Jan?!

My mum and granny were telling me that Lunar 15th (so-called Yuan Xiao Jie), those singles should go to temples to pray~ for romance... muahahaha well~ I don't really have the 'practice' to go temples, only if I'm accompany my mum to pray and I know nothing of such things or rather beliefs. Perhaps they really think I'm that 'old' enough to get a boyfriend fast or married me off asap... blah~~ actually I'm not that desperate to find a boyfriend but the more people nagging me to get 1, the more I'm worried and scared that I can't find 1 and really become a nun muahahaha... I guess my parents and my dear granny saw that my cousin and my neighbour cum ex-classmate got 1 ( both are the same age as me ), and wished I could get 1 soon. I feel like telling them that it doesn't mean that I must follow others right? I mean Romance is fated. U have to find the right time, right place and most important the right person! Of course I do have a crush but how would U know if that is the right person? haizzz...

Boyfriend?

Hey I'm only 21... Why are people rushing me to get a boyfriend? Though I'm afraid of lonliness but I still believe in fate! If he's yours he's yours...

I rather be a nun than being with someone whom I don't like

~Monday Blues~

It's a rainy Monday again... Wad had the sky been doing? It'd been raining continueously for the past 4 days! Moreover, I got a tuition class later in the evening. Really hate to teach on a rainy day, but for the sake of my Vitamin M I shall bear with the bad weather. Tmr have a long day.. 2 lectures~ think I'm gonna to faint n be stress again~ After a long break, guess I'd been slacking. Oh god! Please help me gain back my confidence and determination... I really need these 2 to fight against the stress from the upcoming examinations Rahhhh..... Gambatte shio! Ano~ Watashiwa... gambatte neh!

Never give UP!

School Starts(-_-)"

Hmmm school starting again~ gonna be more stress! 1 month to prelims~ haizzz wad to do? Must really study all the way~ sobz.. but heard that Wilber's new album gonna be out in Feb which is my prelims period... duh... hope he dun come so early hopefully in June! Then I'll have the time to see him. Well~ then can spend quality time with him muahahaha... while I can manage my school work at the same time~ Yeahz ^.^ v

Action speaks louder than words!